Well my weekend is off to a great start, First of all I'm heart broken and pissed at the same time and to top it off Jacob doesn't have to go to school for a week. That's not fair I'm the one here hurting not Jacob and he gets to go camping, I'm calling bullshit on that one. So now I'm stuck here with Mom and Dad. I should see if I can at least go to the library in Forks just so I can get out of the house for awhile and out of La Push.
I really don't want to be here right now in La Push just incase I run into Paul or any of the guys for that matter. I can't see him right now but if I did the first thing I would do is slap him across his face then I would continue to beat the shit out of him for breaking my heart. I can't believe he did this to me I should have listened to Jacob when he said he was bad blood. Next time I'm going to listen to him when he tells me to stay away.
"Mom " I yell for her from my room.
No response "Mom" I yell again hoping this time she heard me. I can hear her walking up the stairs. I guess this time she did hear me I thought to myself.
"Yea Bella" She said as she poked her head into my room.
"Can I go to the library?"
"Sure you can go, Is this what you called me for"
"Yes and No..... Can I go to the one in Forks?" I say looking at her waiting for her to say no.
"Why can't you just go to the one in town?"
I knew she was going to ask that I know I can go to the one here but I want to do some research and Forks has a microfiche. I know they will have what I'm looking for. But I will tell her it's for school.
"I know that, But it's for school" I say hoping she is buying it. She's not taking the bait I better tell her something else. "Plus I don't want to run into Paul" I say with a sad look on my face I know this will work.
"Alright just be careful"
"Thank you Mom" I say as I get up from the bed to hug her.
"Yea just make sure you are home before dinner"
"I will, Do you think I can take the car?"
"Sorry your Dad has it but I can call him to drop it off so you can take it"
This sucks only having one car because the car is never here. If Dad doesn't have it then Jacob does why did I even get my license if I can't use it. I'm going to bring it up to them see if maybe we can get another car.
"No it's alright I can walk over there it's not that far" I say as I start to get my stuff ready.
"Bella that is a long walk for you let me call your Dad"
"Mom it's alright its not that long and plus I could use a little fresh air I've been locked in my room moping around since, Well you know"
"Yea I guess your right just be careful and call me when you get there so I know you made it there alright" She says sounding like a worried Mom.
"I know, I know, Don't worry I know my way around you know me I'm always careful" I say with a smirk on my face. "Jacob's the one you should be worrying about he's a knucklehead. I heard him smashing stuff around in his room yesterday, Was that over me and Paul?"
"I'll be honest with you, Your brother wanted to storm over there and beat Paul within an inch of his life but me and your Dad talked him out of it. The only way we could get him to calm down and not go storming over there is by bribing him with the camping trip. I know your upset about him missing school, But we will figure something out later for you. Maybe me and you can take a little vacation." She says with a smile raising her eyebrows.
"Yea that would be nice just to get away, Hey maybe we can go to a Chippendales show" I say winking at her.
"Yea I don't know about that one, And besides I've already been to there show about twenty years ago how do you think I found your Dad." She smiles and winks back.
"Oh god Mom TMI, Gross just the thought of Dad and the underwear and the dancing, Eww I'm leaving I better leave this house before I'm scarred for life. I'll be home later bye." I say as I grab my bag and storm down the stairs as quickly as possible my Mom following behind.
"Yea you should have seen him dancing up there, In his construction worker costume, His name was Jack Hammer." She says laughing chasing me as I run towards the door.
"Eww, I don't know if I'm going to be coming home after that, I don't think I can look at Dad the same way again." I yell as I walk out of the house closing the door behind me just as Mom opens it and pokes her head out.
"He still has the costume you know."
"Oh God Mom stop it what if the neighbors hear you, Go inside nasty lady." I say as I stop at the mail box to look at her.
"Hey how did you know my stripper name was nasty lady." She says as she busts out laughing almost falling outside hanging on the doorknob.
I'm not even responding to that I think she might have peed a little I thought as she gathered herself and looked at me with a serious look.
"I love you be careful"
"Love you too nasty lady, Oh god now you got me saying it, I'm going to need a lobotomy before I come home tonight, Thanks Mom your the best." I say sarcastically at the end.
"I know I am, Love you be careful"
"I will love you to" I say as I walk away from the house and towards Forks.
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