Hello here is chapter 5 :D

I don't own this, just the story not the characters.

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Mikan's Pov:

So it's been about a week since I first got to Alice Academy and it's not so bad. The facilities were marvelous, 'most' of the teachers were nice except of course Jinno-sensei that man is absolutely punctilious and too damn stern. I don't hate him, it's just that Math is my weakest subject and which teacher likes a student who sucks at their subject. Though I swear underneath all the frog like exterior, Jinno-sensei is a kind hearted man who just wants to be loved! (That is what I wanna believe). The food they served at school wasn't so bad either. It's actually quite good with French fires and burgers and all, except on Wednesdays when it's mushroom burger time. Gross. I don't have anything against them, hell I never tasted one but they look so freaking weird and their color is so random and just not appealing to me at all.

I did make some new friends too! Well 2 actually, Anna Umenomiya and Nonoko Ogasawara. I swear they are twins that got separated at birth. Anna is a bubbly kind of girl, she likes to cook which is why I really love her since the food she manifests is so ravishing and will make you drool. I should keep a mental note to not let her meet Permy or she'll blame me for making her fat. Anyway Anna has pink curly hair with full bangs, her hair reaches just below her shoulders and she has bright sky blue eyes. Her body is petite and she likes to dress up in colors like green, blue, yellow but she hates pink which is really mind bottling since her hair is pink. She loves milk chocolate too. Then there is Nonoko, she has midnight-blue-gray hair that is split in the middle of her head may sound weird but she looks like a super model, she even has the body for it. She enjoys reading a lot of books which include vampires and all that supernatural stuff; she's a fanatic in other words. Her attitude is like Anna but she doesn't exaggerate a lot, she is usually the go-with-the-flow kind of person. She also has high alcohol tolerance, or so I've been told. They were the nicest people to me since I came to the academy. Unlike Luna and her followers, they weren't judgmental and actually tried to get to know me first. AND! Remember that Ruka guy I had the hots for? Well unfortunately for me he is taken; he was too good to be true anyway. Oh well.

"I know right? I mean it isn't like Hotaru to skip school for a whole week! C'mon it's Hotaru we talking about" Anna was babbling on about. Oh yeah… some girl named Hotaru (whom I have not met) seemed to have been absent for the past week and it wasn't like her. All I know is that she scares quite a lot of people so bad they would literally go down on their knees just so they wouldn't be targeted by her. I don't want to believe in this crap! I mean ok maybe she'll be a bit harsh on the outside but I guess it's the obstacle you have to get through to get to the inside where she is soft and mushy!
"I heard stuff about that! Like you know why she's ditching class and stuff" Nonoko says as she stabs a piece of chicken from her chicken salad. Anna and I look at her as a sign to go on with what she was saying.

"Yeah, I heard Ruka apparently followed some girl and they did intimate stuff at the back of the school. Some people claim they even noted that Ruka was moaning and shit."

"But that's impossible! Ruka loves Hotaru more than his life! I mean the guy would literally turn gay if Hotaru decided to get a sex change, he admires her that much. It's just wrong for them to end this way…" Anna says trailing off and looks at me.

I didn't know what to say… I mean what if Hotaru was there the day, that very moment I pinched his cheeks. I hope it isn't that, I don't want to have to go through something like this again! Give me a break already... I am not a home wrecker; I was completely unaware of their relationship. How could I have known that they were together for 3 fucking years! Omg Mikan you just ruined a perfectly good relationship…again. The worst part was that I didn't even meet this girl and I already got on her bad side, with all those legends about her being a horror queen to send you off crying and hiding in your basement with candles and lights put at all corners… ARRRRHHGG! I felt sick all of a sudden, great, my mood is totally jacked up now. Oh joy this brings me. "Ummm… I'm gonna go somewhere ok? I need to see someone and clarify something I'll just see you back in class when English starts." I didn't say anything else and just left. Honestly I wanted answers and I wanted then now.

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I walked to building C which was technically the building for the clubs and extra-curricular events. Like sports day, teacher's day, Valentine 's Day, Halloween, Prom, high school night, talents day I think you get the point. It also holds the club classroom, so it's one classroom for each club. This academy practically has every club possible to the extent of a bird watching club. Since it holds every club, the soccer team must be there and I heard that Ruka is a part of it so I went to go talk to him about the earlier issue.

I entered the building, I suddenly just realized how the hell am I gonna find the soccer club. There must be about 100 classrooms here, it would take me forever. Hmmm… I look around to see if anyone was around so I could ask for directions but to my dismay it was like a ghost town. I walked down the hallway looking left and right and I reach a bulletin board; it's the map of the building. I smile in triumph; I didn't get my mother's bad sense in direction after all! I analyze the map of the building and trace my index finger to each row of rooms I come across too. There it is, right beside the cheerleading club or aka Luna's devil den. Yuck, I have to pass by that rat hole. It's ok Mikan just suck it up and face it with a smile. Yes that is the way. I take in a big gush of air and close my eyes letting the feeling of anxiety leave my body. I open my eyes and take a step forward.

I walked down the hallways I passed the cheerleader's room; to my surprise the room was empty. It looked like just another spacious classroom but had pink decorations everywhere. I walked in out of plain curiosity. Oh my gosh. I stared at the wall before me at the back of the classroom. How can this be? Are all there dolls THAT obsessed with the damn football team? For the love of humanity there is a freaking portrait with 2 candles standing against the wall for each picture and around each portrait were writings of corny things like ' KYA! Marry me' or ' I love you!' and a bunch of other things that I can't read cause of the illegible handwriting. Those are a lot of hearts. Do these… girls actually worship them of something? I mean this isn't a crush this is an obsession over some bunch of good looking guys, that's it. Why do they treat them like Gods? Ugh. I was feeling sick, not the vomiting sick but the I feel disgraced being in this room sick. I have seen enough and just walk out. Time to see Ruka. I walk further down the hall as some people pass by me but I think they just ignored my presence. I see double doors to my right with the initials of 'W' with a wolves head at the side. Through the door I could hear girl's giggles and a lot of screaming. I can also hear some girls cheering something like '5, 6, 7, 8 WHO DO WE APPRECIATE? WOLVES! YEY!' oh Kami-sama bless their dear souls. I bet half those girls don't even know how to cheer but just wanna be there to stare at the players. Typical and moronic but expected. How will I get Ruka alone? Well then we'll just have to see wont we?

I push the door, which by the way was quite hard. Did the coach go to the extent of making the doors so hard to open as an exercise? Now why does that not surprise me? I take a daring step forward and felt my ears bleed.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Natsume scored! Can I like marry him? I so would not mind baring his children" some blonde haired girl screeched to some other girls in the cheerleader uniform…WAIT… I know that abhorrent voice.

Luna.

Oh I did not want to see her coloring book of a face. Seriously? Bare his children?

"Now that's the height desperation right there." I say out loud (it was supposed to be in head). I was shocked when she actually heard me through the screams and yells of all the girls. She signals her girls to walk with her and she starts off to my direction. Better be ready for an impact, because this won't be good.
"Well, if it isn't little "Miss Innocent". Came to wreck another relationship I see? Let me give you a tip then, Syera and Dough have been having problems…maybe you could comfort Dougy babe for me huh?" she says with one hand on her hip and giving me the puppy dog eyes at the end of her sentence. This girl is despicable, why was she ever created?
A stag of guilt consumes my body, my knees would not stop shaking and I had to take a step back. I look at Luna and the other girls that surround me. Why do things like this happen? I must be really that much of a dreadful person to have to go through this.
"I'm not…not a home wrecker…" I stagger in my words. I've felt like this before though, so this feeling is not new but that does not ease the pain. It hits me just as hard. Like a missile being aimed at me and i am stuck to the center of the X mark.

"Please bitch! You'd sleep with any guy who would just much as look at you for 30 seconds"

"And I bet she gives free blowjobs for Valentine's Day. Gross."

"Who knows? Maybe she's even raped a guy before because she can't control her 'whoremones' or maybe she's just that lonely at night."

Raped.

It wasn't my fault, why do people blame me for something I did not mean to happen. Do they honestly think I would be so crude enough to let anyone go through something like that? These bitches don't even know bullshit about me. They dare to treat me like some slut? We'll see who will be the one begging on their knees. I'll be damned if I lose this fight. I was about to retort back when I felt someone's arm around my shoulder and his other hand placed on my mouth from behind. Something like solid rock was what I felt from my back.

"C'mon Mikan, you don't have to get down and dirty for these hoes." Koko says as he releases me from his grip while I gasp for air. Damn his hold was firm. I was about to retort again but he just brushed me over and pulled me away from Luna and he followers.
I wanted to fight back! I wanted to rip her head off, how dare she and those other whores talk to me that way. I felt my body take control and my mind is just ignorant right now. I got loose from Koko's grip and I saw Luna's back, she was celebrating with her dolls on how much she just 'got me'. Bitch you have no idea.

I walked over her to her like a normal thing. She didn't expect anything; I yanked her hair forcibly so the face was towards me. I saw the fear in her eyes; well I would be too in her place. I felt this type of anger before. The only part I was scared of at the moment would be if I would stop. The adrenaline that intervened in my veins with my boiling blood, someone was gonna die now. I could hear Koko saying something about Mikan calm down or whatever but to hell I would care about that right now.

Once I got Luna's attention, I pushed her so hard that she fell flat on her butt to the ground. People started to crowd around us, whispers were heard all over. i stare at poor Luna who was on the floor looking at me with vary eyes. I kneel down so I am face to face with her.

"Don't think I would let you have the last say in that. You're lucky Koko here saved you from a whole world of pain. Be wise enough to thank him." she was about to speak but I glared at her and she shut up immediately. "Don't force me to do something you and I would regret." I was the last thing I say before I storm off at particularly I don't know where.

Did I just do that? What just happened? Did I just loss control of my emotions? But what I should be asking myself is wasn't my main motive to find Ruka and confront him? How did it end up to this? So many questions running through my head. Luna asked for it, but I think I might have gone a little over board. Ugh. This is my problem, I feel guilty for everything I do. Dangnammit!

"That was quite a show you put on there, Sakura"

" What do you want Hyuuga? If you picked up my mood from that 'show', I actually thought you would have the courtesy to leave me alone." Why does this guy have to be here? Out of all the moments in my life right now? Really? Wait this might actually ease my problems a bit, since Ruka is Hyuuga's best friend he'll know where he is!

I turn back to him and look at him, debating if it was actually a good idea to ask him for help. Him being a snob and total pervert I mean. Oh why not? He is all I got right now…(do not take that the wrong way)

"Say Hyuuga, do you have any idea where Ruka is? I really need to talk to him…"

"What do you need to talk about?" he says in a monotonous voice.

"Umm… it's about…" I stuttered not being sure if I can trust him or not.

"Ruka is my best friend little girl, of course I know why you want to see him. You wanna know if you are 'that girl', who is the reason why Ruka broke up with his 'fiancé' right?" he smirked at me as he leans against the wall. He has the nerve to actually joke about his own best friends break-up. Jerk. He doesn't wait for me to talk, instead he continues.

"It's none of my business what those love-sick-puppies do." He says before he walks forward from the fall and before I knew it he was right next to me. Was I that deep in thought I didn't notice him?

He gazes at me, standing next to him I feel so short. His broad shoulders that tower over me. His delicious scent fills into my lungs. He is about just 5cm away from my face but our bodies were touching. His look is malicious and I was a bit scared but I don't know of what. His face closes in to mine, is he gonna kiss me? Hell no! Yuck! But why can't I move? I am trapped in his eyes. Eyes of mystery and fantasy. The heat was there, the chemistry between us was there and I can't help but be so consumed in the moment that my eyes closed shut. I waited for something but I don't know why. To my great disappointment he didn't kiss me and a shock of rejection filled my body. Though the next words he whispered into my ear instead of the 'expected kiss', made my heart stop.

"Yes you are 'that girl' who ruined a perfectly good relationship."

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Hope you enjoyed this chapter and sorry for the late update REVIEW PLEASE! It really encourages me to write and update faster! And to everyone who reviewed. Arigatou

~Nikki