ok this is just an authors note cuz I don't feel like updating. I'm just really struggling right now. yesterday I didn't update cuz my computer was being a shit and I was super depressed. Today I'm not updating a real chapter cuz I'm still depressed. My boyfriend broke up with me cuz apparently he doesn't want to date a depressed girl who cuts. Fucking ass hole. Oh well. I hope I'll be able to update tomorrow. I'm just gonna cry myself to sleep now.

Thanks to everyone who wrote reviews and is reading. I'm really trying to write the next chapter but it's hard when I can't focus on anything because of depression. oh well. it isn't your problem I just thought you should know why I might not be updating for a while.

Stay Gold my greasers and always do it for Johnny.