A/N I'm just going to apologize in advance if this chapter is a bit...off. I'm trying to recapture the feel of the story again whilst taking in all of your wonderful suggestions for the future of this story.

JPOV

Even though I didn't want the feeling of this indescribable high to ever end, it did. As we climaxed and and I felt the heavy breathing of our sweat covered bodies collapse on top of each other, instead of the initial expectation of relief I felt this weird...coldness as I slid out of her warm embrace for the final time. She looked at me breathing hard, her black hair now shone with the sweat and buildup from our recent activity and her lovely tan golden brown skin now glistened and shined with a after glow.

As I struggled to catch my breath, she looked down at me in the strange angle we were in and smiled. "So..." She breathed out after what it seemed like an eternity.

"Yeah...that was...awesome." Awesome? AWESOME?! What am I some fucking teenager losing his virginity for the first time?! Why brain, do you forsaken me every time? What the hell have I done to deserve all this word vomit? She looked at me for a second, I tried to swallow the dry lump that formed in my throat as I waited for her response.

"Hey Jake?' She said in a sweet husky tone.

"Yeah Leah?"

"Can you uh..hand me my bra? Its behind you" I looked at her for a long time as my mind made a big blank. Bra? What is that? The demonic piece of cloth that has obscured her perfect breast away from me? She wants me to give it to her? The blasphemy!

"Uh yeah sure" I smiled and reached back for her undergarment as she slid her lean form away from me to the driver's seat.

"Thanks" She smiled and slid her panties on and the rest of her clothes on awkwardly as I began to do the same in the palpable silence. Ugh fuck this.

"How is she feeling?" I finally muster up the courage to ask. She cocked her head to the side and pursed her lips.

"She's quiet now, that's for sure. I still feel...weird though." She looked at me "How about you?"

"I feel the same. Dad was really right, its really up to us now. I guess we just have to wait it out, see if the same thing is going to be happening" She shrugged and started the car as we rode in the dull catchiness of Taylor Swift who no matter what station I turned to, was playing.

LPOV

I can't believe we really just did that. In a car. On the beach. What the hell was I thinking?! I drove in silence as I watched him in the corner of my eye. God, he was adorable, he shifted his big body in the tiny car uncomftably as we drove to Flatylor Quick or something. I could still feel his hands on me and then sensation was just as vivid as it was a few minutes ago when he was actually touching me.

I don't really know what to think right now, I mean don't get me wrong he was great and all, but I just didn't expect to feel this way. I kept telling myself it was just to silence the bitch for good so I could go on with my life, but at the same time...something happened.

As I climaxed the second time, for some reason my wolf went silent and I felt like I was looking truly at him. It felt less like mindless fucking and a mating ritual and more of a...I don't know... an experience to say the least. My head was a wreck and my adrenline was running through me despite the awkardness in the air. I felt invinvible but vulnerable, as the balance in my life tipped from here to there.

I tried to keep my mind clear as I drove us back home. Now we had our wolves semi under control, I kept having a thought: "What now".

"Leah..." Jacob's voice boomed and crashed into my thoughts as I looked over to him.

"I'm sorry what?" Jesus what is wrong with me? I sound like an airhead, but then again that's not too bad since he usually goes for those type of girls. He turned toward me.

"Hey, are you okay? You're kinda...distant" He said with a furrowed brow of concern. I forced a smile, and gave him a reassuring nod.

"Nah I'm good, haha"

He laughed and shook his head, leaning back into the seat. "You know I should be worried about how bad of a liar you are. Keep that up and everybody will know about our furry secret."

"Shut up," I rolled my eyes. "I just don't...I don't know what to do right now."

"What do you mean?"

"Jacob do you realize we live together, with two very nosy men? I mean we literally just fu...mated" I said in between my teeth. "I mean, how the hell are we supposed to feel or act or anything? I just can't just give something like this to someone and act all honky dory about it afterward..." I took a deep breath.

"Leah, I know you're scared and I am too but we'll figure it out. I promise you that," He looked at me with those melted hershey eyes and I looked back at the road and focused on a familar beat up car that was in our driveway.

"Is that..." Jacob squinted his eyes. I gulped, I didn't need to squint I knew who it was.

"Yeah, I think so," I sighed. Great. Just...great.

I looked as my baby brother stood in the driveway with a warm welcoming smile as he waved to us with vigor. "LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE" he yelled. Oh God, oh God. Just as I was about to have a little breakdown I looked at a petite frame that was standing behind him with a pair of familar doe brown eyes.

Oh Jesus...why now?

A/N Again if its shitty I'm so sorry. I promise I'll be better next time. At any rate please review and I will be sure to be back with you.