AN: I felt the need to write a second part focusing more on Natsuki's POV. I consider this chapter another moment in time of their healing process.
In the early hours of the morning before the sun even began to rise, Natsuki Kruger's eyes shot wide open. She glanced at the clock near her bed, it was 4:00 am. She peered down at her naked chest, covered by sprawling chestnut hair. Shizuru had tucked her face into the crook of Natsuki's neck. Her arms protectively wrapped around Natsuki's toned body.
The light snoring caused a small smile to appear on Natsuki's lips as she gently kissed the top of her lover's head. Shizuru always looked so innocent when she slept. Just peering at her sleeping form made Natsuki's chest throb in a way she couldn't describe. She was the only one allowed to see Shizuru this way. That is until… No.
Remembering the anguished confession, her heart began to ache, she could feel her stomach bubble with dread, and her veins fill with jealousy. She let out a shaky breath and gently untangled herself, making sure not to wake up her sleeping beauty.
Natsuki silently padded towards the large bathroom, making sure the door closed without a sound. The pristine white floors were freezing cold but she didn't notice. She entered the luxurious walk in shower and let the warm water cascade down on her, hoping to drown out her own insecurities.
For as long as they have been together, Natsuki had never felt so uncertain in their relationship. Of course, before they entered their relationship, she was unsure and anxious but that was due to inexperience and teenage hormones. But for the many years they have been together, Natsuki had never once doubted their relationship.
Shizuru flirted with others to make Natsuki jealous, it had become a little game they liked to play. Shizuru would tease and Natsuki would huff and look away but once they were behind closed doors, she would pounce. Shizuru loved getting her all riled up and possessive and Natsuki loved taking her.
Their game amounted to very passionate trysts, sometimes in bed, sometimes in Natsuki's office, on her desk, on the couch, every inch of her office and even once against the transparent glass overlooking all of Garderobe.
However, right now, she wasn't sure if she could even take such teasing after what she learned. The ache in her heart returned, she knew that their relationship would be forever changed by this, in what way, Natsuki wasn't sure. All she knew was that she didn't want to lose Shizuru.
A part of her blamed herself for what happened. If I had been a better Gakuenchou. If I paid more attention. I could have … I could have prevented all of this… She lightly shook her head, the water droplets splashed against the glass walls. Thinking like that wouldn't solve anything, she knew that.
She let out a shaky sigh, her breath slightly fogging the glass before it evaporated almost instantly. She turned towards the large length mirror, which was one side of the shower wall. Her fingers traced the now purple bruises that ran from under her ear, down her neck to the top of her breasts and let out a shudder.
Her mind betrayed her and wandered to Shizuru with that traitorous girl. Her eyes clenched shut as she pictured Shizuru marking her, taking her, making… love to her. She shook her head again. Shizuru didn't love that girl and she sure as hell didn't make love to her. Natsuki knew that…
Yet every breath she took felt heavy and left a dull ache in her being. The tears falling down her porcelain cheeks mixed with warmth of water. She felt torn apart.
A part of her blamed Shizuru. If Shizuru didn't flirt with every damn girl that so much as walked passed her then none of this would have happened. If she… if she didn't lead them on, give them hope that one day she just might return their feelings… No. That was wrong, she knew that. This wasn't Shizuru's fault either. Thinking like that would definitely tear them apart. Shizuru didn't want that girl. Shizuru was a prisoner. Who knows what would have happened if she said no…
"Natsuki." The soft call of her name came fluttering through the room. She didn't even hear the door open… Her equally naked lover came into view, through the mirror she could see her concerned gaze and her fingers fidgeting.
Natsuki didn't turn around. She meet Shizuru's crimson eyes reflected in the mirror. She could see the love, the guilt, the concern clear in her eyes. There was no façade, she could see Shizuru clearly. She was the only one who could.
"Come. Join me." Was the gentle command Natsuki softly spoke. Shizuru instantly complied. Once she entered the shower, she gently turned Natsuki's face towards her and lightly kissed under each eye, taking away the tears she caused as the water rained down upon them.
Her voice cracked as she softly said "I'm so sorry, my Natsuki."
Natsuki reached up her hands and grabbed Shizuru's cheeks, pulling her into a deep kiss. She took her time savoring the feeling of those soft lips against hers. Her tongue lightly brushed against Shizuru's lips, which parted immediately, giving her complete control. Natsuki's pace was slow yet heavy, it was completely dizzying.
As those lips left hers, Shizuru immediately wanted more. Natsuki was utterly intoxicating. Natsuki pulled back slightly, her lips brushing against Shizuru's as she breathlessly whispered "What do you want, Shizuru?"
One hand slowly ran down the length of her spine, the touch leaving a tingling sensation throughout her body. The other hand still gently caressing her flushed cheeks. Shizuru let out a small gasp at the gentle ministrations, "You, only you."
Natsuki let out a small chuckle then captured Shizuru's is once again in a fiery kiss. The hand resting on the curve of her back pulled Shizuru flush against her, their wet bare bodies pressed closely together.
Her other hand left her lover's cheek and began to slide down her side, making sure to caress every part of her body. Shizuru gasped into her mouth and Natsuki made sure to thoroughly dominate the kiss, as she laid claim to her lover.
Shizuru's hands tangled into dark tresses pulling her closer, wanting to drown in Natsuki's touch. She shuddered as strong yet gentle fingers trailed down against the sensitive skin between her thigh and her throbbing sex. Her back hit the cold glass of the shower wall while her leg was lifted up and wrapped around her lover's waist, as she felt the firm thigh pressed against the scorching heat between her legs.
With a loud moan, their lips parted as they breathlessly panted. Natsuki lowered her head and began planting light nips against her lover's neck. Shizuru threw her head back whimpering, as Natsuki began to suck on a particular sensitive spot. Her hips began to grind against the strong thigh between her legs, smearing her wetness on her lover.
The loud moans coming from her lover filled Natsuki with even more desire. But she wouldn't grant Shizuru the release she desired yet. She ran her hands down Shizuru's toned yet feminine curves until she reached her lover's bucking hips. She gripped her hips and firmly pushed them against the shower wall.
Shizuru let out a desperate whine as she was denied relief for her aching sex. Natsuki lightly nipped at her lover's red lips, as she moaned out "Natsuki, please."
Natsuki roughly thrusted against Shizuru's pussy once then pulled back a little, while Shizuru thrusted up searching for some friction. Shizuru whimpered loudly "Please, I need you."
Natsuki let out a low chuckle "You're so naughty, Shizuru." She lightly bit down on Shizuru's collarbone, making sure to leave her mark, then continued "You flirt with all those girls," she trailed her kisses down between Shizuru's breasts, as she moaned "then you come to me, so desperate to be fucked."
Shizuru breathlessly whimpered as Natsuki started to suck on her hard nipples "Ah… I- I love it when… ah… y- you take me." Natsuki released her nipple with a small pop as one of her hands let go of Shizuru's hips to trail down to her heated center.
Natsuki moaned as her fingers lightly dipped into Shizuru's drenched heat "God, Shizuru. You're so fucking wet." Shizuru's hips bucked desperately at the teasing fingers. She wanted all of Natsuki. She dragged Natsuki down into a passionate kiss, she could feel her smirk against her mouth, loving the control she had over the normally composed Meister.
Natsuki teased her lover's sensitive clit, while she whispered against her lips "Tell me what you need." Shizuru wrapped her legs around Natsuki's waist and brought her head to Natsuki's ear. She hotly whispered "I need you to fuck me."
Natsuki slowly entered Shizuru's dripping pussy, finally showing her some mercy. Shizuru eyes fluttered shut as let out a loud moan then a whimper as the fingers stilled inside her, "Natsuki."
"Look at me." Shizuru whined at the command, then slowly raised her head from its place on Natsuki's neck, looking deeply into her eyes.
"Tell me who you belong to." The intensity in those emerald eyes consumed her. Shizuru obediently exhaled, "Natsuki. I belong to you." They could see the love and desire reflected in each other's eyes.
Natsuki began to move two fingers inside of her love as she moaned at the welcomed intrusion. "You're mine, only mine." Natsuki whispered hotly as she claimed Shizuru's lips in a dominant kiss. She swallowed every moan her lover made as she thrust deeply into her.
The heat between her own legs caused her to lower one of Shizuru's legs as she began to grind against it, finding her own release. Shizuru clutched tightly onto her lover and she was thoroughly claimed. The cold shower wall coupled with the scorching heat of her pussy brought her even closer to the edge.
Natsuki moaned loudly into her ear as she grinded even faster against Shizuru. "Fuck… Look in the mirror… ah… I want you to watch me make love to you." Shizuru obediently turned her face towards the mirror.
She could see Natsuki enter her throbbing pussy. She could see the way her body twitched and ground against her lover. She could see how flushed their bodies were as she desperately clutched Natsuki like a lifeline. She could see the way Natsuki was marking her neck as her thrusts became faster. She could see the way their bodies fit together perfectly.
They both were close, their ministrations became more frantic and their moans echoed loudly within the walls. Shizuru could feel herself shudder violently as she whined out loudly, "Natsuki!" She watched herself reflected in the mirror until the pleasure overwhelmed her, forcing her eyes shut as Natsuki's name rolled off her tongue repeatedly. The fingers in her didn't slow down as she came, but she could feel Natsuki quiver as she reached her peak as well, calling out Shizuru's name as she came.
Breathless pants escaped both of their mouths as they began to shimmer down, still clutching tightly onto one another. Natsuki gently dislodged her fingers from inside her lover. Shizuru whimpered and watched as Natsuki licked the hot essence off her fingers.
Shizuru nuzzled into Natsuki's neck as she breathlessly whispered in a loving tone "I love you, my Natsuki." Natsuki turned her face towards her own and placed a slow gentle kiss against her lover's. Then she murmured lovingly against her lips "I love you too."
They cleaned up and made their way back to their bed, lovingly cuddling as Natsuki placed gentle kisses against the marks on Shizuru's neck. Shizuru ran her fingers through Natsuki's silky hair as the laid together.
"Natsuki might have to carry me everywhere today." Shizuru lightly teased, as her legs still felt weak after their love making.
Natsuki nuzzled into her neck and murmured "I don't mind," then she pulled up to look into Shizuru's adoring eyes "I don't want you to flirt with anyone else but me…" her eyes conveyed her insecurity but also her love.
Shizuru held her close and kissed her deeply then whispered lovingly "I only want to flirt with my Natsuki." She held Natsuki's hand against her chest and continued "I am all yours, only yours."
Natsuki gazed deeply into Shizuru's eyes, filled with love, and saw the same amount of love reflected back at her. "I want everyone to know that you're mine and that I'm yours." She punctuated her declaration with a slow kiss.
Shizuru looked happily surprised "Really?"
Natsuki nodded shyly then leaned in for another kiss "Really."
AN2:I wanted to convey Natsuki's newfound insecurity in their relationship after the Tomoe mess but also show Shizuru quell the insecurity by showing her love and by not flirting with anyone anymore. Also i wanted to highlight the difference between Natsuki's jealousy compared to EP 2 of Mai Otome, where she huffed, blushed and looked away versus her Jealousy in Mai Otome Zwei, where she was completely unamused and displeased by Gal's tease that Shizuru "Must have picked up a pretty girl along the way."