We were walking down the street. I was staring upfront trying to avoid any form of conversation. I just needed a drink or two. Actually I was planning on getting drunk since I have nothing better to do, and I want my brain to slow down. It's literally screaming in my head 'Feed me! Feed me!' I just hope It's not gonna be like this forever because It's fucking annoying. I do notice how suddenly everything bothers me. Everything and everyone is fucking annoying.

"Remember, I'm taking you to this club so you can drink alcohol, not drain another human."

"And why is that?" he can't control me, he is not going to boss around here.

"I personally don't care, but your brother ordered me to control you and if you learn now, you won't have a problem later on..."

"Whatever Jace" and in this exact moment I decided I won't go by his 'rules'

I could hear the club now, meaning we were almost close. I know I can't hear very well yet since I was told It would take time to develop my abilities to the fullest. I can hear this though. Loud music, humans laughing, jumping around... What most amazes me is that I can smell their sweat and cheap perfumes, but most of all blood. It's calling me, challenging me to come and have a taste. I won't do that yet. First, I'll have more fun before I ruin the party. Now that I think about It, maybe perfumes were invented to cover the scent of blood. I'll look that up online later, but I know I won't get the answer I'm looking for, maybe because It's false or maybe because of this topics secrecy.

"Clary! Wait for me!" I could hear Jace shouting from behind. I didn't even notice I was 'running'. I was too much in my thoughts to notice... I was in front of the club door, and there was this huge guy blocking my entrance.

Jace was now behind my back, holding my waist with his huge hands. Oh, how I wonder what those fingers could do...

"Hello Mike" Jace called "This is my girlfriend, Clary, I'm sure you can let us in" I could feel a smile forming on his face, I wanted to punch him so bad and he knew It.

The guy that Jace called Mike looked stoned. He stepped aside without even saying a word. Well people here are too strange for my taste. I stepped inside, hot air hitting my face. Jace was pushing me from the back. I couldn't move, my head was all over the place, the scent was too strong. I could almost taste the blood on my lips. Actually, there was blood, I realized I have been biting my lip this whole time.

"Stop that and move right now." Jace was now in front of me, pulling on my hand. I couldn't tell where we were going. I heard a loud bang, It reminded me of door closing. Suddenly, I was pinned on a wall, my hands above my head.

"Clarissa! Snap out of It! You aren't killing anyone tonight, and if you even try I will make sure you get punished. Don't do It Clary, don't let Jonathan be right..."

"Sorry..." I mumbled. Blood left a bitter taste in my mouth, I kind of liked It, all though I am positive I wouldn't go around drinking my own blood. That would be a waste...

"Let's just have a fun night, and stay out of trouble. Is that okay?"

I nodded

"I asked if that was okay Clary?"

"Yes. It is fine." I said raising my voice slightly

"Good. Now come, I wanna see how long does It take before you become drunk"

I rolled my eyes, and he grinned. Well I hope It doesn't take long. I did drink on a few parties I've attended, but I never let It get out of control...

He ordered two vodkas. I didn't expect that, I never drank It, but It's one of the most popular drinks, there for my conclusion is It has to be good

"Bottoms up Cherry"

"I took the glass, and pored the drink down my throat, It left a burning trace all the way down my stomach. I like It, It feels worm.

"I'll have one more." I told the guy at a bar "Actually, I will have the whole bottle, he'll pay" I said pointing a finger at Jace

He looked a little shocked "Well, didn't you say something about It all being on the house?"he was looking at the guy behind the bar, a smile forming on his lips

"I thought I did, sir."

Okay, what's with the 'sir' thing?! I grabbed my bottle and started to the couch I saw the nearest. It was empty, and It looked as a perfect spot to get wasted. I sat down, and took another sip. The music was loud, and I couldn't get the scent out of my mind. Jace was now next to me

"Don't you want to share?" he asked making a puppy face. I shoved the bottle in his hands rolling my eyes. He threw his head back, and took a long sip. His Adam's apple was really showing, and I could see every sip he has swallowed going down his throat

"Not that much you idiot!" I started for the bottle, but he turned his head, so I couldn't reach It. I started hitting his arm.

"Fine. Here you go..." he finally gave me my vodka back, It was already half way done.

"Could you go? That girl over there is eye fucking you, and I really want to drink in peace"

"That's Aline, she's been hitting on me since, like, five months. She's not really my type, too slutty if you ask me..." he was looking me directly in my eyes, every word perfectly still. At least I know he's not lying...

"Why not tell her to fuck off?" I took another sip of vodka, the bottle was getting emptier, I will need another one soon...

"I did. A couple of times actually... Besides, if you haven't noticed there is a guy doing the same thing to you since we came in. He thinks he can fuck you good. You can see it all over his face. I'll have to deal with him later."

"Let me have him first, I'm curious whether he's right." The guy is hot. Tall, black hair, black eyes. He's leaning on a wall, with a bear in one and a phone in the other hand. He occasionally looks up to me, and when he sees I'm looking at him, he smiles and lifts his beer as if to cheer. I lift my vodka, and we drink at the same time.

"I don't like him Clary..."

"I know you're not gay, Jace..."

"That's not what I meant."

"I know." I said giving him a smile and heading to the bar to take another bottle. This one hasn't gotten much out of me, but I do feel that with another bottle of vodka I would be perfectly drunk. As I'm opening a new bottle, the 'eye fucker' guy sits right next to me.

"You have a lot of potencial, I see. You drank the whole bottle, yet you look perfectly normal."

"You can't get enough of what you like."

I wasn't really interested in this conversion. Especially with Jace dancing with that blond chick. He was literally sitting next to me two seconds ago. It's not even dancing at this point, they are literally about to fuck each other in the middle of the dance floor.

He saw. Jace saw I was looking. He's smirking. I hate him.

My thoughts are, again, disrupted by the 'e.f. guy' "And what is it that you like?"

"It depends on what topic are we talking here. If it's food I like waffles, if It's music I like pop, hip hop, dance whatever soo..."

"I see the way you're looking at him"

I took another sip. What a fool I was, everyone could see It.

"I can help you forget It" he whispered in my ear.

I could feel his hand on my thigh. It send chills down my body, and through my spine. His warm breath on my skin, God It felt good. I could feel the heat rushing between my legs. I stood up searching for his lips. He found mine even before I could think about It. His lips were soft and warm, his breath tested as beer, It felt wrong still. I didn't care. I wanted this. He stood up deepening the kiss, and my hands were gripping his soft hair. I couldn't control myself. I wanted so much more. His hands were going from my waist down my legs and lifting me up, so now he was carrying me to the back of the club.

He parted our lips shortly and breathed out "I'm Sebastian."

"Clary" I said quickly rushing back to his lips.

We took the keys of the room three and went inside not even parting our lips. I pushed him back on the bed so I was straddling his hips. I could feel his erection under me as he growled deep from his throat.

I was just about to have sex with a stranger, and It felt so wrong, yet so right. I have only had sex once before, and It was with Simon. We soon after realized that was a mistake, and forgot all about It.

I took my shirt off, I was left in my black, lacy bra. His hands soon found my chest, and I started kissing his chin going to his ear and his neck.

No.

I found It.

His vein was blue and untouched. The blood rushing through It so fast. I took a deep breath. It smelled even better than that girl I had.

Before I even knew It my fangs were out. There is no going back now anyway. I can enjoy as much as I want to.

I bit him, and he screamed as a little girl. His blood was sweet and bitter, It slid down my throat so easily. It was dark red, and smelled different. I bit even deeper. I could feel his pulse slowing down. He's not going to last long. I have to stop.

The door opened with a force, they slammed at the wall. Jace.

"Stop It now!" he yelled, his voice harsh, he was angry. I didn't stop. I can pull just a little bit more from him, just a few seconds.

I felt arms around my waist, Jace was pulling me backward. "You are going to regret this Cherry" he whispered in my ear. I felt a sharp pain in my neck and everything became dark. It was finally quiet...

I woke up standing. I couldn't move my arms or my legs. They were really heavy. The room I was in was simple and neat. Dark grey walls, black carpet, white bed sheets, a book case and a chair in which was Jace.

"You are awake, I see. I told you not to do it Clary. Now, about your punishment..."