I WAS QUIET
I was cold.
It was stupid how could someone so beautiful be interested in me anyway. Destiny might have been right for once in her I significant life. Bella seemed cheery when he took me to schooltue past few weeks.
Thadius had been absent. I could see him no where. I ate silently with Taryn those days. She was a greatcomfort.
"He was an asshole."
She would say and I would nod. As much as I wanted to think he was a big good filty asshat I couldn't. I didn't have it in me to hate him.
My insides felt like ice and steel. Cold cold steel.
Taryn went rigid and was staring when I tried to turn my head she pulled my head towards her
"No-"
But I looked anyway. My heart dropped lower than I ever thought it could. He was with a certain redhead slut. Hannah. Hannah was on his lap a few tablesaway gigglingy away and leaning on him. He had his arm around her and was looking off. Ashley and Destiney noticed me looking and laugh obnoxiously and hit Hannah and she looked. I wanted to kill her as she moved TJ's face to hers and kissed him with tounge. When they pulled apart I looked away. Those were supposed to my lips on his. He was mine but also not.
"Hannah is such a slut. You don't want to be with him now anyway she probably gave him the crabs or something."
I nodded and picked up my food.
"I'm not hungry"
And I went to throw it away and went to bathroom. I couldn't help but sob.