I do not own GA just the idea of the story.

Just to clear things up, the 'guy' didn't really hug her, hit was just a dream.

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Chapter 11

Natsume's POV:

"Mi…Mikan was raped by her best friends boyfriend."

It took me a hell of a long time to process that in my mind. What do you mean raped? How can a teenage guy do that? I've heard of old pedophiles doing that but your best friend's boyfriend? That was degrading.
"The Hyuuga is finally lost of words?" Sumire said.
"How can you joke about something like that?" I practically growled at her.
"I'm sorry… I just wanted to lighten the atmosphere." She mumbled on.

I was debating with myself on whether to ask her the whole story or not.

"She wasn't like that before you know, Mikan I mean" she started off. I just sat there looking at her intensely.

"It all started when we were in grade 6…"

Some years ago…

"Oh my gosh Mikan! He asked me out! He ASKED ME out!" a short and cute red head screamed into Mikan's ear.
"Really?! And what did you say Roxy? Please tell me you said yes!" Mikan had her brown eyes wide open and was inches away from Roxy's face.
"Well…"
"Oh no you didn't! You rejected him? Are you crazy! He has been your crush since the 4th grade! And you guys wou-"
"Of course I said yes dummy!" Roxy smiled like there was no tomorrow. She was happy and in love.

Both the little girls giggled and squealed, they didn't even care about the people looking at them like they were complete lunatics.

"Mikan! He said he wants to meet you." Roxy said as she held Mikan's hand
"Ehhh? Me? Why me?" Mikan felt her cheeks go red.
You see, Mikan and Roxy have a crush on the same guy, but apparently Roxy never knew. Mikan was too kind hearted at the time and choose not to ruin their friendship.

"Duh! Because you are my best friend! Who knows? Maybe he has some cute best friend too right?" Roxy winked at her and gave her a playful punch. Mikan went even redder over her best friend's embarrassing accusation.

2 months later.

"He cheated on me Mikan… I don't know what to do now." Roxy sobbed into Mikan. She was too hurt seeing her best friend in such a fragile state. At that moment she hated him. She wanted to rip off his face and bury it 30 feet underground.

Yes, Roxy and he looked like a match made in heaven. But she knew how he really treated her. There hasn't been a night when she didn't go crying to her about either something he did or said. He was the shittiest of boyfriends ever.

"Break up with him." Mikan said sternly while holding Roxy in their hug.
"I can't mi… you know that! I love him." Roxy pleaded.
"So you're just going to sit and let him get away with it? Like you have for every single damn thing he's done." Mikan pushed her away and grabbed one of her arms, she pulled the sleeve up and there laid purple/black bruises and a fresh blood clot.

"Look at this." She shook her hand rapidly but Roxy refused to look.
"I said look at that! That fucking bastard did this to you! Might as well look at the other bruises he's done too" Mikan let go of her hand and got up from the bed.
Roxy covered her arm and just cried and cried.

Mikan was debating with herself whether or not to tell her about that incident she had with him too. It had been running through her mind for quite a while. He had deliberately been flirting with her behind his own girlfriend aka Mikan's best friend. Mikan stared at the ground and she came to a decision that she would tell Roxy the truth.

"Roxy…I have something to tell you and it's about him." Mikan had her back to roxy and she slowly heard Roxy's sobs lessen.
"You see, when you're not around…sometimes he gets too close to me." Mikan just blurted out the last part.
"Of course he's close to you! You are my best friend" Roxy stated like Mikan said something stupid.

"No Roxy you don't-" Mikan was interrupted by Roxy's phone call.
Roxy walked over to her bag and took out her phone. She just stared at the caller id like it was a number from another country.
"It's him…" her face turned white and she started to sweat a bit over the nervousness.
She clicked the answer button and out it against her ear.
"Hel-lo…" she tried hard not to sound like she just cried.
Mikan was sick to her stomach; she knew that all he had to do was whisper some sweet words into her ear and Roxy would let anything slip. She didn't want to see it happen all over again so she decided to go to the kitchen and get a glass of milk.

As she stood there drinking her glass she remembered how he had tried to seduce her into sleeping with him. His filthy words running through her mind and she could not stop it.
"Damn him! Damn him to hell!" she yelled out at no one but herself. She was frustrated from all the drama. Her best friend was living through hell each day just for that asshole.

She heard stomps coming down the stairs, and presumed that they were still fighting. When Roxy was visible at the door, she was staring at Mikan outraged as ever.

"What lies did the Devil whisper into your ears this time? It was his cousin he was making out with under the docks?" Mikan said in a sarcastic way. She didn't expect the next thing that was about to happen.
SLAP!

The impact was so loud it was echoed through the whole room. It was so hard and solid that Mikan's lip was bleeding a bit.

Mikan stared at her with shock and pain in her eyes. Why wouldn't she? Here she was consoling her best friend about her jerk boyfriend and she gets a slap?

"Why would you do that?" Mikan sounded in disbelief over what Roxy had just done.
"You…stupid idiotic bitch" Roxy's hand turned into a fist as her eyes were glued to Mikan's every movement.
"What are you talking about?"
"I'm talking about how you tried to fuck around with my boyfriend each time you get. Are you seriously that desperate Sakura?" it hurt Mikan when she called her Sakura, it didn't feel right at all.
"Excuse me? You rather believe that asshole over me? Did you not even bother to ask me about it? Do you have such little faith in me?" Mikan raised her voice to her defense.
"He loves me! He would never do that to me Mikan. He cherishes every part of me."
"No he doesn't! He's using you damn it! Why are you so fucking blind?!" Mikan was now on the verge or completely breaking down. What is happening to her best friend? What will happen to their friendship?

Roxy just took a few steps back, her hair covering her eyes.
"Never show your face to me ever again. And it you stand in a 6 feet radius near him I will kill you. I promise you that Mikan Sakura. I will kill you" was the last thing she said before running out of Mikan's house.

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At the party.

"Mikan, you have to loosen up a bit ok? If she accused you of hitting on her man and you didn't? Then she's the idiot here ok? Not you. So please just take a sip." A girl with sea weed hair told out hazel eyed girl with a shot of whiskey in her right hand.

"I guess you're right, maybe I should live it up a bit." She tried to make herself feel abit better.

The girl who was just telling Mikan not to worry was Sumire.

Just then Roxy walks into the party with a muscular hand around her waist. This caught Mikan's attention and soon she felt like she wanted to leave. She got up from her seat only to be pulled back down by Sumire.
"If you leave your only giving in to what that jerk face what he wants you to do." She looked at Mikan in the eyes hoping that she would change her mind.

Mikan was depressed and needed something to numb out the pain so she drank it out. After what seemed like a dozen shots she finally felt the alcohol kicking in. she felt giddy and light headed. The bile juice in her tummy wanted to show itself and then she ran for the bathroom.
She puked out her intestines, figure of speech. When she sobered up abit, she could hear a girl cry. She went out of the bathroom only to be welcomed by moving bodies and ear-pounding music.
She followed her instincts and just went to where she thought the cries were coming from. She ended up infront of a door. she pressed her ears on the door and tried to sound out the music and listen to what was happening inside. She could hear guys laughing, girls moaning and the colliding bottles. But then she heard something that made her freeze.

Roxy's cries.

She stumbled back a bit because the alcohol didn't exactly leave her system. She was still drunk. She banged the door with all her might screaming to let her in. The door slide open and there he stood. The guy who was going to ruin her life to the extend it was unforgivable by even God himself.
"Ahhh! Mikan my love, care to join us?" he made his voice sound velvet clear. He grabbed her by the waist and pulled her in and shut the door.
Mikan fought hard to try and loosen his grip but failed from being too weak. Little did she know he had not planned on ever letting her go. He dragged her into a separate room, her eyes were adjusting to the darkness of the room.
The room wasn't really dark once her eyes got use to it. Then she saw her… being touched by two guys.
"You bastard! You got a pretty one there. Mind if I borrow her?" some random drunk guy said while checking out Mikan from top to bottom.
"Go fuck yourself Yuuki. This angel is all mine." He dragged Mikan passed Roxy.

"Roxy…" Mikan tried to call her out but Roxy was too penetrated to hear her.
"ROXY!" Mikan screamed as she bite off his filthy hands and ran towards her. She pushed off the two guys on top of her and fell to the floor.

"What did they do to you…" tears were now leaking from Mikan's eyes.
Roxy just wept, she was too traumatized to speak at that moment. Her eyes were shut closed. She didn't want to see or feel anything at that moment. But then she felt a warm hand hold her, she knew instantly it was someone safe.
Her eyes fluttered open and saw crystal brown eyes. She recognized Mikan and grabbed onto Mikan like she was the rope and they were off a cliff.
"Mikan… I'm sorry…I didn't know. i-" Roxy stuttered. She could barely speak.
Mikan caressed her cheek and smiled, showing her small dimples.

"I'll get you out of here ok?" Mikan said with such confidence. But she knew that it was a lie, she had no idea on what to do next.

The two guys she had knocked over Roxy were unconscious which relieved Mikan. The sudden flow of adrenaline made me able to help Roxy up. They both were about to fall but caught on to a table before they did. There were finally at the door, Mikan opened it and pushed Roxy out. She was about to follow when she suddenly felt her hair being yanked, hard.
She screamed from the feeling of having atleast 50 strands of hair pulled out.
"You fucking whore! How dare you just walk in here and plan to take my girl away from me?! Are you fucking dumb?" he roared at Mikan. His face was leveled to her while his hand tangled in her brown hair.
"She was a diamond and you treated her like a rock…you weren't even with her you bastard! You were busy watching her be penetrated by those fucking assholes!" Mikan tried to break loose from his solid hold.

All he did was laugh.

"You stupid, stupid bimbo. Fine. Let's have it your way." He smirked. No, it was an evil smile with malicious eyes and a taunting voice on a baby faced guy.

He grabbed Mikan by her wrist yet again and just before he shut the door behind her, he took one last look at Roxy who was pleading that he stop his madness.
"We're through." that was all he said before he slammed the door at her face and Roxy being too weak to fight turned cold and fainted.

Mikan was thrown onto a bed that was quite soft but like that mattered at the moment. They were now both alone in a different room. The music was minimized but could still be heard.
She turned her head towards the demon.
"What do you want? Not satisfied?" she spat at him.
"What ever are you talking about love?" he smiled at her.
"You ruined her life! You ruined my life too you imprudent cunt!"
"Big words for such a young girl" he said seductively as he crawled onto the bed and caged her below him.
Mikan kicked and punched but she was too tired, seems that the adrenaline was gone. He licked her ear loop and purred into it. He slowly laid butterfly kissed down her neck going to her collar bone even lower to her cleavage. He smuggled his hand under her shirt and unhooked her bra. Mikan felt disgusted with herself. She felt frightened to her bone, her heart pounding at the speed of light.
She knew what was going to happen. She wasn't prepared for it but who was? Her last thoughts were about Roxy. She wished she had told her sooner, she wished she had forced her to not see him in the first place. She regretted the fact that she didn't tell her about her little crush on him too, maybe just maybe if she did they would have agreed no one of them should date him. But it was too late to think about that.
"I-sorry…Roxy" was the last thing she said before she felt his hand go down into her jeans and heard him laugh about how 'wet' it was.

Back to the present.

What the actual fuck? I looked at my hands that are in a fist and plain white. To go through something like that at such a young age. That's why she flipped out when I got to close. After Sumire told me about Mikan's past she excused herself to the bathroom.
I stood up frustrated with myself, I wanted to fucking punch something. So I did.

I punched the wall over and over again. What do you want me to do? That bastard. How dare he do that to any girl? I breathed in ignoring the stares that I got from other people at the hospital. I caught sight of a window that was tinted, I saw my reflection. I remembered how I tried to touch her in the kitchen. For once I felt ashamed, I didn't think about my actions. I just… UHHHH! This is just fucked up in so many ways! I let out a stressed sigh.

"Excuse me sir? Are you Hyuuga?"
"Yes. What is it?" I replied annoyed at the stupid nurse.
"Ms. Mikan is looking for you, thoug-"
I pushed her out of the way and entered the room.

I saw her sleeping figure there; it ached to see her like that. And what made it all the more worse was I didn't know why it ached so much. It was like a part of me is dead already.

"She said your name a few times before you came in." the nurse said behind my back. She walked up to Mikan to have a look at her pulse readings on the monitor.
"Are you her boyfriend?" she asked curiously.

Was I? I mean of course not. But why did I want to say so badly?

"Yes."
"She's lucky to have a person like you then" she gave me a dazzling smile. It wasn't as dazzling as Mikan's but it was genuine. I gave her a nod and she let the room.

I walked over to Mikan and touched her hand. It's cold but soft. I looked at her face, her skin was chalk-like and pale. Her lips had cracks in them, some with dried blood in. it's surprising how even if you ask any guy they would say she looks like shit but to me she still looks like the most beautiful girl I've seen. I drag my eyes to the floor, I never felt bad about being an asshole with other bitches. Why do I feel like shit right now.
"Hmmm… Natsume? What are you doing?" Mikan tried to open her eyes. She kind of looks like a puppy trying to open its eyes for the first time.
I move my hand from it's original place and placed it back into my pocket.

Mikan's POV:

I felt someone touch my face so I forced myself to wake up. I don't know how I did that but I just did, don't ask. I slowly peek into what was at my view but at first it was all bright! I forced my eyes to open again and I saw Natsume looking at nothing actually but he was so concentrated. I didn't even know until I heard myself call out his name…
"Hmmm… Natsume? What are you doing?" my voice was coarse but hey, I bet it wasn't as bad compared to the way I look right now.
"What does it look like I'm doing? Hatching eggs?" he said in his usual sarcastic way.
That's what I like about Natsume, he doesn't change.

"I must look like a zombie right?" I asked.
"You look like the living dead."
"That's what I said you dimwit."

He stuck his tongue out which made me laugh hysterically. I was actually happy at Natsume's company.
then everything went quiet.
"I know what happened to you." He said with his head low.

I felt my body freeze.
"Who told you?"
"Sumire."

It was silent for the next 5 minutes.

"It was the past, please don't bring it up." I didn't realize that he was next to me. I felt a warm sensation come over my body. Natsume feels so much like home. It made me careless about the world. I wish I could stay here forever. Yes he was hugging me. Weird right? How just last week we were mortal enemies.

Then he said something that made me cry, literally.
"I won't let anyone else touch you ever again."

All I knew at that moment was he was there and I was safe. That's all that mattered.

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