I woke up but I didn't reveal my wakefullness until i knew who was in the room. I waited 10 minutes when I decided it was safe to just take a quick peek. I opened my eyes and saw that my room was empty so I sat up. I looked out my window and saw darkness, visting hours must have ended. I was starving, but I didn't really want to eat, there was a tray of food next to my bad but I just pushed it away. I started to get out of bed when swomething started beeping and a nurse came rushing in.
"Your awake, That's good, so how do you feel." i didn't say anything. "Okay then, well can I get you anything?"
"You can get out." I said in a monotone voice.
"I'm sorry, but if your awake and moving someone has to be in here to moniter you." She told me.
"Why, Do you think I'm going to try and kill myself again?" I asked.
"Well yes, but also one of your friends gave special orders for you to be watched." She told me.
"And who is this friend." I asked.
"His name is, hold on let me check." She got up and read my chart. "Ahh, here it is, Morinozuka, Takashi."
"I swear, is there any way I can talk to him." I asked.
"Ofcourse, he's just outside, but visiting hours have ended." She told me.
"I don't care I need to talk to him." I said angrily.
"I guess, but just this once." HSe said as she went to the door and called Mori in, she left.
"What are you thinking!?" I yelled at him. He just stood there.
"I don't need to be watched, I don't need you looking after me!" I yelled at him.
"Haruhi, I care about you, I don't want you dead." He said.
"Do you want me to be happy?" I asked.
"Well ofcourse."
"Then let me die already!" I yelled.
"I can't let you die though." He said sadly.
"I want to die." I said softly.
"Why?" He asked.
"Why should I tell you?" I asked.
"because you're going to have to tell someone." He said softly.
"You know why I wanted to die, I want to die because I can't stand school, or this society." I said blutly.
"What do you mean?" He asked.
"I can't stand that people pick on me, that people have been making fun of me, I can't stand what people are saying about me on the internet, how people are judging me, You're not manly enough! people from this school say. You're to manly people from my other school say, no matter what I do, I am never right!" I said.
"WHat, people have been picking on you?" He asked stupidly.
"Yes people have been picking one me and I can't stand it!" I said loudly.
"Then we can do something." He said.
"No, I want you to leave now." I said.
"But, but..."
"No, get out." I cut him off.
"I don't want to leave you!" Mori said.
"I can get a nurse in here to make you leave then." I said.
"No, I don 't think that's why you tried to kill yourself, your to strong to let something like that affect you." He said sternly.
"Get out now!" I said on the verge of tears.
"Fine, but I am not done talking about this." He told me as he left.
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