Rachel's P.O.V
I'm currently on my way over to Santana's house. I've been dreading this all week. But it's worth 15% so I just have to suck it up and go. I mean how bad could it be.
I let my whole bad girl act drop, I was getting tried of all the leather, it was starting to break me out in rashes. I guess Quinn was right, people don't change that much. Speaking of Quinn, I've kinda been avoiding her all week. After the whole date thing I've been afraid to face her, not to mention the comment that Kurt made. He still won't tell me what's going on between them.
As I walked up to Santana's house, I could hear someone shouting in Spanish from inside. I was about to knock when someone opened the door and ran into me. Knocking me onto the ground with the person on top of me.
"I'm so sorry, I didn't know anyone was ou...oh it's you berry." Santana says while getting off of me and offering me a hand up.
"Yeah, just me. Are you okay?" I asks, I could see that she had been crying because her eyes were all red and puffy.
"Yeah! Why wouldn't I be?" She snaps at me.
"Never mind then. Wanna go to my place instead?" I ask and she nods. We both walk in silence, occasionally I could hear Santana stifling but I didn't ask if she was ok. She clearly didn't want to talk about it.
"Do you want a drink or anything. My dads will be home soon, so they can make us some snacks. I'm not much of a cook." I say as we walk into my kitchen, the walls were bare, cause we are currently in the middle of re-decorating.
"Some water would be nice. You guys re-decorating?" She says while taking a seat at the breakfast bar.
"Yep. We started in the bedrooms. Which I was thankful for, pink walls with teddy bears everywhere just doesn't cut it with me anymore." I say and she giggles a little. "Here ya go!" I say while placing the glass in front of her.
"Thanks." She says and we both sit there in an uncomfortable silence. Until my phone starts to ring. Who the hell is this?
"Excuse me for a minute." I say getting up and she simply nods in reply. "Hello?" I ask once I answer the phone.
"Hey Rachel! It's Quinn, Kurt gave me your number, I hope that's okay." She says.
"Yeah that's fine. How's the project going?" I ask.
"Fine, how's Santana? Have you two tried to kill each other yet?" She asks while giggling a little.
"No...now that you mention it she hasn't even insulted me today. Maybe she's sick or something." I say.
"Is she being all quiet?" She asks.
"Yeah as a matter of fact she is. Why what does that mean?" I ask.
"Promise you won't tell her I said anything?" She asks.
"Yeah I promise. What is it?" I ask.
"Since she came out her mom hasn't really been the most supportive, sometimes she gets really angry and tells Santana that she's a disgrace and worthless..."
I interrupt her.
"So she does the same thing that she did to me and you!" I snap.
"Yeah...but imagine that coming from one of your dads." She says to me. It does really suck, when I came out to my dads they were fine with it, more than fine. I think they kinda expected it to be like that, ya know because of my extra baggage.
"You've got a point there. I should get going, I've left Santana alone in my kitchen so I should probably get back to her." I say.
"Can me and Kurt call round later. Maybe we could all take a break together!" Quinn suggests.
"Sure. Text me when you guys are on your way. Bye Quinn." I say, smiling when I say her name. God why does she have this effect on me. I have no idea how I'm getting through this 'date' tomorrow night.
"Bye rachie!" She says excitedly before hanging up.
"Sorry about that! Quinn was just checking in on us!" I say taking a seat facing her.
"You not us! If she wanted to know how I was she would have called or texted me!" Santana snaps at me.
"It doesn't matter who she called, she's coming over soon with Kurt for a break." I say to her.
"I'm sure lady Hummel is loving being partnered with Q!" Santana says while pulling her book out of her bag.
"What's that meant to mean?" I ask while doing the same.
"Lady Hummel didn't tell you?" She asks and I shake my head. "Wow, Quinn outed him to the entire school!" She says. She did what!
"What! Why did she do that!" I snap at Santana.
"She wanted to show coach that she could be a bitch if need be." She says.
"Poor Kurt." I say mostly to myself.
"Yeah..." She says looking sad again.
"You calling him names doesn't help him!" I snap at her.
"I know...I'm sorry for all the times I called you names in pre-school and for the last couple of days." She says quietly.
"You really hurt me Santana...I cried myself to sleep most nights after what you said to me." I admit to her.
"I feel that way sometimes now." She admits.
"I heard someone shouting in Spanish when I came to your house earlier..." I say to her and she nods.
"My mom. She hasn't really been the same since I came out to her. It's like she's angry at God cause she got stuck with the gay kid." She says tearing up a little.
"I'm sorry...my grandma is like that, she completely ignored by daddy until I was born, she treated me like her little princess, until my dads told her abou...never mind. Let's us say that she doesn't even acknowledged the fact that she has a son or a granddaughter anymore." I tell her.
"I'm sorry...I just want her to be proud of me, ya know." She says.
"You think she'd be proud if she found out how you treat people who are different...just like you." I say to her.
"She'd probably disown me...I go into school everyday telling myself that today will be different and that I won't be an ass to anyone. But then I see everyone looking at me, scared to walk anywhere near me. Then that reminds me that I'm the schools bitch, I'm not a person that's nice to anyone. If I were to walk in a be nice to someone, I would be sent straight to the nurses office." She says and I giggle at the last bit.
"Yeah but if you keep coming back and doing the same thing, people will realise that you've changed. Like right now, your being nice and I know that it real. That it's not just a front, at least I hope not." I say and she smiles.
"Thanks berry. We should probably get some work done." She says smiling.
After working straight for an hour or so, I finally got a text from Quinn telling me that her and Kurt were on their way over. Me and Santana were sitting on the sofa still working when Quinn and Kurt walked in with pizza boxes.
"Hey we got pizza!" Quinn says excitedly.
"I can see that, need help?" I ask.
"Yes please." She says so I grab the boxes off of Kurt and follow her into the kitchen. Leaving Santana and Kurt in the living room. "How was working with Santana?" Quinn asks while looking for plates.
"It was fine after we talked." I say while lifting a slice of pizza out of the box and taking a bite out of it.
"You guys talked?!" She asks sounding surprised.
"Yeah, don't look so surprised Q!" I say while putting my finger under her chin to life it up a bit.
"Don't you start with the Q shit too now!" She says.
"I wouldn't dream of it..." I say while looking into her eyes. Wow I never realised how pretty her eyes are.
"Rachel?" She asks quietly.
"Yeah..." I reply.
"About tomorrow...you know I have a boyfriend right." She says, wow wait a ruin the moment.
"Yeah and I have a girlfriend. Can't two friends hang out anymore." I say, trying not to sound hurt at the fact that she's dating someone else.
"I thought you didn't want to be friends anymore..." She says.
"What idiot said that?" I say.
"You! When you went through your little leather wearing badass phase!" She says.
"Yeah well I was just mad at my dads mostly." I admit to her.
"It's okay I forgive you rachie!" She says while pulling me in for a hug.
"I missed you Quinnie, I know I didn't say that when I came back and I should have." I admit to her.
"I knew you did! We should get this pizza in there before it gets cold." She says while lifting two of the boxes and the plates. Leaving me to grab the drinks and the last pizza box.
"Took you long enough!" Santana snaps when I walk into the room.
"You want pizza or not?" I snap back, while lifting the pizza away from her.
"Yes! Sorry, just give me pizza berry!" She says while jumping up to take the pizza off of me.
"You guys get much work done?" Quinn asks Santana mostly.
"A bit. I think we might get half of it done tonight. Do you wanna hang out tomorrow and finish it?" Santana asks me.
"I'm busy tomorrow night, how about Saturday?" I ask, while partly looking past her at Quinn.
"Sounds like a plan!" She says before taking a bite out of the slice in her hand. Why didn't Quinn tell her that we were hanging out?
We all sat, ate and worked in our groups until my dads came home at 11. After Kurt and Santana left my dads invited Quinn to stay the night, because she mentioned to them that her parents were both working late.
After getting changed into our pjs, in separate rooms might I add. We both found each other in my room, looking at my bed.
"I like what you've done with the room." She says while looking around and taking a seat on the bed.
"Thanks, I still have to put up some of my old wicked posters. I took them down during my 'I hate everything that doesn't have half naked women on it' phase. Hence why there is a lot of women on motorbikes posters in here." I say while leaning on my desk.
"How's your girlfriend?" She asks quietly, almost like she was jealous.
"She's okay, she's actually coming down for a visit next weekend." I say to her.
"She is?" She asks.
"Yep. She can't wait to meet you. My dads told her all about when we were younger." I say.
"Oh. I can't wait to meet her too!" She says sounding fake excited.
"We should probably get some sleep. You take the bed and I'll take the sofa." I say while getting up to leave. She also gets up and grabs my arm.
"No! You can stay in here with me, I mean we've slept together before." She says.
"Umm...okay. Right or left?" I ask.
"I kinda sleep in the middle." She says.
"Umm okay. I think I can live with that." I say while climbing into the bed. Moving over as much as I could so I wasn't touching Quinn.
"I don't bite ya know!" She says.
"I know, I just like to sleep by myself in my own little corner." I say to her.
"Whatever you say!" She says giggling at me.
"Goodnight Quinnie." I say while yawning.
"Goodnight rachie!" She says while leaning over to kiss my cheek.
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