This was the clearest my thoughts had been in quite some time. That would make sense, the smell of cigarets providing me with second hand smoking for nearly four months would make my brain mush. Ah, but I felt lighter on my feet than I had in a while as I stepped out into the street. A being such as myself wasn't meant to be cooped up inside the den of a monster.

The sound of footsteps behind me didn't matter, Shizu-chan would behave himself. My nose wrinkled slightly as the smoke drifting in the air became apparent. He was going to die from all that smoking, oh well. He puffed out another breath, standing along side me. He really is bad at talking for someone who constantly is having emotional outburst. Fine, fine... I'll start for him "What is Shizu-chan~? You look a bit constipated." And there was a more familiar expression, I was beginning to miss the days when he only ever glared at me.

"I'm not... Constipated, asshole." A smile made its way to my face and I shook my head "I was thinking about... The other day..." My smile faltered briefly but I quickly replaced it with a smirk "I'm sure you were~" there was a pause, and then he was facing me "Is it because of that? Is that why you're moving back to shinjuku?" His voice held a certain amount of anger and annoyance, but there was a bit of a plea in his words. Very different from what I was use to... Hmm. I rolled my eyes and turned to face him with a shrug "If you've forgotten already, I think I should remind you, Shizu-chan. I told you I was leaving and THEN you mauled me while confessing your love for me." It was almost, in a very strange way, cute the way he decided the floor was a better place to glare at than having to look me in the eye. "God damnit, you don't have to say it like that!" "And yet I did. Is Shizu-chan going to punish me~?" When he didn't respond I turned back to face the street, gripping the handle of my luggage at my side "I have a flat I still pay for and it's far better than that crummy little space you call home." "You're pushing it, Flea." A startled sounding laugh broke out from within me "Oh I am, am I? Can Shizu-chan not handle the truth~?"

I expected fists to come hurtling at me, but instead he pulled (albeit roughly) on my arm, yanking me into his chest. No, no. He was suppose to do his Shizu-chan thing and ruin everything... But here he was, hold my limp with shock ridden limbs in his arms tightly and making my chest both flutter and fall. My hands, hesitant at first, began to raise and pull him even tighter. Ah, but this was in the open, the sun already lost behind the buildings but bright enough to still recognize us with the street lamps not turned on yet. This would make me look... Weak. People could easily use this open display of affection against me. In that moment however, that didn't register to me. Just the feel of him. Who knew I would like cuddling monsters? It was laughable the way this had all spiraled out of my control.

Finally, I regained some self control and reeled myself back. "Throwing yourself on me isn't going to change my mind, Shizu-chan." He tapped his cigaret and ash fell lightly to the concrete "I'm not going to try and stop you. But you better get this through your thick skull 'cuz I'm only saying this once; I'm not pretending this didn't happen, and I remember what you said-what I said."

Before I had a chance to respond, Namie's boring black car pulled up, her face showing her annoyance from me pulling her away from her brother stalking to take me back to shinjuku clear. I would have asked Dotachin for another ride, but Namie had had the last couple of months off and I was ready to get back to being a sadistic boss. I gave Shizuo a teasing smile in response to his irritated glare at the car, maybe at Namie, now wouldn't that be an interesting glare off. But She would win, Shizu-chan isn't anal enough to beat her.

"Tottle-loo, Shizu-chan~!" I leaned up and kissed his cheek, smiling at the way his furrowed brow uncreased and his jaw went slack, his cigaret falling to the floor without much care. I headed to the car with a satisfied feeling of leaving him to flounder a bit.

But just as I started to pull the back door open and throw my bag in, I heard his quick steps and turned right into his trap. Lips passionately attacking mine, over whelming. His tongue forcing its way into my mouth and his body pushing me back against the car. I wasn't completely unresponsive, battling his tongue back to where it had come from, Shizu-chan growled and detached our lips only to start attacking my neck. I laughed breathily, though a moan escaped me as he bit down on a hicky made a couple of days ago that was starting to become light. But it would seem he wasn't going to let it heal. His hands started to work their way under my shirt just as I gasped and the horn of the car was held down full fource. Oh wow, I had actually forgotten where we were, that it was Nimie's car We were making out against. Shizu-chan is such a sneaky little monster.

I pushed him away, it looked as though he was a bit sheepish, maybe even embarrassed by his sudden and very intimate display of affection. I myself had to stop my face from flashing the same expression, but the growing warmth on my cheeks was a bit harder to escape. Shizu-chan straightened a bit, a serious expression coming to his features "I'll see you around then." I hummed and poked my tongue out as a smirk settle back in place "Maybe~"

The car's engine revved and I rolled my eyes, finally throwing my suitcase in the back and climbing into the passenger seat. I guess, in a way it had been a good time, I learned a lot of things about Shizu-chan that I can use against him... I learned a bit about myself in a way. I had never even realized I was attracted to him, it would only make sense, considering I loved all my people the same... But he wasn't one of my people, he was a monster, completely and utterly in his own class.

"I didn't know you were gay." Namie said in that not interested and a bit annoyed sort of way, I sighed stretching out my back a little as I easily said "That's because it's none of your business." She snorted "Believe me, I would have been fine never knowing what you two were really up to. But after what you did up against my car, I think I can't unsee it." I pursed my lips thinking it over while turning to the window, catching sight of my reflection, the red bruise visible on my neck, wet and tingly feeling still. "I think I may be dating him now."

Two months later:

"IIIIIIIIZZZZZAAAAYYYYAAAA"Shinra looked up from his phone, way up. Across the tops of the roofs flew the long legs of his blond haired friend. He sighed, looking back to his text conversation with Celty. "Hey there." He jumped slightly back as he took notice to Izaya's sudden appearance beside him, hands shoved into his jacket pockets and a amused smirk lazily splayed on his lips. "Gees! You scared me!" "I could see that~" Shinra looked over as the sound of something being smash came echoing down the street, his eyes shifted nervously back to Izaya "What did you do this time?" There was a simple shrug in response along with an ever widening grin. He was happy, sure in Shinra's opinion Shizuo and Izaya's relationship was... Different, but he couldn't remember a time when the both of the had been happier. Violent fighting had become a mock of domestic arguments in which he was almost one hundred percent sure Izaya would cause on purpose... They were weird, yes. But in an oddly caring way. He was just glad they had gotten past the stiff cloud of sexual tension he had stumbled upon when they were still living together. Shizuo had moved to -if possible- a smaller apartment that he could afford. The doctor had made the mistake of going over uninvited to congratulate him but had heard through the paper thin walls that Izaya already had.

A vending machine flew past him, smashing into the wall behind him, by the time he realized what was going on, Izaya was already gone and Shizuo was running by him, holes cut out of his shirt around his nipples and sleeves torn off. Shinra shook his head with weak chuckle. He had better hurry home to Celty before Shizuo catches him... Nothing good can come from that.

THE END

and so there it is, we have reached the end of this short little fic, I hope you liked it! :) comments are always welcome and I hope to see you again in another fanfic!