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It's been awhile (sorry about that) but here is Chapter 11.

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LOREN'S POV

I had just put the lasagna in the oven when I felt hands on my waist. I turned around and saw a concerned Eddie.

"Are you okay"

"Yes I'm fine why?"

"Lo..."

"Okay I'm not fine... I'm nervous, afraid and I think I'm going to puke"

"Ahw baby come here" Eddie said while pulling me in a hug.

I hugged him tightly and instantly felt better.
Eddie pulled back a little so he could see my face.

"Baby just relax okay, everything is going to be alright"

"You already said that a million times but I'm still nervous"

"I know baby, why don't you go and take a nice bath and get ready"

"What about the girls, and dinner?"

"I'll take care of that don't worry"

"You sure?"

"Yes of course"

I smiled

"Thank you"

"Everything for you"

I gave Eddie a kiss and started to get ready.
I showered and dried my hair. I decided to just put on some light make up and let my hair down in flowy natural curls.
I put on a beautiful blue strapless dress that was tight up and flowy at the bottom. I grabbed some heels that matched my dress and put on some jewelry. I looked one last time in the mirror and walked back to the living room.

I saw Eddie sitting on the floor with Liv on his lap. Ally sat next to him and they were playing with Ally's dolls.
I walked towards them and put my hand on Eddie's shoulder.
He looked up and smiled.

"You look beautiful"

"Thank you" I smiled

"Mommy you are pretty"

"Thank you sweetie" I picked Ally up.

"Do you want to wear a dress just like mommy?"

"Yes!" Ally almost screamed.

"Okay" I walked to Ally's room and went to her closet.
I saw two dresses and grabbed them both. One dress was pink with a flower on it. The other one was white with butterflies on it.

"Which one do you want"
Ally looked at them both.

"Ally we don't have all the time of the world" I said after Ally had stared almost 2 minutes at the dresses.

"Uhmm... I choose... The pink one" Ally said pointing at it.

"Okay, let's put it on"

I undressed Ally and put on her dress. I grabbed some pink flats to match. I curled her long brown hair and looked in her jewelry box for a bracelet.

"I want to wear this one" Ally said as she grabbed a silver bracelet with pink hearts.

"Where did you get that?" I asked her because I never saw that one before.

"Daddy bought it for me when Liv was born"

"Why have I never seen it?"

"Because daddy didn't want you to know because it was really expensive"

"Oh.."

"I'm going to show Eddie how I look" Ally said as she ran out of her room.

I just couldn't stop thinking about that bracelet. Why did Cameron buy that bracelet for her, he always acted like he didn't care about her. Maybe he did care... but why did he leave then. No he couldn't have cared, because if he did he would still be here right now. I guess I will never know why he bought it. I stood up and made my way to the living room.

EDDIE'S POV

I was playing with Liv when Ally came running in the living room.

"Look Eddie!" She said excited.

"You look beautiful princess" Ally giggled.

"Where's mommy?"

"I don't know, she is still in my room I think"

Just as I was about to look for her Loren walked into the living room. I saw from her face that something was bothering her.

"Baby are you okay?"

"Huh what?" Loren said.

I laid Liv down on a blanket and walked towards Loren.

"I asked if you are okay"

"Yes, why wouldn't I" Loren said looking down.

I grabbed her hand and lifted her chin with my other hand.

"I can see in your eyes that something is bothering you"

"It's nothing important"

"Baby just tell me... please" I said with a concerned look.

"It's just... Cameron bought Ally a bracelet without me knowing when Liv was born, I just don't understand why. I mean he always acted like he didn't care, so why would he buy it for her"

I thought about it. It was really weird, why would he buy something expensive for Ally if he didn't care. I realized I haven't answered Loren yet.

"Yeah.. that's really weird" I walked to Ally and sat next to her on the couch.

"You look beautiful sweetie"

"You already said that Eddie" Ally giggled.

"I know but I just wanted to say it again"

"You're weird"

I laughed

"Well thank you"

Ally giggled.

"So who gave you this beautiful bracelet?"

"My daddy did"

"Really when?"

"When Liv was born"

"Do you know why he gave it to you?"

"He said he that if I missed him I could look at it and remember that he is always with me" Ally said while still watching cartoons.

I stood up and walked towards Loren who had tears in her eyes.

"He already planned to leave.." Loren said with tears falling out of her eyes.

"He just waited till he thought it was the right moment, when he would have an excuse" I pulled Loren in a hug.

"He's just an asshole, he never had an excuse to leave. There is no excuse for leaving your family like that" I said hugging Loren more tightly.

"I just really don't understand it, if he just would've acted like a father we would still be a happy family"

Wow that really hurts, it's like she doesn't want me in her life. I pulled back from our hug and walked towards the door.

"I'm so sorry Eddie, I didn't mean it like that"

I grabbed my jacket and car keys and opened the door.

"Eddie please don't go, I need you... the girls need you"

I turned around.

"I just need to have some space, I'll be back before dinner" I walked out of the door and shut it behind me.

LOREN'S POV

Oh no what have I done. When Eddie pulled back I saw a hurt look on his face. Just then I realized what I said.

It was just like I didn't want Eddie in my life and that if I could I would take Cam back.

But I don't want that, I only want Eddie. I was just thinking about the girls and that it would have been better for the girls that Cam cared about them and didn't leave.

But that didn't mean I want Cam back, I mean yes I want the girls to have a dad but I couldn't be happier with Eddie. He is more of a dad to the girls than Cam ever was. And I love Eddie I don't want to lose him...

Wow did I just say love, I mean I know that I love him but I never told him that. And now because I said something stupid I might never have the chance to say it.

"Mommy where did Eddie go and why are you crying?" I looked at Ally and walked towards her.

"He just went somewhere, he will be back soon" I said with a fake smile.

"You also said that about daddy but he isn't back yet" Ally said with tears in her eyes.

I sighed

"I know baby I'm so sorry" I said while pulling Ally in a hug.

She started crying in my chest. It broke my heart. It happened again. My little girl was heartbroken because yet another man left. Now she will have them same thrust issues like I do. I will never forgive myself for that.

EDDIE'S POV

I just walked out of the door and got in my car. I drove to my spot so that I could think. When I got there I made my way up the hill and sat down next to the tree. I looked at the view and thought about what just happened.

I know Loren didn't mean it, but it still hurts. But she's right, if Cam didn't leave the girls would still have a normal life with their dad. It just got me thinking. If Cam would come back now and says he is sorry and wants to be a family again. Would Loren forgive him and take him back?

I don't know why I think like this. Because I already know the answer, she won't do that. She knows how it feels when someone you love leaves you, and she will never forgive Cam for this. And besides I know she loves me, and I love her.

We never told each other, but I just know it. And then it hits me,

I just walked away.

Oh no oh no oh no... I just walked away just like Cam... just like her dad. Oh my god what have I done. I can't lose her, she's my everything. O god and Ally, she will be heartbroken. I need to go back and fast.

I stood up and ran as fast as I could back to my car. I got in and drove as fast as possible back to Loren's house.

When I got there I jumped out of my car and ran to the door. I opened it as fast as I could and saw Loren and Ally sitting on the couch with red puffy eyes. Ally looked up.

"Eddie you're back!" She said with a smile

"Yes come here" Ally ran towards me and I picked her up and hugged her as my life dependent on it.

"I'm so sorry I just walked away, I didn't want to scare you. I promise I'll never leave you again, I love you princess" I was crying right now.

"I love you too Eddie" Ally said while hugging me tight.

After a few minutes I put Ally down and she went back to her dolls. Loren walked my way and I just wrapped her in my arms.

"I'm so sorry that I left you baby, I wasn't thinking and I was just hurt. But I know you didn't mean it like that"

Before I could go on Loren kissed me. After a few minutes Loren pulled away.

"You don't have to be sorry, it was all my fault"

"It wasn't your fault baby"

"Yes it was, if I wasn't so stupid to say something about Cam than this wouldn't have happened. But I didn't mean it like that and I never want to lose you. You're more of a dad to them than Cam ever was. I love you Eddie please don't go.."

I was shocked, she said she loves me.

I smiled

"I love you too Loren" and then we kissed.

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