Haruhi POV
I had been listening to the conversation between Mori and the nurse. I couldn't believe he just said he would pay for my entire stay, and that my father he had basically abandoned me here. Well I guess it just showed unimportant I am. I closed my eyes, I couldn't face Mori sempi right now. Suddenly I felt his hand pat my shoulder, I didn't look up. I pretended to sleep hoping he would leave or something so I could think clearly.
"Haruhi?" Mori whispered. "It's going to be alright I won't let anything hurt you."
I didn't respond to him. I closed my eyes tightly and I could feel tears running down my cheek and Mori sempi wiped them away. I didn't move for hours, I just waited for Mori to leave so I could think. A nurse finally came in.
"Ummm, sorry but visiting hours are over. And you've been here for quite some time, you should go home rest, freshen up." The nurse said to Mori sempi.
"I want to be here for her." He replied sternly.
"But looking like hell when you wake up won't make her feel any better." The nurse replied.
"Still she shouldn't be alone." Mori Sempi replied.
"She won't be, in fact I'm the nurse watching her for the night." She said.
"I guess I can leave." Mori sempi said grudgingly as he got up and left.
The nurse came in and sat down she was there for about 30 minutes but then she got up and left. I waited a couple more secounds before I got and started to pace, for some reason I always found it useful to pace whenever I had to work through some problems.
First problem, Mori sempi. He saved me. He said he couldn't live with out me, but I'm having trouble living with myself and since dad has only come once and is no longer accepting phone calls he's the only one who cares about me. Now with him paying the bill I'm just a burden to him. It seems this train of thought as lead me to suicide but that is going to be hard now. I can't do it with every one watching me. But no one is watching me now.
I walked over to the window, maybe I could jump. Nope. the windows don't open and they aren't made of real glass.
I walked over to the bathroom. There was a toilet and a sink. No shower. I suppose I could drown my self but the sisnk doesn't plug and I think sticking y head in the toilet is a last resort. But I was getting close to doing that.
I walked through the entire room, nothing seemed sturdy enough to hold a body, but I could bleed to death. I could take a syringe when the doctor has to inject my medicine but they would probably notice that.
I looked through the window that lead out to the waiting room, it was vacant. I slowly opened my door and tip toed out. If I got caught I would just say I needed some water and I don't like how the tap water tastes. I made my way to the front desk and on it were some scissors. I took them and hid it under my hospital gown and I made my way back into my room and no one noticed.
I sat down on my bed and stared at the scissors sitting in my hand I lifted my gown, figuring the stomach would be the best place, if I failed it wold be so much harder to cover my arms.
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