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Haruhi POV
I stared at the scissors resting in my hands, I pulled up my hospital gown and then looked at my stomach. It was flat, not a freckle or blemish on it. I looked back at the scissors. I opened them as wide as I could and then I put them to my stomach. First I just slid the object across creating the tiniest of scratches. I did it again with more pressure, a bit deeper, but not deep enough. Again, harder and harder, I did it again and again and again until my midsection was covered in deep gashes. I stopped and just looked at my hands they shook as I crated one last cut, it was the deepest yet. After I let my hands fall into my lap. I looked at the scissors, now covered in my blood, I looked at me hands shaking. And then my stomach, it was oozing out blood, it kept following out. I couldn't look anymore.
I put the scissors under my pillow and pulled down my gown and laid down, on my stomach. I felt pressure applied on my cuts it hurt, but it was a good hurt, it reminded me that I may not be awake in a couple hours, in a couple hours I could be with mom again. I closed my eyes and let darkness wash over me.
Mori POV
The Nurse had sent me home, I really didn't want to but she had a point me being there and looking like hell probably wouldn't make her feel any better. I showered and climbed into bed, but I couldn't sleep. I tried but my mind kept wandering to Haruhi and how she had been going through so much and no one noticed.
I laid there trying to sleep but there was something nagging me, I didn't know what it was but something was yelling, this isn't right you shouldn't be sleeping now. I laid there for about an hour and then I gave up on sleep.
I got up and put on some clothes and headed to the hospital to check on Haruhi thinking that maybe she was what was bothering me.
When I got there I walked up to her ward and knocked on her door, there was no answer. That was funny there was supposed to be some one with her at all times, where was that nurse. I looked around. The lobby was vacant. I opened the door, it was only Haruhi. I quickly got to her side to check if she was alright she looked fine, she was asleep maybe a bit pale but I couldn't see anything wrong with her. Maybe I had been worried about nothing. I sat down next to her took her hand, it was cold, unnaturally cold.
I got up and really looked at her. I checked her pulse it was slow, too slow. I thought what would cause this, maybe a reaction to her drugs, no that couldn't be it. The only other thing I could think of was blood loss but I didn't see any cuts and besides what could she cut with, she was suicide watch. I looked at her arms a and her neck and her face. Slowly I pulled down the blanket. I was not ready for the sight that greeted me. blood was seeping out from under her, I turned her so she was on her back and that was when I saw how bad it really was.
Her gown was soaked through. I ran to the lobby but it was still empty I called for help then I ran back to Haruhi's side. I pressed the emergency button but help wasn't coming fast enough. I didn't know what to do I ran back to the lobby and saw some one coming finally. They ran to her side, the nurse started to take her pulse and called for a doctor. She needed a transfusion immedietly or she was really close to dying. A doctor ran in and yelled at a nurse to get a blood bag for Haruhi. While all that hustle and bustle went on, all i could do was watch as Haruhi bled. Nurses were bandaging her stomach others were sticking needles in her arms others were going in and out of the room, it was complete chaos.
"Sir you should leave, I'll let you know when you can come in." A nurse told me as she rushed me out the door.
I paced in the lobby staring at the door waiting for the nurse to come out and tell me I could go in, but I kept waiting.
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