Full Circle

Chapter 17 – Camp David part 3

AN: Hey guys first of all thankyou for all your birthday messages they really meant a lot to me. Secondly sorry I didn't get this up on Sunday this took a lot longer to write for some reason and I have been watching the Olympics all day haha.. There will be one more Camp David chapter before we return to The White house and before Susan takes over. chocolate 1 i had never thought about them doing a therapy session together but I really like that idea and will be putting that in a future chapter so thanks :). I have started writing the next chapter and I will get up on Sunday. Enjoy :)

Fitz wakes up to the feeling of Olivia kissing all over his face, he doesn't open his eyes yet but a huge smile appears on his face. Olivia has never been this affectionate before he hopes that she will be open with her feelings but if she's not then that's ok too as long as his Livvie is better than that's all that matters to him.

He opens his eyes to see the most beautiful pair of brown doe eyes staring back at him and they just continue to stare at each other, no words need to be said, smiles on their faces, it's just those 2 in that moment.

He brings one of his hands to trace the outline of her face and she smiles at him and moves closer to him and brings her lips down to his, her tongue pushes against his lips and he opens up to her. Their tongues seeking each other as Fitz's hands goes to her waist and pulls her on to him, he runs his hands up and down her silky smooth back as she starts grinding against his hardening member and he can feel her arousal starting. Just as he moves his hands to her hips to position her on him their stomachs let out an almighty growl causing them to break away from their kiss. They look at each other for a minute before breaking out into laughter.

'What kind of gentleman are you not feeding a lady on her arrival?' she said with a huge smile on her face.

'Oh I'm sorry I didn't hear any complaints coming from you missy'

'Yeah well..'

'Yeah well what' Fitz said leaning over her and before she can say anything else he started to tickle her starting at her waist then moving up near her armpits then back down again.

'Fitz stop it' she said through laughter

'nope' he chuckled out

'Babe please'

At this point Olivia had tears in her eyes from the laughter, she couldn't remember the last time they were this care free if ever. She felt his tickles decrease as he stared into her eyes resting his forehead onto hers. The tickles and the laughter have stopped as they looked into each others eyes. They shared a long kiss, no tongue, no raw passion, just two soul mates affirming their love for each other in this simple kiss.

'How about my French toast and bacon?' Fitz says to her

'Sounds perfect' and she gives him quick peck on the lips.

Fitz gets up and finds his boxers on the floor and puts them on, just before he leaves the room he turns back to face Olivia who was still in bed staring at him with a smile.

'Hey livvie'

'What'

'I love you'

'I love you too Fitz'

Whilst Fitz went to make their brunch as they slept the morning away after reuniting with each other, Olivia went to the bathroom to freshen up a little bit. She looked in the mirror and for the first time in years she finally saw herself looking back at her but there was something different, she was smiling, her eyes glowed along with the rest of her body and she wasn't afraid to admit her love for the man that was downstairs, for the first time she wasn't afraid of that love.

She put her underwear back on considering her luggage was downstairs and put on Fitz's shirt that he was wearing and goes to join her man in the kitchen. As she gets to the stairs she hears music coming from the kitchen and she just watches Fitz, it's a glimpse into their lives come the end of January – happiness, domesticated and love.

She starts to wonder why she pushed him on pretty much everything when it came to them – the 2nd term, the divorce, them finally being a couple, no secrets, no rushing. She wonders if she could have had this sooner, maybe he would have still been president maybe not but she should have trusted him and their love that he wouldn't blame her and resent her in the future.

Could they have had a family by now she tries to stop the thought before it enters her head but ever since that September day in therapy the thought of a family creeps into her mind, sometimes it fills her with happiness other times sadness at what would now be a 4 month old.

She is broken out of her thoughts by Fitz coming towards, he doesn't say anything he just stares at her trying to work out if she is ok or not. She's thankful that she doesn't have to say anything because she is not sure if what she wants to say would come out right. He picks up her right arm in his left hand then places her left on his shoulder whilst he brings her in a close hold and starts dancing around the room along to music.

She giggles at first but then quickly gets in the moment she is sure that anyone walking in would laugh at them as she is in Fitz shirt and he is just in his boxers but to them especially Fitz this is what he has always wanted to be able to dance with her openly. Sure they have danced at dinners before but hands had to be kept in place, no eye contact and a respectable distance between the two. Fitz is humming along to the song in her ear as she has the biggest smile on her face whilst her left hand is at the nape of his neck as she feels his heart beat in sync with hers.

He brings his face to hers then dips her which makes her squeal and giggle as she brings one her left hand to cup his face as he leans down bringing their lips together. Her hand starts to move to his ear and hair as she opens her mouth to grant access to his tongue. Just as the kiss starts to heat up she starts smelling the bacon and breaks away much to his disliking

'Babe the bacon'

'Oh shit'

Fitz brings them both to standing and as Olivia giggles again he runs over to where the bacon is almost burning. She starts setting the table for their food, bringing glasses of orange juice over as well. She smiles when Fitz starts serving his mouth watering French toast and bacon. She frowns a little when he doesn't immediately join her at the table although that frown turns into a smile when she sees Fitz with a bouquet of white roses. Olivia has never been one for flowers until Fitz she knows he puts thought into them and loves when he surprises her with them.

'This is to our new start Liv, I honestly didn't think we would be here I thought that the last time we were together would be the last time for us. I don't want anything to get in between us this time, I want you, I want us more than you will ever know, I just want you Liv. I don't care if you don't want to get married or have kids you are the love of my life and I want you to be happy so I am going to do whatever it takes to make you happy. So these are to represent our new beginning and our love for each other.'

Olivia stands up and pulls him into a passionate kiss until the need breath is absolute necessary. No more words need to be said in this moment. They finally start eating and enjoying being back together, enjoying being in the presence of the other.

'How about we have a bath together' Fitz suggest after they've finished breakfast. Olivia raises her eyebrow at him and they burst out laughing.

'I would love to you finish up down here and I'll start the bath' she gives him a peck on the lips before she leaves.

Olivia sits on the edge of the tub and stares into the water, she hears the drip of the taps get louder and louder until that is all she can hear, visions of the bathroom flash into her head. She tries to calm herself but she is frozen in place as the noise intensifies. In her head she is screaming out for Fitz to save her, she is trying to find her way out, she is crying and sweating and she just wants it to stop.

'Liv' Fitz calls out to her. He sees her in the bathroom and rushes to her; he pries her hands of the sink and into his own. He squeezes her hand to let her know that he has her, he does it a couple of times to give her more reassurance before he starts talking to her.

'It's ok Livvie I'm here just squeeze my hands, I'm right here you're safe with me just squeeze my hands'

It takes her a couple of moments before she starts squeezing his hands back, she can hear Fitz's voice breaking through bringing her back to him.

'That's it Livvie keep squeezing my hands I've got you I promise'.

It takes her a few more minutes before she is out of her attack and back with Fitz.

'Fitz' she shakily whispers

'I'm here Livvie. I've got you' he whispers back to her as she throws her arms around him.

After a couple of minutes he picks her up and carries her back into the bedroom, he places her back on the bed and kisses her forehead before going back into the bathroom. Fitz finishes of the bath for them and goes back to Liv, he gently starts to undress her and carries her back into the bathroom and placing her on her feet so she can climb in. He undresses quickly and slides in behind her wrapping his arms around her as she leans back into him.

'I don't know why it happened one minute I was running the bath and the next minute I was back in the bathroom where they took me it was like I was back there and I couldn't escape sometimes they just sneak up on me the past few months they've been less frequent'.

Fitz kisses her shoulder repeatedly giving her silent encouragement.

'Thank you for being there for me. How did you know what to do?'

'Liv you dont have to thank me I love you Im going to do whatever it takes to help you. Truthfully whilst you were away I contacted Michelle and she told me some techniques and also recommended some books that I read.'

Olivia turns in his arms and throws herself at him sending water splashing over the edge. She is overwhelmed that this incredible man would be so invested into helping her in every single way. She thinks about the time she was staying with Rowan and Jake and how none of them cared that she had just murdered someone in the most brutal way, they didn't care about her well being, they just told her she would get over it. Even though part of her was putting on a act to find out what they were up to it still hurt that they couldn't see how she was struggling.

Focusing back on Fitz she bring her mouth to his and immediately entraps him in a hot passionate kiss, tongues roaming and battling for dominance and them both smiling into each others mouths. Fitz moves his arms to her legs to bring her to straddle him and once settled she immediately starts grinding against him.

Fitz places his hands on her hips and lifts her up and sinks her onto him and Olivia breaks contact with his lips to gasp out loud. They take a moment with Fitz caressing Olivia's face making Olivia's heart burst open with the amount of love she has for him and she knows it only intensified since being back.

Olivia cant take the stillness anymore and slowly starts to lift up and down on him, at first Fitz lets Olivia have the control and putting his focus on her neck and chest kissing up and down her and gently sucking on her favourite points making her moan out loud. He brings his hands in to play starting with her breast gently massaging and pinching the nipple

'Ugh Fitz'

Then he runs his hands down her waist to settle on her hips as he helps set the pace as he starts thrusting into her harder and deeper making himself moan out loud. Olivia brings her face to rest in his neck breathing deeply into him as Fitz picks up the pace. Olivia can feel herself nearing the end as the clenching begins within her, she brings her hands to his face to force up to look at her and brings him into a deep kiss as Fitz hand goes to press on her clit which brings them both over the edge moaning into each other. They only break the kiss once they have both relaxed.

They leave the bath feeling refreshed and decide to relax in bed for the rest of the evening and send secret service to get take out for them. They cuddle up in bed with Olivia almost on top of Fitz whilst he strokes up and down her back.

5 months ago all this seemed impossible to Olivia and she can only imagine what the future will hold for her and Fitz. Tomorrow she wants to be completely open with him, for the first time in their entire relationship she wants to share what she wants for them and for the first time she feels like she is proving to him her love.