A/N: I think this is smuff, but I'm not sure.

But anyhoo, next chapter is here and I hope you like it.

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Naomi

I glanced around and double checked everything, I wasn't really sure why because I'd already run through it several times but it used up some time and stopped me fidgeting. Mum had left early because she couldn't stand me being so agitated and snappy. I'd also got annoyed with Eff when she phoned to see if I was ok, but she found it amusing. I hadn't explicitly said I was going to sleep with Emily tonight but I didn't need to, both she and Cook had known last weekend.

I opened the fridge, the champagne was nicely chilled and everything else looked fine. I glanced at the clock, we'd arranged for Emily to arrive at seven, it was now half six so that meant another restless 30 minutes, assuming she was on time of course. I fiddled with my phone and played a few games of some annoyingly repetitive but addictive app before I tossed it aside in frustration.

Jesus Naomi, calm the fuck down. I had never made such a big deal about sleeping with anyone before, but then again when I went to bed with someone it was a one night stand I'd picked up in a pub or club and it was never anything more than a screw. I'd never cared about any of them and I'd certainly never been in love with the person I was having sex with. To be honest, I was a bit daunted at the prospect of sleeping with Emily, I know she said we might not get it right straight away and that didn't bother her, but it bothered me. I didn't want her thinking I was a crap fuck who had to be taught what to do, I wanted to blow her mind straight away.

The other thing bothering me slightly was whether I'd be able to do everything. I mean I really enjoyed kissing her, I could do that until the cows came home. I was also pretty sure I wouldn't have a problem in the slightest with anything to do with my hands of fingers, in fact the mere thought of where they might end up tonight made them twitch impatiently. What I had limited knowledge about was going down on a girl. Apart from watching a few really bad porn films, a drunken and highly embarrassing conversation with Cook and the rare personal experience of it being done to me, often incredibly badly in my view, I didn't really know what to do. When I said I was worried about not being able to go through with it, what I really meant was I was concerned I wouldn't be able to give Emily oral or if I did, that I'd do it really badly and put her right off.

I jumped slightly as the doorbell chimed and quickly confirmed that yes it was seven and shit Emily's bang on time. I supposed fretting about being a let down in bed was one way to pass the time. I saw Emily as she checked her reflection in the glass of the door before she rang the doorbell again, it was good to know I wasn't the only nervous one. Shit Naomi, open the fucking thing and don't leave her hanging around outside you dozy prick.

"Hi, I'm not too early am I?" she asked.

I smiled and shook my head, "Right on time."

I stood back as she walked into the house, "Hmmm, something smells good."

"I thought you might be hungry..." I paused as she smirked at me, shit, that's not what I meant, "for food I mean..."

She laughed, "Well I think it's generally understood food is on the cards when you invite someone over for dinner..."

I nervously shifted from foot to foot, "Do you want to put your bag in my room?"

Oh that's it Naomi, Emily's barely got her coat off and I already sounded like I was trying to lure her upstairs, "Or you could just leave it here and we can do it... shit, I mean put it there later... when we go to bed..."

Fucking hell, why couldn't I shut up? I was sounding more and more like a sex starved lunatic every time I opened my mouth.

"Don't I get a kiss hello first?" she asked with a smile.

"Sorry, of course." I leaned over and pecked her on the cheek.

Emily frowned, "What's the matter?"

"Nothing..." I replied but it was obvious I was lying.

Her brow creased even more, "Naomi, what's wrong?"

I sighed loudly, "I don't want to give you the impression all I'm thinking about is about getting you into bed."

Emily's eyebrow quirked, "It isn't all you're thinking about?"

I frowned, "No, I mean obviously that's a big part of my thoughts but I don't want you to think I see you as some sort of sex object, I want you to know I respect you... as a person."

Emily stared at me and I could tell she was trying desperately not to smile, cheeky bitch. I glared at her which only made things worse, in the end a snort of laughter escaped, followed by a fit of the giggles, "Sorry, but you're being so serious."

I narrowed my eyes, "All I said was I respected you but obviously if you'd prefer I treated you like I didn't then that's fine..."

She placed her bag down and walked over, before she gently kissed me, "I appreciate you saying you respect me and I appreciate you making an effort over dinner. But let's be totally clear Naomi, the part I'm really, really looking forward to is fucking you for pudding."

I laughed and finally kissed her properly, "that's a shame, I've already made panna cotta."

Her eyes sparkled, "That's better, now I believe you mentioned something about me putting my bag in your room?"

I nodded and led her upstairs, normally it was a tip but I'd bought new sheets and cleared everything away. Emily paused when we entered and stared around the walls which were covered in all manner of political posters urging people to fight for equality or ban something.

She smiled, "You're my very own little activist aren't you?"

I shrugged, "I hate injustice, I guess I inherited it from my Mum."

"That's one of the things I love about you most, you're passionate about things you believe in and are prepared to fight for them." she said with a smile as she placed her bag down.

I blushed slightly, "So... let's have dinner?"

She squeezed my hand, "Great. I'm starving. For food that is..."

Emily

I put my fork down, "Seriously babe, that was amazing and I can't believe you made the pasta from scratch."

She looked at me shyly, "You said Italian was your favourite, so I got Matt's mum to give me her special recipe for chicken arribiatta."

I smiled, "Champagne, home cooked pasta, you've really spoiled me."

She shrugged, "I love you, I want to make you feel special."

"I do, thank you so much for making such an effort." I stared at her, "So now for the 64 million dollar question, do you want to go to bed?"

She nodded, "Yeah I'd like that a lot."

Naomi took my hand and led me nervously up to her room. As we entered she switched on the light and we both blinked.

"It's a bit harsh isn't it?" She asked.

I nodded, "A little bit, why don't you switch on the lamp and I'll turn it off?"

She wandered over to the bedside table and flicked the switch and I did the same for the main light. Now the room was still illuminated but with a much softer glow.

We stood in silence for a while, it wasn't uncomfortable but there was an undeniable tension in the air. I walked across the room until I stood in front of her, I smiled.

"So how do you want to do this?" Naomi asked as she began to undo the buttons of her shirt.

I laughed and placed my hand on top of hers, "Woah there tiger, do you have to make this sound like some sort of chore that we need to get over and done with?"

She blushed, "Sorry, I'm just really nervous. I know I said I was ready and believe me I am but I've never slept with anyone when I'm sober, well relatively sober."

I sat her down on the bed and took her hands in mine, "Naoms, I want this to feel natural not forced. We can take things slowly and just see what happens. That way neither of us has to feel under any pressure ok?"

She nodded, "Ok, I just don't want to disappoint you."

"Baby, this date has already been amazing, whatever happens now is a bonus and you will never, ever disappoint me." I replied leaning over to kiss her.

We continued to kiss, neither of us deepening it, both just enjoying the feeling of our lips moving together. I shuffled closer and wrapped my arms around her waist as Naomi draped her arms around my neck. After a few minutes we broke for air.

"Do you want to lie down?" I asked tentatively.

She nodded and kicked off her shoes before moving fully onto the bed, I did the same and we ended up lying side by side looking at each other with our hands intertwined.

Suddenly she giggled, "I've heard of taking things slowly but this is ridiculous, come here."

I rolled myself over until I was almost lying on top of her, I smiled and leaned in to capture her lips again, this time there was more urgency in our kisses and after a short time I felt the tip of Naomi's tongue push gently against my lips requesting entrance, something I immediately gave. Our tongues connected and slid easily against each other, finding their own rhythm. I wondered if Naomi could feel my heart beating because to me it felt like it was hammering against my ribcage, betraying the outwardly calm persona I was trying to project. It wasn't just Naomi who was nervous, I was terrified too. My paranoia kicked in big time, what if it was no good? What if we didn't click? What if, what if, what if...

"I can hear your brain whirring away again, what happened to just relaxing and going with the flow?" Naomi said with a smile as we broke apart.

"It's not just you that's bricking it, it's always scary when you sleep with someone for the first time, especially if you care about them as much as I love you." I said with a weak smile.

Naomi reached out and lifted my top over my head, "That's more like it."

"Why Ms Campbell, how very forward of you," I said in mock indignation, glad that she had broken the tension.

"I'm a forward kind of gal," Naomi replied with a grin.

I smiled and began to unbutton her shirt, "We'll see about that."

Once all the buttons were taken care of I ran my fingertips across Naomi's taut stomach watching the muscles ripple under my touch. I slowly leaned down and place my mouth over her bra clad breast and teased the nipple through the silky fabric causing Naomi to gasp. I pulled away and lifted the blonde up into a sitting position, making short work of discarding her shirt and bra before I gently pushed her back down onto the bed. I stared in awe at the topless woman beneath me.

"You've got magnificent tits." I said as I took one in my hand and rubbed my thumb over the nipple feeling it harden under my touch.

She smiled, "I know I should be offended, but thank you."

I raised my eyebrow, "Let's not start getting into one of those conversations, especially when we've got far better things to do."

"Oh yeah? Like what?" Naomi began but was silenced by mouth covering hers again. I transferred my attention to her other breast causing her to moan softly into my mouth.

After a while I slowly began to move my hand down her side, eventually letting it rest on her hip. "You ok?"

She nodded and I moved my hand until it was resting against the top of her jeans, I looked for any signs Naomi was uncomfortable and when I found none, I undid the button and slowly unzipped them. I moved down to the end of the bed and took hold of the legs of her jeans before I tugged on them. Naomi raised her hips, which caused my breath to hitch as I got what I hoped would be an advance preview of things to come. I tossed the jeans to the floor and placed my hands on her hips with my thumbs resting slightly inside the waistband of her underwear. Again the blonde raised her body giving me permission to disrobe her completely.

I stood at the foot of the bed and looked at the sight in front of me, my eyes roamed freely across her naked flesh, drinking it all in and I could tell Naomi was trying hard not to cover herself up under my intense scrutiny. She had nothing to hide, it wasn't just her tits that were magnificent, she was flawless.

I shook my head a few times, "So fucking beautiful."

She raised herself on to her elbows and gave me a cheeky smile. As she watched, I slowly unzipped my skirt and let it fall to the floor, I paused slightly, hey I'd paid a lot for this underwear let me at least get some benefit from it. I watched her gaze roam hungrily up and down my body and when her eyes met mine again they were considerably darker than they had been previously.

I reached behind my back and undid the clasp on my bra letting it slide down my arms until it was off completely. I paused again as Naomi stared at my chest and I noticed her fingers twitch slightly as if she couldn't wait to get her hands on me. I hooked my thumbs into my underwear and hesitated a moment just to tease her, she looked up with a pleading expression and I smiled before I slowly slid my knickers to the floor and stepped out of them. I stood still and allowed her a minute to look at my naked body before I climbed back on top of her.

"Now where were we?" I said teasingly as she pulled me into another kiss.

Our bodies melded together as we continued to kiss and Naomi wrapped her arms around the small of my back and pushed me harder against her as if she wanted as much contact as possible.

I sighed as she took one of my breasts in her hand, gently kneading and pulling it. Once again I leaned down and captured her nipple only this time there was no fabric impeding me and I swirled my tongue around it moaning softly as it grew harder and harder. I transferred my mouth to the other nipple and repeated my actions.

"Oh God Em," Naomi whispered hoarsely.

I let my hand trail down her side and come to rest on her hip, I rose and looked at her, "We'll still go nice and slow ok? If at any point you don't feel comfortable just tell me and I'll stop."

I really, really hoped I'd be able to stop because right now there was nothing I wanted more than to be inside Naomi and I wasn't sure how much longer I could control myself.

"I really don't think that's going to be a problem." Naomi said with a smile.

I shifted position again, "Open your legs a bit more."

She complied and I ran my fingers down the crease where her leg met her hip causing her breath to hitch. I dipped my index finger into her wetness and gasped, she was that wet for me and only me. My eyes never left hers as I ran my finger upwards and flicked it across her clit, once...twice... three times...

Each time a shallow puff of breath escaped her mouth and her hips twitched.

"Oh fuck." She said breathlessly as I continued to circle her clit with my finger, this time pressing more firmly.

I felt my own wetness increase, we had barely started and already I was having this effect on her. I slid my finger down and let it rest at her entrance, feeling her body jerk slightly.

"Are you sure you're ok?" I was genuinely concerned.

She tutted and licked her lips, "Please Em, I need you to fuck me."

I gently pushed my finger in up to the knuckle causing us both to moan, I let it rest a while allowing Naomi to get used to the feeling.

"Emily, I'm not some innocent virgin you know." Naomi said slightly exasperatedly.

"Fine, neither am I." I replied with a smile as I pushed my index finger into her as far as I could. I withdrew it almost completely before sliding it back in causing Naomi to moan.

She pulled me towards her and kissed me as I repeated my actions several times, each time making sure my thrusts were slow and deliberate. After a while I felt her thigh begin to grind into me, the sensation was fucking amazing but I broke the kiss and shook my head.

"This is all about me giving you my full attention, let's concentrate on making you feel good." I stated.

She bit her lip and her eyes rolled back slightly as she felt another thrust deep inside her, "Alright."

I knew she was relaxed so the next time I pushed inside her I used two fingers causing a low murmur to tumble from her mouth. Our eyes were still locked and I kept my fingers inside before gently letting them explore. My fingertips probed Naomi's walls until I touched a particular spot and her hips bucked as a low growl escaped.

"That feels good?" I asked, knowing full well what the answer would be.

"Oh... hmmm... yes..." Naomi confirmed twitching again as I rubbed across the spot a couple of times.

I resumed my slow thrusts but each time I entered her I made sure I curled my fingers against the same spot. Naomi's breath was now coming in short bursts and she was rocking her hips towards me as she matched our gentle rhythm. I picked up my pace slightly but not too much, I wanted her to enjoy the feeling of my fingers inside her before I made her come.

I shifted my hand slightly so my thumb grazed across her clit and the sound of pleasure that action elicited made my own cunt twinge in response.

"You liked that." It was a statement rather than a question.

Naomi stared at me intently and nodded her head quickly.

I kissed her gently before I pulled away and returned my attention to the task that was, quite literally, in hand.

I watched her eyes widen as I rubbed her clit again, "There's plenty more where that came from."

Naomi

Oh sweet Jesus, what is this woman doing to me? I had told her off earlier for treating me like a virgin but Christ that's what I felt like at the moment. Sure I had been fucked before but never like this. I hadn't been kidding when I told Emily that most of the time it was almost a race to see who could come first, in fact one guy I'd screwed had actually shouted 'I win, I win' as he orgasmed. As you can imagine I didn't hang around for a repeat performance.

I heard a low moan escape my mouth as Emily picked up the speed of her thrusts and her thumb pushed against my clit. She clearly knew exactly what she was doing because she was going quickly enough for it to feel amazing but not so fast that I felt like I was ready to come yet. A pang of jealously shot through me as I thought she must have had a lot of practice, but it was fleeting. I couldn't give a stuff about the girls before me, all I cared about was the fact that the brown eyes were staring deeply into mine as her fingers expertly worked their magic.

My heart rate was going through the roof and my breathing was shallow as my hips rocked exactly in tune with the rhythm the redhead was setting. I'd never slept with anyone who was solely focused on making me come.

But Emily was taking her time to explore and note each reaction I had to her contact in order to work out what felt good and what didn't. Apart from it seriously turning me on it also made me love her more. I shouldn't have been surprised, even when we were kissing she was always testing the waters and storing the information away for future use, which is why tonight before she had even touched me I was already dripping wet and ready for her. Oh God I was so ready for her.

"Open your legs a bit wider." She husked and immediately I did as she asked.

I actually growled as her fingers plunged even deeper inside me and I noticed her pupils dilate even more as she heard the sound. Her speed increased and this coupled with the additional penetration was slowly bringing me closer and closer to the edge. I had always been the one in control, I decided when I was ready to come and then I let myself go but only so I could orgasm and never so I lost myself totally. I had a feeling this wasn't going to be an option with Emily, whether I liked it or not, the redhead had me under her spell.

I wrapped my arms tightly around her back, urging her on. My fingernails were digging in to her skin and momentarily I wondered if I was hurting her but the low moan that came from deep in her throat told me otherwise.

"God you feel good." She whispered as she leant in to kiss me again.

Her tongue began to dart in and out of my mouth matching the pace of her fingers which were meeting more and more resistance each time they pushed inside me. She began to thrust her hips against her hand providing additional leverage.

"Fuck..." was all I could manage to say coherently as I moaned into her mouth.

I could feel the tingling sensation start in my toes, at first it was like my veins were filled with ice and all I could focus on was the skilled fingers curling inside me creating the only heat my body was exposed to. My head began to spin as I felt more and more out of control. I tensed slightly and I knew Emily had noticed because although she continued to fuck me she pulled away from the kiss and stared into my eyes like she was searching for something. Although I was sure what she saw was love and desire I also knew there must have been a slight element of fear there too. She smiled at me.

"It's ok, I've got you, it's safe to let go." She whispered gently.

I stared back into the deep brown eyes and I knew it was true, for the first time in my life it didn't matter how hard, fast or far I fell; Emily would always be there to catch me and bring me back safely.

That knowledge was enough to remove my last remaining barriers and suddenly the fire was coursing through my veins, charging around my body melting every piece of ice in its wake. My head pushed into the pillow and my eyelids closed as my whole body began to hum. I forced my eyes open again and stared at the brown orbs focused totally on me. I wanted Emily to see that I was willingly giving myself to her and her mouth formed an o of surprise.

As I gazed into her eyes it was like I was seeing an alternate universe, a universe Emily had created especially for us, where the only thing that mattered was me and how Emily was making me feel. I had never experienced anything so intense before and it was like my whole body was surrounded by her enveloping me. Normally it would be suffocating but with Emily I had never felt so safe or loved as I did right at that moment. As I found myself standing on the edge I finally let go completely and plunged head first into the waiting abyss.

I couldn't keep my eyes open as all of my nerve endings caught fire simultaneously sending a ripple of cataclysmic explosions throughout my whole body. I was falling at break neck speed but instead of it scaring me it was the most liberating feeling in the world. On one level I was vaguely aware of my physical surroundings, I could feel the duvet scrunching in my hands as I tried to cling on to something, my feet were pushing desperately against the bed as my body jerked against Emily's hand, there was a cry of pleasure echoing around the room. But it all seemed far away and like it wasn't happening to me because I was somewhere else, somewhere so beautiful I never wanted to leave.

I was no longer simply seeing a reflection of the Emily universe, I was in it, floating in the sky as high as a kite, like I had taken the best drugs in the world, which in a way I had, Emily Fitch should be available on prescription. I was serenely drifting past the swirls of red and brown that reminded me that it was alright, I could be totally out of control, Emily would guide me back down when I was ready. But that wasn't yet and I continued to let wave after wave of pleasure engulf my body until I thought I would drown.

I forced my eyes open and I immediately locked on to the chocolate ones that I knew had never moved, waiting for me to find her again. She was my tether and she wouldn't let go.

I reached out and roughly pulled her towards me into a sloppy kiss, I had to feel all of her and she moaned loudly as my tongue immediately found hers. Her thumb was still rubbing against my clit and her fingers were moving inside me as I felt my cunt tighten even harder around them gripping them in place, exactly where I wanted them. I thought having one mind blowing orgasm was more than a good night's work, apparently Emily thought differently as she relentlessly continued to fuck me. This time there was no slow build up and no proper warning, my orgasm hit my body like a tidal wave crashing over me. I moaned into her mouth as I came hard against her hand for the second time that night and my nails dug into her back. She was on top of me but it clearly still wasn't enough contact because I found my back arching and my hips thrusting wildly towards her. The curling and uncurling of her fingers began to slow and she removed her thumb from my clit which was raw and throbbing deliciously. My breathing began to calm down as she teased the final aftershocks from me before her hand stopped moving.

Eventually she pulled away and I finally opened my eyes.

"So fucking beautiful." Emily whispered with a smile, repeating her words from earlier.

I saw a cloud pass across her face and I wondered if I'd done something wrong until I felt wetness fall down my cheeks. I hadn't even realised I was crying until I felt fresh tears trickle from my eyes. I turned away, clearly embarrassed, but she moved my face back towards her and stared at me before leaning down and kissing me gently.

"I didn't hurt you did I?" Emily asked in a voice that oozed concern.

I bit my lip and shook my head, "Of course not, that was unbelievable."

"So what is it?" the redhead questioned.

"I've never... I mean that's..." I stuttered before I sighed, "I've never slept with anyone I love before, I guess the intensity of what I was feeling when I came was a bit overwhelming. I didn't mean to cry, because believe me, right now I'm feeling pretty fucking fantastic."

Emily smiled at me as she gently withdrew her fingers, "Good, because I wanted you to feel fantastic. You're one hell of a sexy woman, you know that?"

I blushed, "You make me feel like I'm the most desirable woman in the world."

"I've never wanted anyone as much as I want you." Emily said sincerely as she gave me a chaste kiss before she moved off me and snuggled into my side.

I wrapped my arm around her and tilted her face towards me, "Just give me a minute ok?"

I was surprised as she shook her head, "Let's just go to sleep."

"But Em that's not fair..." I started until I was silenced by a kiss.

"We're both tired and I really don't mind." Emily stated.

I stared at her and my heart swelled, "You really are the most amazing person I've ever met, I love you so much."

She smiled, "I love you too, now let's get some rest."

I kissed her again and pulled her closer into me as I felt my eyelids begin to droop, Emily was right I was pretty knackered, "I'll make it up to you tomorrow."

I heard a sleepy chuckle, "Too right you will, I might be tired now, but tomorrow morning I'm expecting to be fucked senseless."

"Try and stop me," I whispered with a smile as I drifted off to sleep with the redhead in my arms.