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Just to clear up any confusion if some may arise. The prologue was kind of a summary intro to the story that references what is talked about in this chapter.
So with that said enjoy this chapter and let me know what you think.
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I know. I can't even believe this happened again, but it did. I love him and I found it hard to resist him. Could you resist him? Probably not. And because of his irresistibility, I put myself back in a non-relationship with the only guy I have ever loved. I also felt I owed him time to figure us out. I was really mean to him and if I hadn't been so cruel he wouldn't be dating other people. Do I think he should be dating other people when he's trying to figure things out with us? No, of course not, but it's not like I can really say anything because technically we are not together. Yeah, we're together, but not together as in a relationship. I guess he just wasn't ready for that, and who was I to tell him how to feel.
I just wish everything was better (whatever that would be at this point).
We weren't together for a week before I noticed him and Quinn getting close. She approached him from my understanding. Not that that matters. We were talking now, and so what if we weren't technically together public or private I didn't want him with anyone else. He shouldn't have wanted to be with anyone else, but rumors were starting to fly that he was gay; no straight guy wants to be labeled as gay. At least not Sam. Someone more secure in who he is wouldn't care, but Sam's not that confident in himself (I know I just contradicted myself, I'm human sue me). He needs people to like him. Me? I don't really care what people think of me, guess it sort of comes with the territory (being an outsider).
He couldn't be with me in public; so, he had to have someone. At least that's what I wanted to think. His image is important; he is the quarterback. I also know how much of a viper Quinn can be. The Puck/Finn fiasco says it all. So I was sure she held the majority of the blame for their recent closeness. So I gave it two weeks, I was not going to wait any longer than that, before I needed to say something to him about it. No matter how sure I was that the blame didn't solely rest on Sam's head, I had to make sure. I just couldn't take my word for it.