A/N I'm back, I hope you guys are enjoying the story.
I laid back on my bed with my hand underneath my head. I began to recount the visit I just had with my father, I just couldn't believe the exact thing I was hoping to avoid was a very real reality and I was not going to escape it, no matter how much I wanted to.
It all started when I picked up Leah at the hospital after work. We sat in the car, talking about nothing and everything, with a tension that was so thick I could slice it with a knife. We pulled to my Dad's, and I swallowed hard. I had called him the previous night, talking about what we needed to know. He sighed on the other end and told us when it was convenient to come over, then he muttered something about 'inevitable' and hung up.
I tried not to hold eye contact with her as we pulled up to my Dad's, I shifted the case of beer under my arm so I could knock on the door. After a split second, Dad appeared with a warm smile. I felt relieved because, usually when it comes down to wolf business he usually has that somber serious face.
"I was wondering when you kids were going to get here, come in," He said as he rolled out of the doorway. "So, I hear you two got a little problem, eh?" He said through sips of his beer. Leah shifted uncomfortably and I nodded, she was being really quiet now. It was spooky and very un-Leah like.
"I wouldn't really consider it a problem more so a" Dad and Leah looked at me as I fumbled over my words. Leah sighed and uncrossed her legs.
"Our wolves have been really strange lately, and its starting to affect our thoughts and movements. We would just like to know what the hell is going on."
"Strange? Strange how?" Dad asked with a naughty smile, well its a no brainer where I got my dirty mind from. He knew damn well what I was talking about. Leah sucked her teeth and looked at my Dad with narrow eyes, the look she was giving him was just her fighting not to be disrespectful to her Elder.
"Dad, our wolves keep trying to mate...without our permission. And we want to know why or how to stop it." Leah nodded wholeheartedly with me.
Dad sat back in his chair with a cocked eyebrow. "Son, Leah why would you want to refuse such a gift?"
"Gift?!Gift?!" Leah exclaimed making both of us jump. She smoothed her fingers through her raven hair and leaned forward jingling her leg up and down. "Billy, I have lost all control of my thoughts. And said thoughts of those of me and your son doing unspeakable acts and just the other day we almost acted upon them. I just want to know what the hell is going on."
"Calm down, " Billy patted her leg gently. "Listen, I think what you're experiencing is your wolves finally making their wants known. Your wolves have been denied the basic right to mate and possibly procreate. Jake your wolf recognizes Leah as more of the Alpha Female rather than your Beta and Leah's wolf has possibly accepted this. Your wolves' mind are all made up, they are just tired of waiting on you two."
"Waiting on- Dad I'm already imprinted doesn't that...go away after imprinting?"
He shook his head somberly. "It would have satisfied your wolf if you and your imprint decided to be intimate, but your imprint decided that wouldn't be part of your relationship. So-"
"I'm his second choice?" I flinched at the tone of her voice, she sat there with her legs crossed and a numb look crossed on her beautiful face. Looking at her up and down I could honestly doubt that anyone could consider her a second choice.
"No, I wouldn't say second choice, you are just what his wolf really wants. The imprint is just another type of tie to him, if he really wanted to mate with Nessie he would've fought for it tooth and nail like he did her mother, but he didn't. "
"So hypothetically of course, we did mate. Then what? Our wolves would just stop pestering us every second of the day to have sex with each other?" Dad laughed and breathed out a calm laugh.
"After you mate, then its out of my hands. I don't know what'll happen. Perhaps it will satisfy the wolf and you can go on, maybe you two will tie to each other. Whatever the result is totally up to you, they have presented their desire its up to you what you want to do with it. But I do suggest you will not neglect your wolves any longer, because then they will fight to get out and their desires will overcloud any other desire you might've had. "
"Our wolves are controlling yet another portion of our lives are being controlled by these...beast that lives inside us,"Leah sighed sadly.
"Call her a beast all you want, but she is apart of you. Taha Aki knows your soul Leah and there is no other wolf better suited with you. She is just the version of you who you won't except." Dad said as he rolled away for another beer.
We stayed over for another 30 minutes, purposely avoiding the conversation that we previously had until it was time to say goodbye. I hugged my Dad and thanked him, I had some decisions to make now, and thinking about just how I was going to approach this problem was constantly plaguing me with every move I made.
I kept looking at her from the corner of her eye, worried. She was still remaining quiet her face deep in thought. Even when one of her favorite songs began to play she didn't obnoxiously belt out 'I'll take you to the Candy Shop'. Her silence started to annoy me, this wasn't the Leah that I was used to. Usually she graciously made awkward situations less painful or humorous, but now she was looking out the window deep in thought ignoring my very presence.
Fuck it.
"Leah, you want to fuck or not?"
She just looked at me with wide hazel eyes.
I Am. A. Fucking. Idiot.
A/N Read and Review. I'm going to lay down. If there was mistakes, please excuse me I have had mixed tequila and vodka like an idiot last night...God.