Hey guys, I know it's a late update but my school semester started up again and I've been trying to get everything together.

Hope you all enjoy this chapter! Leave reviews please please please.

It'll make me happy because school has be depressed lol

BPOV

I'm in shock. There's nothing more to say, how is this possible? It's unreal and unnatural. It's not the way things should be, what will everyone think about me after this? IF I go through with this, but I won't! Will I? I don't know. That's the weird thing, it's not something I would have thought to even agree to but now that it's been brought up I cannot bring myself to forget about it. It's a roundabout, like talking in a circle but you don't get your answer because you just keep confusing yourself.

Married.

To Edward.

No, it's crazy.

He's my COUSIN.

And then moving? To Toronto? What century is this.

How can he even think I would be okay with it, and my dad too? He assumes that I will agree? Why? It's joy right because it just.. no. It's not right. I can't marry him, it wouldn't be right, it would be incest. But why am I not so grossed out over the prospect of marrying him? Maybe my mind is telling me something. His glances to me are never as brotherly now that I think about it, but there is a secret in there. Edward's always too careful when we talk, and other than his visits - which are like once a year- I never see him. He never acted the way a cousin is supposed to, he always stayed with me like a protector ...

Something isn't right.

There was tension in the room when I walked in and ugh god what to do?

*a few hours later*

EPOV

"Charlie she's been up there for a while now.. I don't think we should hide this anymore"

"But Edward what's Esme and everyone else going to say?"

"It doesn't matter anymore because it's killing me to see her like this, she doesn't know the reality and until she isn't aware she can't do anything to protect herself."

"Okay son, you can te-"

"I'll marry you." What?! When did she get down here. Oh god I hope she didn't h-

"On the condition that you tell me the truth. And not just part of it I want all of it before we get married."

This is going to be very tricky, the prospect of her knowing everything now is terrifying because she can either deny it or accept it but alas fate is fate. Especially when i can't deny her anything.

"Okay Bella, but you, Charlie and Alice need to come with me."

"Alice? What does Alice have to do with this?"

"A very big part of it."

This is going to be a rough road, the look in her eyes, it's like a volcano waiting to erupt.

"Okay Bella, you need to listen to me carefully. Go home, pack a bag and tell Alice that you got a call from her therapist saying that she needs to be admitted into a rehab centre because she isn't recovering as she should be, then call me only and only when you're on the road."

"What about you?" She inquired.

"Charlie and I will meet you when the time is right, if anyone asks about us just say they went on a camping/fishing trip to Vancouver."

"Edward, I don't understand why all this secrecy and lies?"

Oh Bella, it's only a matter of time, "it's only a matter of time sweets, you just have to be patient because I can't tell you anything right now, not here at your home."

"Okay. When do we leave?"

"In the morning, you two will leave at 11am, pack ONLY the essentials."

"See you soon Ed and dad." She yelled over her shoulder as she ran out the door.

"Well that went well?" Charlie smirked. "Might as well pack my own bag now."

I nodded.

Oh god, I just hope Alice doesn't throw a fit. Bella only has until tomorrow morning to convince her. I just hope it all goes the way it's supposed to.

Well ll there you have it, end of this chapter. I think it's the longest one yet

see you soon!

Xoxo-spp