Summer 2015

Aria and Ezra was currently sitting on the couch in his, or now their, apartment over The brew, they have been back together for over a year and were now watching a movie. Aria had to Ezras surprise manage to stay awake during the entire movie but now when the text was rolling over the screen she really struggled to hold her eyes open.

" You tired?" Ezra asks putting his arm around Aria bringing her closer to him, resting his head on hers.

" Yeah, I didn't sleep that well last night"

" Are you still feeling sick?" Ezra asks lifting his head up to look her in the eyes.

" yes..." Aria answer looking down not meeting his glace " no... or I mean I do but I kind of know why"

Ezra starts to look confused and even more concerned than he did two seconds ago.

" Aria, talk to me, what do you mean you 'know why'? Has something happened? "

" I didn't tell you because I didn'nt want you to freak out, but you are a part of this too so promise me you will not freak out, please?"

Ezra slowly noods

" My period is late, It doesn't have to mean anything I have been late before but it can also mean that I'm pregnant"

"wait wait have you been taking a test or something?" Ezra asks rasing his voice, he is now half sitting on the couch facing her.

" Why are you mad?" Aria stands up crossing her over her chest " this is not my fault, are you seriously going to blame me for this? You know what Ezra you should blame both of us, getting a bun in the oven isn't a one man job you know"

Before Ezra even has the time to react Aria walks over to the blue painted bathroom closing and locking the door after her.

He puts his hands to his face, he knows that she needs some time to get past this and it wasn't his intetion to blame her, he is at least as much responsable as she is if not more, he should have made sure that they were safe. But as much as he thought about it he couldn't get the idea of how cute and perfect it would be to have a little mini Aria or mini Ezra running around in the appartment. They were not even engaged but it was never like them to do things in what other people consider to be the right way.

He walks over to the still closed bathroom door

" Aria please open up" He knocks a gentle knock on the door.

" Go away" he can hear that she has been crying

" Aria, please open up, It was never my intention to blame you! Both you and I know that im just as much responsable for this and maybe it's not such a bad idea"

He can hear the lock turning around and opens up the door to find Aria sitting on the floor curled into a ball with her cheeks red form crying, Ezra takes his seat on the toilet facing Aria taking her hands in his.

" Hey don't cry!" He whipes away her tears with his thumb. " Like I said before maybe it's not such a bad idea. Just think about it, a little mini Aria or mini Ezra running around here and she or he will have all their mums amazing talants and features and ..." Ezra does not even have time to end his sentense before Arias lips are on his.

" I love you"

" I love you too Aria, and no matter what happens I will always be here for you! and im really really sorry for raising my voice earlier"

" I know you are and I forgive you, it was kind of a shock for me too"

Ezra stands up pulling Aria with him so that she is now also standing up

" I don't want to scare you but you might have a little human growing inside of you" Ezra smirks

" Ew! Ezra thats gross !" Aria chuckles

" No its beautiful, you are caring a human that we made inside of you" He pulls his arms around her waist and kisses her. They kisses becomes more and more heated until Aria is sitting on the counter in a position they both are very familiar with. Ezra starts to kiss his way down Arias neck.

" Ezra.." Aria moans " Ezra... please im really tired" Ezra leaves one last kiss on her lips before helping her down to her feets again. " Another night?"

Ezra nodds and smile " just tell me when".

After dinnertime the next day Ezra drives to the grocery shop buying Aria pregnancytests being the caring boyfriend he is.

When he come back he hands Aria the brown bag with the tests and she disappears in to the bathroom.

After closing the door after her she puts all the 5 tests on the counter " Ezra ? Five tests ? Seriously?" She thinks it would have been enough buying 3 or maybe four.

" better safe then sorry babe!" Ezra responds.

After taking all the test she puts them on the counter putting on an alarm on her phone and cleaning her hands before she exits the bathroom walking out to a courious and excited Ezra sitting on the couch waiting for the news.

" What did they say?" He asks not even bothering to hide his excitement.

" We have to wait and see until the timer turns on".

A few minutes later the sound of the timer rings through the apartment and they both enter the bathroom. Aria picks up the first stick ... it's negative, so is the second one and the third and so also the last two.

Aria couldn't help but feel disappointed, her and Ezra's talk last night really made her want to have a kid, right here right now. She could tell by Ezras facial expression that he was disappointed as well. She didn't know what to say, neither did he. After a couple of minutes Aria was the first one to speak " Come on, let's watch a movie" She didnt want to discuss what just happened. Even though she was not pregnant it felt like she had lost a child. Or at least it felt like she thought it would feel to lost a child.

Sitting on the couch curled up in Ezras lap Aria couldnt pay attention to the movie, Ezra was half asleep and she can tell that he was struggling to stay awake. She cant focus on the movie, her minds returning back to the baby she though she had inside of her, her and Ezras baby that would be the most beautiful amd incredible that had ever happened to her.

She needed to talk to him about this, as much as she didnt want to wake him up from his peaceful slummer she know her mind will not shut of until she knows what he thinks. Gently she presses her lips to his making him wake up.

" What happened?" he asks confused.

" Are you disappointed?"

" What?" Ezra still not entirely awake asks

" That im not pregnant" Aria have to admit that she is terrifyed to know the answer

" I was at first" He admits not totally awake " but as long im with you it can wait"

Aria smiles, she knows that he means every word but is still afraid that he might not be honest with her

" I really wanted this baby, I know its silly but it feels like I lost a baby I never carried on" She looks down at her hands resting in her lap and back into Ezras eyes.

" Aria, if you want to have a baby you should know that I'm one hundered procent up to it"

" Really?"

" Really" he assures her

She gives him an honest and loving smile.

" Are you tired? " Aria suddenly asks out of nowhere

" Yeah a little, why?"

Aria moves her leg so that she is now straggling his lap, she moves her lips so that they are only inches away from Ezras, his hands start to travel up her legs.

" Too tired?" She asks before kissing down his neck.

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xo