Later than I promised, I know, I'm sorry. I'm going to try to update at least once a week like I've been doing, but I'm not going to make any promises beyond that. Between work, kids, my other two stories I'm considering writing, various other time-wasting activities, and just my own pure laziness I don't always finish a chapter as soon as I think I will. I will promise to not let too much time go by between updates though so stick with me. Love you all!

"Oh fuck." Lana moaned as Happy and Kozik each sucked and licked her breasts. Happy's hand rested on her hip, while Kozik moved his fingers in and out of her dripping pussy. She was in pure bliss. Her hips rocked back and forth and she turned her head to the side as Happy kissed a trail up her neck and met her lips, his tongue invading her mouth.

Kozik pulled his fingers out of her and moved over her, sliding his cock into her. She held onto his biceps as he began to move and wrapped her legs around his hips, her head tilting back and her eyes closing. Happy kneeled beside her and fed her his cock, which she hungrily accepted. She sucked him as she continued to meet each of Kozik's thrusts. She was so fucking close.

When Happy reached down between them and began rubbing her clit, she lost it. Her orgasm tore through her body and the next thing she knew she was lying in bed next to Kozik in the dark. He was fast asleep with his arm wrapped around her.

It had been a dream. A fucking amazing dream. She could still feel her pussy pulsing with need and she slipped her hand between her legs to try and soothe it away, but it did nothing. She rolled over and wrapped her hand around Kozik's flaccid cock and began kissing the tattoo on his neck.

He grunted and opened his eyes. Hissing at her hand working him, he looked at the clock. "Shit Lana, it's three am." This girl really needed to learn how to sleep.

Despite his exhaustion, Kozik couldn't help but thrust his hips up into her hand. He groaned and rolled over, turning her onto her stomach and pushed her down into the mattress, leaning over her back. Placing a few kisses on her back, he positioned himself and rammed into her, biting into her shoulder simultaneously and making her moan.

"Fuck!" She cried only minutes into their session. "Harder!" She demanded.

Kozik did his best to give her what she wanted, but it just didn't seem to be enough. With each thrust, she pushed back against him as hard as she could, the contact of skin on skin and the combination of their bodily fluids producing an audible slap.

"I need more." She moaned, lowering her hand to her clit and applying as much pressure as she could.

His hand made contact with her ass cheek and she cried out, leaning forward on her forearms, inviting another one. He did it again and again until her smooth skin began to burn with the sting.

They both heard the door open, but they were too into it to care.

"Can't you two at least fucking try to keep quiet? It's the middle of the night." Lana turned her head toward Happy's raspy voice.

She could see that he was tired and irritated that they'd woken him, but she grinned when she saw the growing bulge under his boxers. He stood there and glared for a moment.

"Come here." She said as Kozik continued to pound into her.

Happy hesitated, tired and just wanting to go back to bed, but his body was betraying him at the site of Kozik fucking Lana.

He slowly walked to the bed and Lana reached out with one hand and slid his boxers down. She lifted his semi hard cock and looked up at him as she took him into her mouth. He closed his eyes for a second and took a deep breath at the feeling of her lips around him. Looking back down at her, he ran his fingers through her silky hair.

Lana swirled her tongue around the head of Happy's cock, pressing it into the small opening that was leaking with pre-come and then sucked harder, wanting more.

Kozik slammed into her harder at the sight and she turned her head slightly so she could look him in the eye while she continued to suck Happy's dick. They made eye contact and he raised his hand and slapped her ass as he slammed into her again. She yelped and then moaned loudly, making Happy grab her hair tighter, holding her still so he could fuck her mouth.

A few minutes later Lana felt herself coming. She tried to cry out with Happy still forcing himself down her throat. She nearly collapsed and felt both of them filling her up at each end at the same time. She swallowed every last drop that Happy shot into her mouth as warmth flooded her pussy as well.

Happy pulled out of her mouth a moment later and she gasped for air as she felt Kozik spread her ass cheeks and slowly push in and out of her a few more time with his softening cock.

SOA

Lana sat up and looked at her phone. No way had she slept until 1:00 in the afternoon. She was a late sleeper, but not that late. And she still felt tired. She stood and reached down to grab her jeans and immediately felt dizzy when she straightened. What the fuck? She brushed it off as her late night/early morning "work out" and finished getting dressed.

She made her way to the clubhouse kitchen and finding nothing to eat, blew out a sigh of frustration. She heard voices suddenly and went back out into the bar to see the guys exiting the chapel.

"Hey, what's going on?" She asked Happy.

"Club shit." She was really getting sick of his vague answers.

"No shit Sherlock." She said scathingly.

"Hey." He said before she turned away. "What's the matter with you?"

"I just woke up. You're not the only one who's allowed to be pissy every now and then." She said, walking away in a huff.

She walked outside and leaned against the outside wall of the clubhouse, closing her eyes and taking a deep breath. She didn't get it any more than Happy did. She'd been stressing for the last few days ever since Stahl's little visit. ATF had nothing to go on and Stahl was pushing hard for anything.

Lana wasn't sure what bothered her more though: Stahl's bullshit or the fact that she could just feel in her gut that something else was up with her. She'd never had mood swings like this as a reaction to stress.

Her heart suddenly dropped and she felt her face blanch at the thought that crossed her mind. No way.

"Hey." She jumped at Gemma's voice. The queen leaned against the wall next to her and lit a cigarette. "You haven't told them yet."

"What?" Lana asked, wishing her feigned confusion was genuine, as if that would somehow magically make her sudden realization false.

"Oh please. How many times have you lost your shit in the last week? You seem to be hungry every time I see you, those two assholes in there are exhausted and I'd bet my ass it's 'cause you got 'em up all night long, and you look exhausted despite sleeping half the day. I saw your face just now. Either you didn't expect anyone else to catch on or you just now realized it yourself." She paused, taking a drag from her cigarette. "You late?" She asked blowing the smoke out.

"I'm on the pill." Lana said, in denial.

"Baby, when you got two men blowing a load into you as often as you do, ain't no pill gonna stop that shit from eventually taking root." Gemma took another drag of her cigarette. "You're a crazy, hungry, horny, tired pregnant old lady. Do everyone a favor and go buy a test so you can be sure and then tell your men so they don't go insane trying to figure out what the hell is wrong with you." She pushed away from the wall and threw the cigarette down.

"Gem?" Lana asked as the other women began to walk away.

"Yeah baby?" She turned back around.

Lana closed her eyes and sighed. "What do I tell them?" She asked, looking at Gemma worriedly.

"You tell them the truth."

"No, I mean… There's no way to know who's it is."

"Lana, they know that. That's a risk you all took when you started fucking them. If they got a problem with that then there's no one to blame but themselves."

"I'm scared Gemma." Lana confessed.

"Of a couple big bad bikers? Baby, you're an old lady." Gemma said moving towards Lana. "They ain't got nothing on you."

"Not them." Lana shook her head. "I'm not ready for this."

Gemma hugged her and then held her at arm's length. "You never will be darlin. But you got help. You got the club. We take care of our own. Ain't no baby luckier than a SAMCRO baby."

SOA

Lana sat on her bed holding the positive test, wondering how to even tell them. Happy would be pissed, she knew that. She expected a full on fight ending with him storming out of the house. He wasn't the father type. Never would be.

She was unsure about Kozik though and that's what scared her. Happy, she could handle. She could fight and yell just as well as he could. But not knowing what Kozik would say… She didn't even know. She wasn't use to dealing with him being mad, he was so much more mellow and nowhere near as confrontational.

Then her thoughts wondered further. How would they be with a kid? She'd seen Happy with Abel and it had surprised her to see him being so gentle with the little blonde boy. That image made it easy for her to picture him with a little blonde boy of her own. She smiled slightly imagining him flipping out over a messy house caused by a little kid running around and getting into things.

She could totally see Kozik with a little brown haired baby girl with black eyes and her heart melted right then. She'd never thought she'd want kids, but sitting here imagining her men, the loves of her life, with a little baby that looked like one of them made her second guess what she thought her life was going to be like.

She took a deep breath and picked up her phone, her finger freezing over Kozik's number. She finally worked up the nerve and hit it, her heart in her throat as it rang.

She jumped when he answered. "Hey, are you and Hap busy? I need to talk to you."

"Can it wait? We gotta make a run to San Bernardino, should be back tomorrow sometime."

Lana blew out an exasperated sigh. "I guess it'll have to. I gotta work tomorrow, so just meet me at the house when you can?"

"Yeah, see you then."

SOA

Maybe it was the stress of what she knew was to come or maybe just more symptoms, but Lana found herself running to the bathroom three separate times the next day at work. She just couldn't shake the nausea until she was distracted by the sudden commotion.

"Code blue!"

Lana hurried over to the patient that had just been rushed through the ER doors. One of the other nurses had started CPR and another was intubating the man. She had an amazing ability to keep calm under pressure, always able to push through and do what was needed of her in an emergency. The adrenaline rush she got from a critical situation was exhilarating, one reason why she loved working in the ER so much. She easily got bored with everyday routine situations and no matter how gruesome the ER could be, she wouldn't want to do anything else.

But when she saw Kozik lying on the stretcher, she dropped the chart she was holding. Time stopped and she felt numb for a moment, as if it was a bad dream. His bruised and bloodied body lying there helpless and the nurses and doctors standing around trying to resuscitate him paralyzed her.

"Lana!" The doctor shouted at her. She felt her eyes slowly rise to look at him.

"Come on Lana. Go sit in the waiting room." Another nurse urged her. She did so, not sure how else to react. It all felt so surreal and she wasn't sure if it even was real.

She saw Happy pacing the room and turned back toward the ER doors, suddenly realizing it wasn't a dream. He grabbed her arm as she made to run back in.

"Lana!" He said trying to stop her struggling.

"No! I need to be in there!" She hit his chest and tried to pull away.

Happy grabbed her and made her look at him. "You need to be out here. I saw the look on your face. You didn't realize what the fuck was happening until a second ago. You're no good to him like this."

She stopped struggling and looked at him, tears forming in her eyes. "What happened?" She asked.

Happy sighed. "He got shot and wrecked his bike."

Lana dropped to the chair next to her, feeling another wave of nausea and not sure what else to do. She wanted to kick and scream her way back to the ER, do anything and everything she could think of to fix Kozik, but she knew Hap was right. She was too much of a mess to help him. As much as she could normally stomach, she knew she wouldn't be able to stomach seeing her man helpless and dying.

She anxiously waited for any news, knowing things weren't looking good as they were. She'd only gotten a brief look at him, but she knew he was in bad shape and she knew how easily things could take a turn for the worse.

Finally the head doctor came into the waiting room and Lana was on her feet instantly.

"You ok Lana?" He asked.

"I'm fine!" She said, frustrated.

"We managed to resuscitate him." The doctor got straight to the point. "He's not outta the woods yet though. He's comatose. Definite head trauma, three bullet wounds to the chest and abdomen, two distal rib fractures, and pneumothorax. I wanna do a CT scan. I'm suspecting a subarachnoid hemorrhage. I'll let you know if there are any changes."

Lana stared at the doors as the doctor disappeared through them. "Shit!" She said, throwing the cup of water Gemma had shoved into her hand a few moments before.

"What?" Happy asked not fully understanding what the doctor had said.

"Broken ribs, a collapsed lung, and he's in a coma. They think he's bleeding from the brain."

"How bad is all that? Is he gonna be ok?" Under different circumstances Lana would've laughed. She never would've expected Happy to worry about Kozik. Not like this. He almost seemed to be panicking.

"They don't know. All they do know is it's really bad. If it is a bleed and they stop it, he's still in a coma. No way to know when or if he wakes up from that." Lana collapsed in a chair, staring off into space. What the hell was she supposed to do now?

Even if he lived through this shit, he was still most likely screwed. People didn't just recover from something like this in a few days. She seen injuries like it before and almost every one of them had died or never woken up. The odds were against him.

Lana felt her stomach turn at the thought and she shot up from the chair and headed towards the bathroom for the fourth time that day, leaving Happy and most of the others confused and worried at her sudden exit and Gemma with a knowing yet sympathetic look.