Sam looked around to see who had grabbed him around his waist and felt his mouth go dry again as his eyes met a pair of blue green eyes and a dazzling smile, "Balthazar." Sam squeaked.

A lopsided smile, which would have taken anyone's breath away, pulled his lips up, "I'm glad I caught you…" he seemed to be taking a full look of Sam in then a look of worry filled his eyes, "Is everything ok? What could possibly take the beautiful smile that I saw on your face today away?"

Sam felt his breath catch in his thought; this beautiful blond man, who can somehow pull off bed head, thought his smile was beautiful. "It's a long story." Sam croaked trying to swallow around his dry mouth and thought.

"Well I've got time," Balthazar said righting Sam on his feet and slowly sliding his hands over his waist, then grasping his hands, "Come on a walk with me and tell me." Sam nodded mutely allowing this god like man to lead him across the dance floor out to the entrance hall. Sam took a proper look at Balthazar now. He was in a white slacks, that hung on his waist emphasizing how fit he was, making Sam's mouth water thinking about what he would look like naked in his bed. He wore a black button up with a light gold vest and white over coat. The buttons were also a light gold, his tie was the same maroon one from earlier that day, and his gloves were a light maroon.

"Distracted with something?" Balthazar asked his gaze darkening as he leaned forward towards Sam.

Sam felt his cheeks heat up instantly and knew he must be a very bright red, "No."

Balthazar chuckled darkly, "Nothing to be ashamed about Sam, my mind goes to the same place yours does when I look at you." Sam felt his neck heat up; they should not be having this intimate of a talk in front of people.

"Anyway," Balthazar said the dark look leaving him to one of a warm smile, "What was bothering you in there?"

Sam was completely caught off guard, how could one person be flirting that way then suddenly go back to normal talk? Shaking his head slightly, hoping it would help him get a bearing on himself he answered, "It's about my brother. I would rather not talk in front of other people about their King."

Balthazar nodded in understanding, "Why don't we walk and talk then? You can show me around the castle if you like." I would like to show you to my bedroom. Sam thought to himself but nodded leading him out first to the grounds the moon up high in the sky.

"It was my brother. He has for YEARS now not wanted anything to do with me or anybody and now he is all high and mighty. He acts like he is the one who pulled us though our parents dying but he only pulled himself out. Luc helped me get out of my funk. Without Luc I would be completely lost and depressed and my brother wouldn't be any the wiser because he never comes out of his stupid room except for special occasions like today." Sam ranted.

"You make it sound like there is a history here to be told." Balthazar commented slipping his hand into Sam's as they turned a corner.

"It's my entire child hood." Sam sighed but stopped near the small pond. Stooping down he grabbed handfuls of dirt and shoved them into his pockets. Balthazar gave Sam a quizzical look before he stooped down and did the same thing.

"Part of the history… I can't really remember why but Dean and I would always fill out pockets with dirt. I have jars of useless dirt in my room." Sam shrugged

"Please tell me more," Balthazar asked earnestly catching Sam's eye, then he frowned slightly, "What is this?" he pulled Sam's bright red streak of hair through his gloved fingers.

Sam shrugged "I've had it for as long as I can remember, but I did dream once that a Pixie…" he cleared his thought suddenly remembering who he was talking to and clamped his mouth shut.

"Come on you've got to tell me now," Balthazar said quirking his eyebrow up, "I swear I won't laugh."

"I…ummm… I dreamed that a pixiewasfuckingme." Sam said in a rush.

"That's…hot." Balthazar breathed his grip tightening slightly.

"You don't think it's funny?" Sam asked, slightly shocked remembering how Luc had been rolling on the bed in a fit of hysterics.

"No it's a cute funny but also hot, especially if it was a male pixie." A shiver ran visibly through Balthazar a wicked smile on his face.

Sam smiled and suddenly had the urge to kiss him, but he fought it. He had just met the man and knew almost nothing about him no matter how breathtakingly hot he was. "It was…. Any way you want to know my history?" Sam asked he wanted to continue to flirt and enjoy this man but he had to resist. At least for now. Balthazar blinked several times, as if he was caught off guard, and then nodded encouragingly following Sam inside now that they had walked through all the outside grounds.

"Well Dean and I used to be really close, like we shared everything. If I got scared at night I would climb into his bed not our parents. Then one day," Sam frowned the memory hard to relive even years and years after, "he just up and left me. He was still in the castle but avoided me at all costs." Sam led them though the crowd towards the stares that lead upward towards the rooms.

"Trust I know how that can be, I have 12 older brothers and sisters. My two eldest siblings thought it would be hilarious to pretend I didn't exist for two years and the rest of the family quickly followed what they were doing." Balthazar said bitterly

"Wow I'm sorry," Sam breathed looking over at his walking companion.

Balthazar shrugged slightly, "You didn't make them do it. But that still doesn't explain your emotions." They walked by Dean's room and Sam pointed out where he used to sit every day after school.

"After my parents died…. Instead of trying to come closer to me Dean isolated himself more. I wasn't even allowed to sit outside his door. The only contact I had was Luc and the limited staff we had in the castle. Luc recommended that I interact with them. It actually worked to get me out of my funk." Sam continued to explain.

"The way you talk about…Luc was it?" Balthazar asked leaning against the wall out of Sam's room looking for confirmation. Sam nodded and Balthazar continued, "You two sounded more than friends."

"It was more. I'm at an impasse." Sam said opening his door and motioning for Balthazar to enter.

"Oh? How so?" Balthazar asked walking into the room looking around the room, pausing every once and a while to look at things on the shelves, and emptied his dirt filled pockets into an empty jar.

"I really care about Luc, parts of me love him… but to be with him…I'm stuck here… and I'm not sure I can live like this anymore." Sam sighed dropping down onto the bed, and filling his own jar of dirt from his pockets and placed it on the bed side table.

"Live like what?" Balthazar asked walking over to Sam and standing between his legs, draping his arms around his neck.

Sam gulped feeling his heart beat pick up being in such close proximity to Balthazar, "I can't live alienated from people. And Dean could live like that his whole life. He seems he would be happier that way."

"What if… Sam." and without warning he kissed Sam hard. His teeth gripped Sam's lower lip tugging lightly. His lips quickly left Sam's and trailed slowly almost tortuously to his neck and he sucked. Sam pulled Balthazar onto the bed with him. He didn't give a flying fuck if this was a bad decision; if Balthazar wanted him there was no way in hell he would pass the opportunity up. Who was he to tell this handsome man no? And why the hell would he tell him no?

-DEAN-

Dean bit his lip nervously as he made yet another sweep of the room with his bright green eyes. Where was Sam? He hadn't meant to be so harsh. He looked guiltily over at Lucifer who looked more worried about not being able to fine Sam than Dean felt.

"You know he will be fine don't you Luc?" Dean asked between people coming up to talk to him.

"I am unsure to be honest." Luc replied stretching up on his tip-toes to get a better look around the room.

"What do you mean you are unsure?" Dean asked turning to face Luc.

"If you haven't noticed Sam wants out. I don't want him making a stupid decision on a whim," Luc explained, "Please let me go look for him sir?" Dean sighed. His brother really needed to grow up. Dean nodded.

Luc hesitated before he took off. Meeting Dean's eyes he said, "Try to be easier on him Dean. He grew up without you. There are a lot of mixed feelings there." Dean looked down at the floor. Maybe he had been too harsh on Sam. but he didn't have much time to dwell on it because more people walked up to him to talk.

-SAM-

Sam gazed over at Balthazar feeling very satisfied.

"I'm guessing you and Luc were sleeping together on the regular." Balthazar said leaning forward and lazily kissing Sam. Sam nodded somewhat embarrassed.

"Come," Balthazar said standing up out of bed, "We will be missed. And from what I've heard you guys have beautiful horse stables. I would very much like to see them with you if you can stand my company for much longer."

Sam clambered out of the bed still in somewhat of a haze, "Why wouldn't I want you around?" and in a much smaller voice he mumbled, "Hell I wouldn't mind if you never left." Balthazar smirked as if satisfied by this answer.

They dressed quickly and on Sam's part clumsily. He didn't even bother to tuck in his under shirt. "I'll meet you in the entrance hall." Balthazar said walking to the door and threw a breath taking smile at Sam. Sam nodded and turned back to the mirror trying to get his hair to lie back down again.

A few minutes later Luc appeared in the room and froze at Sam's appearance, "Who was he?" Luc chocked out a look of horror on his face.

"Luc let me explain." Sam started turning to face him.

"I want no explanation. I knew this would happen. I was stupid to think different about anyone with titles." With that Lucifer left the room without a backwards glance.

"Luc!" Sam shouted following after him.

"Go back to your-" And Luc stood frozen as did Balthazar. His eyes locked with Luc.

"Please tell me this isn't your party guest." Luc sounded like he was actually begging. He turned to face Sam tears in his light blue eyes. Sam merely shrugged; he had no clue what to say about this. He was in shock at how Luc was reacting to one man.

"This is Luc? Lucifer you HATED me calling you that…." Balthazar looked Lucifer up and down, "You look good. I'm glad you seem happy."
"Well now you will be. Take care of him Bal. He is a good guy," Luc turned to look back at Sam a small sad smile on his face. With that he squeezed past Balthazar and down the steps.

"Well that was awkward." Balthazar said after a few minutes of silence.

"How do you know him?" Sam asked nodding in agreement, his hands in his pockets feeling completely lost.

"He used to work for my family. I found out I was gay because of him. Well not because I always knew I was, I just came out through him. That's what started my two years of isolation. My family eventually warmed back up to me but they fired Lucifer. And I guess this is where he came. Did….was it…" Luc asked. He looked like he was struggling to find the right words to say, "When he got here… did he go right for you or…?"

"Not really no. I went for him first though. We waited for almost 3 years dude to age and the first two he kept turning my advances down. And even when I got him… he was very closed off. Well till recently," Sam explained, " And he never talked about his past. I asked him once why and he said it hurt too much. I can understand why now."

"How can you understand why now?" Balthazar asked a small truly happy smile was on his lips as he slid slowly to the floor.

"He once told me he fell in love with a man he couldn't love," Sam explained and watched Balthazar gasp, "That is why he kept me at arm's length. And he had only one lover before me so I can only guess he meant you."

Balthazar bit his lip, "I loved him too…once." He met Sam's hazel brown eyes with his green blue eyes a look of maybe longing on his, "Will you marry me Sam?"

AN: What do y'all think? Bal and Luc knew each other? And had a physical relationship?! PLEASE leave me a review after this one. I would love to know what is on your guy's minds after reading this :3 Hope you like Chapter 12