RENESMEE
I woke up the next morning feeling really hot; I looked down to see my quilt wasn't even over my body. I looked to my left to see Jacob fast asleep, his arm was resting over my stomach and his head was right by my shoulder. I smiled at his sleeping face and moved his arm from my stomach. It felt like it was burning my skin. I slipped out from under the covers. I had slept in Jacob's arms before, when I was little but our combined heat radiating off us and trapped under the quilt had me almost sweating. I yawned and walked into my bathroom; I got my shower and brushed my teeth. I realised that I hadn't brought my clothes into my bathroom so I peaked into my room. Jacob was still asleep so I went over to my closet to find some clothes to wear.
"I think your dad is going to kill me," I heard Jacob say. I span around to see him lying on my bed with his arms behind his head. I laughed nervously. I was still in just my towel. I pulled out my clothes and walked over to the bathroom. I smiled at Jake before I closed the door behind me. I heard him sigh and mutter something to himself. I laughed as I dressed. When I was done I walked out of the bathroom and walked over to Jacob.
"When did you take your shirt off?" I asked, noticing he was just in his jeans.
"When it got ridiculously hot in here," he said and grinned at me. I climbed onto the bed and rested my head on his shoulder. He kissed my head.
"I don't want to go to school," I whispered.
"Then don't," he whispered back. I sighed digging my face into his shoulder.
"Your hair smells amazing."
I laughed. It's the same shampoo ive been using since I was born, it wasn't any different than my normal hair smell.
"Thanks," I replied and he stroked my wet hair.
"Renesmee… breakfast," I heard my grandmother call. I sighed, I didn't want to move, so I didn't for nearly ten minutes.
"Renesmee…" my mom said opening the door. She eyed Jacob's chest and raised her eyebrows. I blushed and climbed off the bed.
"I'm coming," I muttered walking up to her. She grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the room forcefully.
"You didn't-?" she began.
"No!" I replied to her. "Jeez mom," I said and walked away from her. I don't know how she could think that Jake and I would do that. I also didn't like to think about how my parents would miss it if we did, what were they doing last night? I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen, I saw my grandma, Chantelle, Eddie and my dad all sitting by the island. I sat down on the spare seat.
"Good morning," my dad said.
"Hmm," I muttered grabbing a bowl and putting some eggs in. Everyone remained silent until I finally looked up. My dad was staring at me.
"What?" I asked him. He narrowed his eyes at me.
What? He shook his head.
"You and mom are so untrusting," I muttered standing up and taking my bowl with me up to my room. Jacob and my mom were sitting on the edge of my bed talking. "I'm not going to knock to go into my own room so if you're talking about the old days please shut up now," I grinned at them. My mom rolled her eyes. Placing her hand on Jacobs leg briefly. I noticed every little thing between them now.
"Bye Jake," she said and walked out of the room. I climbed onto my bed with my bowl and started eating. I stared at Jacob's bare back before he finally turned around to look at me.
"What were you talking about?" I asked putting a fork full of eggs in my mouth.
"You," he said smiling. I narrowed my eyes at him to answer me. "We were thinking that if you wanted. We could get Eddie to show you what happened. So you don't feel so threatened by your own mother," he said. I shook my head.
"No thanks. I don't want to see it."
"But if you do you will realise it was nothing."
"Thanks for the offer, really. But no," I said. I knew what he was saying; if I did 'see' what happened then I would feel better about it but I knew the minute I saw their lips touch I would always be thinking about it whenever I kissed Jacob.
"Okay," he said moving onto the bed. "Can I have a kiss?" he asked cheekily. I looked up at him, swallowing my food. I couldn't say no so I just leant forward, placing a peck on his lips. He pouted as I pulled away.
"I'm not ready for anything more yet," I said climbing away from him and placing my bowl on the side.
"But we've made out lots of times," he whined.
"Yeah but I didn't know that you had done it with my mom," I replied to him getting my school bag and loading it with the books I needed for the day.
"Ness please," he begged. "How many times have I got to say I regret it more than anything?"
"At least another hundred," I said grinning at him. I walked over to where he was sitting on my bed, stepping inside his open legs. I took in a deep breath and leant forward, kissing him again. I concentrated on the kiss, having his arms around me. He moaned in my mouth and pulled me onto the bed, hovering over the top of me.
"Jacob, out!" I heard my dad say. I pulled away to see my dad at the door, his eyes burning. Jacob sighed and stood up. I remained in my lying position on my bed.
"I'll see you after school," he said to me and walked past my dad who was glaring at him.
"Daddy…" I moaned sitting up.
"I let him sleep in your room; I wasn't going to let him make out with you too." He replied. I sighed dramatically and stood up from the bed, grabbing my bag and swinging it over my shoulder.
"Are you taking me to school?" I asked.
"You can ask your brother," he muttered walking away.
"Fine," I replied and made my way back down the stairs.
Eddie was already standing at the door with his keys in his hand. Chantelle was also waiting with her school bag, playing on her iPhone. Eddie opened the door and without words we all walked out, piling into his car. We went via Chantelle's school to mine.
"Have fun," Eddie said as I climbed out.
"Oh I will," I said sarcastically. He chuckled as he drove away. I saw Chloe climb out of her mom's car and I ran over to her. A little faster than I should have.
"Hey Clo," I said. She smiled at me.
"Hey."
"Chloe are you staying at Renesmee's for the weekend?" I heard her mom ask from inside the car. Chloe raised her eyebrows at me, waiting for an answer. I nodded.
"Yeah mom, I'll see you on Sunday probably."
"Okay, love you!" she called.
"Love you too!" Chloe said and closed the door, allowing her mom to drive off.
"So you and Jake okay now?" Chloe asked at lunch. I nodded.
"Yeah I think so. It's just a little weird." I said looking up at her, she nodded.
"If it makes it any better, I only found out two days ago. Eddie and your dad were talking, they thought I was asleep but I heard it all."
"That's okay," I said.
"Eddie has known for the past year," she said with a laugh. I frowned. Two days is okay, but a year?
"Well isn't that just great?" I said sarcastically.
"What's with the sarcasm? You're never sarcastic," she asked. I shrugged. Maybe all this drama was bringing it out of me.
"I'm in a sarcastic mood." I told her.
"Of course." She said nodding with a smile. I rolled my eyes and decided to change the subject.
"Okay so. You and Eddie, getting serious aren't you?" I asked wiggling my eyebrows.
"We've had this discussion Renesmee," she said rolling her eyes. I just grinned. She never got all defensive when she and Zac were together, she'd tell me everything. Maybe it was just because he was my brother, I didn't know.
The day went surprisingly fast. The school ended at one pm for the last day of the semester and Chloe and I practically ran out into the parking lot. We were greeted by just Eddie. Chloe ran straight into his arms and he placed a small kiss on her lips. There was nothing in this world that would stop me from smiling. They were just so cute. The memories of them when they weren't together and all the pain and confusion were quickly fading.
I climbed into the car and waited for their make out session to finish. In all honesty it wasn't a 'make out session' as such. They quickly pulled away and got in too.
"What time does Chantelle's school finish?" I asked Eddie.
"Two," he replied, starting the car.
"'Kay," I said pulling out my phone. I had two text messages. One from Chantelle herself and one from Jacob. I frowned. Jacob NEVER had his phone with him. I opened it.
Come meet me at La Push beach. You know where.
"Eddie, can you take me to the beach please?" I asked closing the message and opening Chantelle's.
"Yeah," he said. I was just in time; he took the left turn instead of the right; heading towards the coast.
Nessie, r u and Jacob ok now? I nvr expected him and ur mom were together. Thats crazy. Oh and guess what? I had my first kiss! Eeep.
I chuckled lightly and closed the message. I'd tell her about it later, as well as get the details of this 'first kiss'.
I said thank you too Eddie and made my way across the beach. I reached 'our bench' and sure enough Jacob was sitting patiently looking out at the ocean. I walked slowly up to him and took a seat.
JACOB
I stared out at the ocean, wondering if this was even a good idea. I could feel Renesmee approaching before I heard or saw her.
"Hey," I heard from my left. I looked at her sitting next to me.
"Hey," I repeated with a smile. Unable to resist, every time I saw her I wanted to smile.
"Why did you want me to meet you here?" she asked.
"Because I wanted us to have some privacy. I think you should get a better explanation than what your dad gave you. I know you don't want to hear it but I need to get it off my chest. I want you to understand instead of burying your questions. I knew that this time would come. When you found out about my past but I wanted to do it better. You walked in on me arguing with Bella about it. I wanted to tell you, the right way, before you found out, but your mom said it was too risky, that I should just keep quiet." I said. She sighed and nodded.
"Okay. I'll listen," I knew she didn't want to hear it but I was happy that she was willing. I needed to get it off my chest and I knew that she might understand more if she listened, maybe she wouldn't be so mad if she actually heard it.
I told her absolutely everything. Every single feeling I felt, every single moment of time I spent with Bella. I never once called her 'your mom' in the story; I always referred to her as Bella or Bells. I wanted her to feel as if it wasn't her mom, that it was another girl in another time. Nearly an hour and a half later I finally said I was done. I took a deep breath and finally looked at her, waiting nervously for her response. I loved this girl more than anything in this entire world, I couldn't lose her. This was my last secret; if we could get through this then maybe we would be okay. She smiled warmly at me. My heart leaped, it was the hardest thing I ever had to do, tell her everything of mine and Bella's past but she smiled, and that made me incredibly happy.
"Thank you for telling me," she whispered sincerely. She stood up from the bench, walking up to me. She used her knees to separate my legs and placed her hands on my shoulders. She smiled at me and hesitantly moved closer to me. I put my hands on her waist and moved my head forward so my lips touched hers. Knowing that's what she wanted I hesitantly kissed her, she took another step towards me so her body was practically pressed up against mine and she deepened the kiss. I moved my hands down over her hips, pulling her body closer to mine. I knew I was getting carried away but having her kiss me again like this had me full of joy. We could finally get back to normal, or at least that's what I hoped. I pulled away from her and she gasped for air, placing herself on my lap. I chuckled and wrapped my arms around her tiny body.
"We have to get back," I whispered.
"Okay," she said with a sigh and stood up. I kept hold of her hand and we walked back to her house.
"I wonder if my dad will let you stay with me again," she said as she picked a leaf off one of the trees we passed.
"Doubtful," I muttered. Edward was forever reminding me of the rules, I was surprised he let me stay last night, and there was no way he was going to let me stay two nights in a row. Especially if he found out I saw her in just her towel.
"Ugh, I hate rules," she murmured. I chuckled and kissed her hair.
"It's just because he loves you," I said. I had no idea why I was defending Edward, but if it was my daughter, there would be rules too.
"Yeah yeah. He loves Eddie too but he and Chloe have no rules," she said.
"Well they haven't been together as long as us. They aren't up to the sleeping in the same bed phase," I laughed nudging her side. She laughed back.
"No course they're not," she said sarcastically.
"Do you know something I don't?" I asked her.
"Erm. No." She said. I knew she was lying; I stopped her from walking any further and took a step in her path.
"What aren't you telling me?" she looked up at me and cringed.
"Well…" she began looking down. I put my hand on her cheek, bringing my lips to hers in a small peck. I kept them on her mouth as I spoke.
"Please tell me," I said smoothly. She sighed.
"That's not fair!" she muttered stepping back. I grinned at her, knowing it worked.
"Chloe slept in Eddie's bed two nights ago," she admitted. I felt like burning in fury. So Edward would let his perfect son stay with his girlfriend but when it came to his daughter it was a strict no? He was so unfair on Renesmee it was ridiculous. I had brought it up once before but I got shot down from Renesmee. I couldn't bring it up again but treating your children differently made you a bad parent. At least in my books it did.
We finally made it to the house and Edward was waiting outside on the door step with his arms crossed, glaring at me. Great.
