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Rayne's Point of View
I had began to walk past the tables on my way over to Raven and Finn's tent. Normally it was Clarke who was supposed to check up on him but her and Raven are not getting along so they asked me to instead.
Made sense, I wasn't going to try jumping her boyfriend's penis.
Jasper and Monty waved me over before I could get very close to their tent. They smiled at me once I had walked up to them, shoving my hands into my pockets.
"Hey boys." I said, "What's up?"
"What are they going to do with the grounder?" Jasper asked me, however the question seemed to be more generalized to both my and Monty's opinion on the matter.
"I'd rather not think about it." Monty said as Bellamy had begun to walk out of the drop ship. I felt his eyes connect to mine quickly turning my head away from him.
"You two still aren't talking?" Monty asked tossing a nut at me.
"Does everyone know Bellamy and I are fighting?" I asked tossing a shell at his head.
"Well, not everyone but it had gotten around." Jasper laughed.
"We wont be talking till he can make up his mind. It's her or me I don't share and I play for keeps." I huffed rolling my head on my shoulders cracking my neck.
"He's just being a guy. However considering I feel like the look he's giving me could have killed me three times over, tells me which woman he's picked." Monty smirked.
"Yea the hotter one." Jasper said as Monty punched his arm.
"As for the grounder." I began. "If they hadn't tortured him and let him go… we'd have allies not enemies."
Jasper nodded; "Just because a few of them are rotten doesn't mean all of them are." I said as I put my hand on his shoulder and rubbed it gently for a moment.
"Well, it's been days almost a week since Bellamy captured him." Jasper sighed. "How long till his friends come looking?"
"Cheer up." Monty slapped Jasper's arm. "In that time, we'll all be dead from hypothermia."
"Depends on how important he is to his friends." I sighed causing Monty to widen his eyes, "Which seems like he's not very." He said shaking his head at me.
"Exactly." I said with a smile as the two boys begun to throw nuts into each others mouths causing me to chuckle shaking my head at them.
"Look, I have to go check up on Finn's wounds see you guys later all right?"
The two boys nodded as I turned around to go check on Finn only to walk right into the Dax guy from earlier. "Oh, hey… you again." I smiled.
"Where are Clarke and Bellamy going?" He asked me as we turned to watch Bellamy pull his pack out of the tent.
"Who knows, and who cares?" I asked moving to go around him only for him to stop me.
"Are you going with him?" He asked, "I can't imagine him leaving you here."
I sighed, "He and I aren't talking… so no I'm staying here where I'm both wanted and useful." I told him as I began to walk away, catching him mumble the word 'good'.
I finally made it to the tent and sat next to Finn removing the old dirty bandage from his stomach cleaning the wound quickly before looking back at Raven. "How are you feeling?" I asked him softly as I moved closer to see the discoloration in his wound.
He was about to answer when the tent moved open and Clarke appeared behind me. I guess she wanted to make sure everyone was all right before she left. I suppose she feels like the only properly trained Doctor down here can't do her job because roughly two weeks ago I was in shock and couldn't preform surgery.
"Weak, bored…" Finn finally said looking over at me, then to Raven and finally to Clarke.
She must feel so adored, seems no guy in this camp can stand up to her looks. They just crumble and become this disgusting pile of mush and guts. Lovely thought.
"Grateful to be alive." He said his eyes still resting on Clarke before he looked to Raven with a smile.
I didn't buy that smile at all. "Well, if you want to stay that way, I suggest you rest." I smiled looking back to Raven who grinned.
"I'll tie him down if I have to." Raven explained.
"Such thing as too much information Raven." I teased her as I playfully punched her knee.
I could almost hear the water in Clarkes thirsty eyes slosh around as she rolled them at our conversation. "I'm gonna be out of camp today." Clarke announced meriting a eye roll from Raven who really could care less for Clarke.
"So Rayne will be here to change the bandages in a few hours, and check up on you." Clarke continued.
"That's why she's here… taking care of him. She's the doctor?" Raven said. I shook my head and held up my hand to stop her, "Thanks Clarke and yea I will be here. I don't need some made up excuse to take someone else's boyfriend far away from them." I huffed standing up and leaving the tent, so I wouldn't need to hear her answer.
"Of course you're out here looking for Clarke." I rolled my eyes at Bellamy as he stood there lowering his head.
"Rayne… please just talk to me." He began to say as Clarke got out of the tent behind me averting her eyes from me knowing one word from her mouth to me and I would probably snap and hit her.
"Ready to go?" She asked him.
He continued to look at me hoping that I would tell him to stay so we could have the same conversation about how there's nothing going on. So he can just continue sneaking out on me to run off with Clarke somewhere. "Go on, we'll all be fine here without you two." I told them as I walked off.
Bellamy's Point of View
I watched her walk off away from me, I knew why she was angry. I understood why she was mad, in fact she had every reason in the world to be mad at me. I made my way over to one of the finished tubs of rations and began to fill my bag full of them.
Knowing the Ark was going to be sending people down here I had no choice but to run. I was hoping Rayne would come with me, but I knew if they ever found me and she was there they would kill her too. It's not like anyone would be able to stop that.
"That's a lot of rations." I heard Clarke say as she walked up next to me "You realize this is only a day trip." She said.
I continued to watch Rayne walk away from us heading back towards the Drop Ship. "A lot can happen in a day." I explained to Clarke.
"Why don't you just tell her what happened Bellamy?" She said to me, "Then maybe she can stop making me feel like I need to sleep with one eye open."
"Yea, I'm sure she'd understand." I told her as I pushed past her and began to walk towards the gate of the camp.
"She would. She'd realize there is nothing going on between us. You not telling her is why she is acting this way to you." I stopped and turned to face Clarke once we were out of the camp.
"Oh just like you've gone and told her what happened Clarke?" I said staring at her intently. She looked away from me and towards the woods. "Exactly, didn't think so." I mocked her. "Let's go." I said taking off.
Rayne's Point of View
I looked over at Octavia once I walked back into the drop ship. "So are you two over?" She asked me.
I shrugged, "Who knows honestly. I mean I want to take him back but I refuse to let him think him being a liar to the one person who backed him and supported him every day since we landed… is ok." I said scrunching my face up in anger.
"Hey, Miller," I heard shout up the ladder Octavia pulled me back into the shadow's of the room. "Roma's parents are waiting for you on the radio." I looked over at her knowing exactly what she was planning on doing.
Once we watched Miller climb down the ladder and head out of the drop ship, Octavia took my wrist and lead me out of the corner and towards the ladder. "We have to hurry." She said.
"I would like to see Miller try to tell me what to do considering Bellamy can't even do that much anymore." I told her as she rolled her eyes and began to climb up the ladder.
Once up the ladder Octavia explained to him that I was on my way up as well. "Hey, we don't have a lot of time. I brought up Rayne… remember her?" She asked as I came up through the hatch.
"Hey." I said to him softly as she began to as I closed the hatch behind me.
"I brought you some more water." She said to him as she opened up a small water sack and began to let him drink it. "It's good right?" She asked him turning to me.
"Bellamy actually let you clean up all his wounds?" She asked me.
"There's a difference between being allowed and doing what I want." I smiled at her as she grinned.
"I will still never forgive any of them." She told me.
"Neither do you have to." I told her softly.
"I'm sorry I haven't seen you since everything happened. At least they let Rayne up here to feed you and clean the wounds." She said, "That much I am thankful for." She smiled over at me continuing to give him water.
"My brother has been keeping me away." She sighed letting him finish the water. "He's a total dick, which you probably already figured out." She sighed closing the water satchel.
He chuckled softly, "You do understand me. I knew it." She said with a smile. "I told you he does." She looked at me causing the grounder to turn and face me.
"I wouldn't tell anyone. Trust me, I have no one to tell anything too anymore." I sighed moving closer to the two of them.
Octavia took off her jacket and moved over to the pot of water next to her. "Here, at least let me get you cleaned up a bit." She said as she rung out the rag and began to rub the dirt and blood off his abs, causing me to turn and look away slightly, "This is all my fault because I freaked out so bad when you locked us up in that cave." She stuttered.
"Include me in that Octavia. You weren't the only one there… it was my fault too. I should have took charge and calmed you down." She looked at me softly smiling.
"But it was me who freaked out Ray, you were calm the whole time I was the one who panicked." She said.
"Stop." I told her placing my hand on her shoulder. "Don't do this to yourself because of what they did to him."
"You'd totally understand why I freaked out if you knew how I grew up." She said turning to him. I smiled softly at her watching her clean up his face. She was attracted to him. I knew she was because we both felt attached to him for him saving our lives. However Octavia I could tell felt responsible for him, she felt for him on a level I probably could only describe as a form of love.
"My name is Lincon." He told her before turning to me and nodding softly.
She stared up at him intently as he turned his attention from me to her. "Lincon." She said firmly as he nodded to her.
"I'm Octavia. That's Rayne." I chuckled softly, she'd told him both our names a great number of times. It was only know either of us had been introduced to him.
I wouldn't speak to him, not because I didn't want to but because this was for her. Octavia needed something someone to feel something other than hatred for. She needed something or someone to make her happy again. Like she was with Atom.
Maybe Lincon was her way back to life, I at one point thought maybe that person was Jasper but he had started becoming quite crazy since what happened to him. Since we were brought back to the camp he hasn't been the same. I know he loves her but I couldn't tell if she ever returned those feelings.
"Well, is that it?" She asked him moving her face closer to his. "Is that all you're gonna say?"
"Octavia, sweets… give him some time." I told her softly.
"It's not safe for us to talk." He told her as he looked to me, "They are always listening." He told me as I nodded.
I knew exactly what he meant, he was talking about Miller, Murphy, Conner and Drew. Bellamy's gang of merry men, not that Murphy was bad he was actually becoming the same sweet heart he was before the whole thing with Wells went down. How he was whenever he was just around me.
"Well, if we shouldn't talk, then why did you tell us your name?" She asked him.
"I want you both to remember me." He told her, "After I'm dead." He told her catching my attention.
"Don't say that." I said quickly. "You're not gonna die." She pleaded to him.
"Please, Rayne. Tell him he's not going to die." She begged me.
"I wont let them kill you." I told him as Octavia took hold of my hand.
"Octavia…" He said softly causing her to hold my hand tighter. "This." He paused. "This only ends one way."
"No," She began to cry, "No... Just talk to them."
"Tell them your not the enemy." She told him as he turned to face me as I lowered my head. I already knew what his response was going to be. I knew it was true he was our enemy, and maybe he would always be there to protect Octavia and possibly me… but there was no way his people would let any of us stay alive.
"I am." He told her his voice steady. Miller soon emerged through the hatch in the floor. "Octavia, Rayne, Get the hell out now."
Octavia walked over and picked up her jacket pulling it over her shoulders. I stayed exactly where I was standing my eyes steady on Lincon as his eyes stay directly on me, I looked at him moving closer whispering loud enough for him to hear me.
"We will get you out of here." I told him as he nodded slightly before straitening up and staring straight forward again like he usually did.
"Bellamy's not even here." Octavia began to say to him as he tried moving me out of the way. "Get out, or he gets the beating I've been aching to give him."
"You do that, and I'll give you the beating he's been aching to give you." I snarled at him causing Miller to look at me harshly.
"Rayne, don't test me." He said.
"Ok, Ok, we get it. We're gone." Octavia told him as she took me by my arm and began to move me away. I climbed down the ladder and waiting for Octavia to join me at the bottom. She and I began to walk away from the drop ship and went to an area where no one was.
"We have to get him out of here Ray, they're going to kill him the first chance they get." She told me.
"We will get him out, we just have to find a way to do it…" I sighed.