schoool suckkkks that is allt
I leanedagainst the glass in my next class defeated. The teacher was a math teacher but i didn't care about math. I was good at it and was so far a head anyway. So I doodled in my journal instead. I tried to focus and make flowers maybe a jack skellington. But then i would draw Sally next to him and think and almost cry again. How cold he do this to me?
How could this happen to me?
All i could think of was his warmth and how badly i wanted it. I have never felt so alive...
I drew the heart in a boxy sort of way in between jack and sally but my eyes got tears in them s i started to draw a big crack down the middle and bite my lip.
Then is scrubbled out the heart and jack and sally. Did I make a mistake anywhere?
"You ok, Auden?" someone asked beside me. I looked to see a guy in my class the next desk of me. He was nerdy but nice.
"No...not really..."
"if you ever need someone to talk here's this." he slipped a piece of paper on my desk with a phone number. "What?" i said.
"My number. Nobody should go it alone, Auden!"
I smiled. Sometimes people werent as bad as I thought i guess. Nobody should ever go alone. i wasnt suicidal even though its good to help out suicidal people. anyway.
"Thanks. I will if i need the help."
he grinned really goofy. I smiled.
the overbell rang and we got our books and went out the class.
"I'll probably text you tonight." I told Tyler.
Tyler grinned again. "GrEAT! I'll stand by my phone."
I smiled back and he walked away. then I ran right into someone really tall. The last person I ever wanted to touch today.
TJ.
My heart thunded in my chest really fast and hard but it filled with ice again.
"You're texting Tyler huh?"
I sighed.
"Y-yes."
then I saw Hannah and Destiney on the other sside of the hall glaring at me by the water foundain.
"Anyone is better than you, i guess. Besides, why should you care?" I bumbed my shoulder against him as I walked by.
My heart felt like fire. But it hurt.