I was so excited when i went to school the next day. I didn't care that Bella didn't aprove. My heart beat again. I wasnt hurt and for some reason my heart's gaurd was down. For the first time in such a long time. I put on my nicest black and white tee shirt that looked like a rib cage and black skinny jeans with holes in the knees and a bow with skull hands in my hair. I put on lip rings and earrings and white streaks in my hair i dyed last night and black and white makeup. There he was waiting for me at the doors in a bvb teeshirt and black skinny jeans with a chain hanging from his pants around them. He opened my arms and I fell into them and sighed happy. But he went riged. I looked up and looked over at Bella's car. They were glaring. He pulled me away and we went down the hall holding hands. He walked me to class and kissd me when i went into class.
I wouldnt see him again untill the end of school and i nearly bounced in my seat. Taryn was so happy to hear the story about the date last night at lunch hour.
"He kissed yoU?! just like that?!"
I nodded blushing.
"It helps that you were so forward!"
i nodded. she didnt know but i did. It was best to stay that way.
then three ugly pigs sat down around us. Destiny, Hanna, and Ashley. Taryn and I gave them evil glares. but they ignored them.
They giggled at us like the stupid airhead bimbos they are.
"What are you talking about!" Hannah said loudly.
"Nothing you would care about."
"Is it that hottie you walk around at school like a lost puppy?" ashley said.
I roled my eyes.
"He doesnt like you. I saw him totes checking out Destiney isnt that right, Dessie?!"
Destiny giggled stupidly.
"Oh yeah he was getting a load of my tits! I leaned over to let him see the hole thing too!"
I couldnt help but smack the shit out of her and storm out. Taryn followed as I heard them screech and flip out like idiots. Well then they shouldnt pic fights with me.
ooo
I didnt see him after school. I texted him but he didnt reply untill it was late the afternoon. He wanted to meet in the near by park. I told my parents where i was going and poped in my headphones listeing to Sleeping with sirens on the way there. I saw him on a park bench and I sat with him. He put an arm around me but i felt wierd.
"Are you ok?: i asked.
"Auden...I... I cant say it. no. it would make it worst."
"W-what?" i got out of his arm and turned at him.
'We...we cant see each other anymore."
With those words my heart began to snap a part.
suddenly i heard Destiny's stupid words in my head.
"Is this because of those bumbos-"
"no...no...its so complicated im sorry.:"
and he got up and left quickly. I almost saw tears in his eyes. But tears already filled mine, i was frozen in the seat untill the sun went downa nd it grew coldl like my heart. Ice spiked in my heart. I called Taryn and she got there and usherd me in her car in her cute long black velvet dress and creepers and ankh necklace.
she tried to help me feel better but nothing would.. I was sleepless that night. How...how could this happen?
