Ah ch 6
Jack
I could have any women I had ever wanted, and they had always craved me more. The nymphs especially had been fond of my affections. They always did what I told them eagerly, since there were no male ice nymphs the craved my attention, bringing me gifts and begging me to fuck them. Since I lost my virginity, I became a deviant sex addict, but after decades of it with the same ice cold bitches, it begins to loose it's flavor. Some times I found it hard to get it up, other times I just didn't want it. I was tired of the hard icy skin, and the women whose names I couldn't remember, I craved something new, I craved Aurora. Her flesh was soft and warm, but unlike others she didn't flinch from my touch. She craved my cold hands against her the same way that I craved to touch her.
After the couple of days that I had come to know her I adored everything about her. Her golden hair, her pearl like skin that until recently I discovered glowed when she was happy, or turned pink when aroused. Her sleek body was gorgeous even if it hid under the romanesque dress she wore, I had felt how delicate her features were yet how muscular they could be. But my favorite part about her were her kaleidoscope eyes, they were the first things that I noticed about her and they instantly captivated me. They reflected her so well, so beautiful yet hiding a kind of sadness just below the surface. She had told me just about everything in her past but I knew she left something's out. She was a very strange and complex person, but she had to be she was a princess after all and she had to act as such. But I knew that she was tired of it other wise she would not have been so willing to let me kiss her. Even though she had pushed me away I realized that it wasn't her title holding her back it was because she had been alone for so many years, she wasn't use to someone touching her the way I had and it made her so timed. I could tell that she enjoyed my company, she didn't like being alone. But the way she had acted when I brought her The flower had startled me. She was the one who wanted to play a game, I never imagined that she would be so scared when I left her there for only a moment to gather snow after I gave up trying to ketch her moving star the speed of light, I didn't think she would be so upset by it. But then she had been alone for so long, she was being tracked down by the king of nightmares, I understood why she would get so upset.
I felt awful knowing how lonely and haunted by her she was. I wanted to take care of her, and make her forget all the heartache. I wanted to just be with her make her feel beautiful. And I desperately wanted to make love to her. Everything about her was so gorgeous, warm and inviting, she was perfect. I want to be with no one else. I finally realized, that was probably why I acted the way I did with Azula, I was in love with Aurora.
I gazed down at her sleeping form, and the thought of how wonderful it would be to come home to her at the end of everyday. I would keep the nightmare king at bay so that she could rest peacefully. And we would make love in the snow or in the clouds or everywhere we pleased. I saw my future with her And it made me beyond happy. I wanted to spend the rest of my existence with her, and I hoped that she Would feel the same.
Smiling I kissed her forehead. This was my life now, I was dedicated to her.
Oh Fuck! She was just so beautiful. I gazed down at her sleeping form under my arm and I felt mesmerized by her. Today was truly the greatest day in my entire life, she was the most beautiful woman that had ever laid eyes one and I had to have her. I would do anything to be with her, I would serve her night and day, I would do anything she wishes. I couldn't believe that she let me get as far as had today, before she got nervous, I would have to be patient with her, she was after all inexperienced. I smiled at the thought of helping her gain experience.
I felt her warm hands grabbing at my undershirt, and I feared that her nightmare had begun.
"Aurora, call out to me if you need to be woken up." I whispered kissing her forehead.
"Jack," she murmured and I stroked her cheek, but nothing happened, she wasn't waking up.
"What are you doing, Jack?" I tried again to wake her up gently but nothing was happening. Pitch was using a fearling disguised as me to haunt her dreams, I began to fear that he was altering her perspective of me.
"Please Jack, don't." by now she was starting to thrash around in the bed. "Get away from me!" she shrieked.
"Aurora!" I grabbed her hands to keep her from hurting herself. "I'm right here! Please wake up!" why wasn't anything working what was happening to her. Thats when I noticed bits of black sand swirling around her head. "Jessica!" I shouted but it was to late the sand had seeped into her dream and she let out a blood curtailing cry as tears ran down her face.
"Whats going on?" Mrs. Clause appeared at the door.
"There was black sand and she won't wake up." I shouted trying by best to restrain the now violent Aurora. Jessica was instantly at my side trying to help, while barking orders at some elves.
Aurora continued screaming, she eventually kicked Mrs Clause nocking the poor woman over. I climbed up on top of her, straddling her waist between my legs to keep her from causing more damage.
"Please Aurora," I begged grabbing her wrists "Wake up!"
Her eyes shot open. I saw the terror in her eyes as she looked at me.
"You monster!" she screamed trowing me off her and on to the floor.
"Aurora," I said trying to get back up to calm her.
"I hate you! Stay away from me!" She grabbed the vase with the flower I had given her and threw it at me. I ducked but I watched as the ice flower and vase shattered against the wall. What had Pitch done to her, what did he make me do to her?
"Jack, I think its best if you leave," said Jessica comforting Aurora, who was sobbing with her knees against her chest and her hands digging into her hair.
I picked up my crook and exited the room. I leaned against the wall listening to Mrs Clause comforting her.
"Its ok child, it was only a nightmare, what happened?" asked Mrs. Clause.
"Jack..He, he raped me." she sobbed. I felt my heart sink. Who would do that to her? I would never harm her in anyway. And I felt the all to familiar feeling of my icy heart breaking, as I realized that she would now never love me.
