Bast,

I'm sorry but I'm dead. I just want to let you know. I'm sorry.

Also, I want to say sorry for what happened with Anders. I know we agreed not to talk about it anymore. But I do want to explain. I don't blame you for leaving after everything. I would too if I was in your position. So I don't blame. I know I already told you that. I just want to let you know again. Honestly, I felt it would be better for Anders to make up for what he did by fighting with us. For him to see the consequences. Also, Merrill suggested it. And she did make a good point. And I really can't say no to her. Plus, I wanted him to make up for it; to try to fix the mess he made. Though I do agree with his points, I don't agree with his actions or blowing up the Chantry. I'm not asking you to forgive him because I don't blame you for that. I'm just sorry it meant you left; that's my only regret about that. And I'm sorry for it.

I know we have are differences but you still family. I don't really know what to say but I do care about you. And I admire your faith and you have inspired me to be more faithful; well, to the major points of the chant about caring for the poor and such. You know, the important parts. But yeah, I want you to be safe.

Also, be there for my sister and our friends. I have seen the way you look at her sometimes. She has given you similar; who knows maybe something more could come of it. Just don't hate hate if you still hate me about the Anders thing (not that I blame you if you do). And look at for her, please. She's has lost so much and now I'm gone. She's going to need all the support she can get. Please help look out for her. Between you, Varric, and Aveline, I know she would be safe and known she is loved. That she is not alone. I just want her happy. Thanks.

I'm sorry, I'm dead. And I'm sorry for a lot of things. But I've always consider you my friend and family. Just be safe and don't do anything too reckless, ok. May the Maker bless and Andraste guide you and all that.

Your friend,

James Hawke

AN: Thanks for reading, please review, Next and Last Chapter: Varric (I'm not doing Fenris because I don't like him and him and my Hawke weren't friends so yeah sorry)