I'm finding it really hard to name these chapters, so if you guys have any good ideas for chapter names private message me, as always please remember to live me a review and tell me what you think, enjoy!
Quinn's P.O.V
I guess I might as get used to kissing Finn again, I was going to do it I really was. But then my mom kept on going on and on about prom and I saw how my dad got on well with Finn, me being with Finn just makes life easier...maybe if I explain it to Rachel like that then we will be fine...I hope.
"Surprise!" Finn pushes me off of him and onto the floor, that's when I hear two people laughing...wait I know that laugh, I turn around on the floor to see Rachel standing there.
"Quinn?" She asks, her smile fading away from her face.
"Rach..." Is all I manage to say before she storms out. "Shit, Rachel wait!" I get up and run after her, I manage to reach her as she's getting into her car that was parked a few doors down.
"What the hell was that Quinn? What happened to I'm breaking up eight him?" Rachel shouts at me once I reach her.
"Rach I can't, he came over to my house then my mom kept talking about prom and my dad kept talking about football and Finn and I just couldn't do it." I stop to take a much needed breathe.
"So what about us then?" She asks, I can see tears starting to form in her eyes.
"We just have to lay low..." I say in a gentle whisper.
"Lay low?" She asks, talking to herself mostly.
"Yeah...just until we can get out of this town." I take a step closer to Rachel and move my hand so that it touches hers slightly.
"Quinn I don't want to be your second choice, I don't mind being your secret as long as you're not with anyone else, but what you're asking me to do right now...I just can't, have fun with Finn...I'm done." She says moving away from me to get in her car. I stand on Finns neighbour's grass watching as she speeds out of the street.
I hate myself for what I've done to her; giving her false hope, leading her on, lying to her. I wish that I lived in a place were I could be with Rachel, a place were my dad was gone and things were good. I don't think I'll be able to go to that place at all now that I've ruined things between me and Rachel.
"What was that all about?" Finn asks as I walk back into the living room.
"It was nothing, I just told Rachel that I would hang out with her today, then you came over, so I lied to her and told her that I wasn't feeling too good. So now she's pissed that I lied to her." I lie to him, well most of its lie except for the last bit Rachel is pissed at me for lying to her about us and Finn.
"Oh, well I'm hungry who wants pizza?" Finn asks while standing up. "Vegan special and meat feast sound good?" He asks, looking at me and Kurt to see if that's what we want.
"Sounds good to me." Kurt says, before returning to his magazine.
"I could eat a slice or two." I smile at him.
"Great! I'll be back soon." He quickly heads out the door, leaving me and Kurt alone. Rachel is bound to have told him about last night, I wonder if he'll tell Finn.
"Rach seemed pretty upset..." He says without looking at me.
"Yeah well you know Rachel, she's such a drama queen sometimes." I say feeling bad for talking about Rachel like this, I know she had every right to react the way we did I know if she give me that option I wouldn't be so happy, but I would like to think that I would still try and be with her.
"The funny thing is she never mentioned that she was going to be hanging out with you...and here I thought she told me everything." He says, shifting his eyes to me.
"Everything?" I ask, gulping slightly.
"Yeah, like when she came over today she wouldn't stop talking about this chick that she got together with last night and how they fucked all night." He says while putting the magazine down on his lap. I can't believe she said that!
"Okay that did not happen! All we did was kiss and share a bed!" I shout at him. Wait did I really just say that?! Quickly I put my hand up to my mount to keep anything else from coming out.
"I knew it was you!" He says standing up.
"Kurt please don't say anything to Finn, he can't know about this." I plead with him.
"You told Rachel you were going to break up with him so why do you care?" He asks while folding his arms.
"I couldn't go through with it okay. You don't know what my dad would do if he found out about me and Rachel." I say while taking a seat on the arm of the chair.
"Calm down, I'll keep your stupid secret...as long as you do me something." Kurt says while taking a seat next to me.
"What is it, I'll do anything." I plead with him.
"Stay away from Rachel okay, she really liked you and this is going to hurt her so much." He says, before picking his magazine up again.
"Kurt I do..."
"I'm home! Who ready for some pizza?" Finn shouts as he walks into the house with two pizzas in hand.
Rachel's P.O.V
When I got home I stormed straight up the stairs, ignoring everything my dads tried to say to me and slammed my door so hard that the picture frames on my wall shook. I looked up at them, me and Quinn at wicked, me and Quinn at my birthday party, more me and Quinn and more me and Quinn. How did I manage to let this girl take over my life so much?! Without thinking I quickly throw the pictures onto the floor and stand on them.
"Rachel what's going on in here?" My daddy comes running in after hearing the glass break.
"She choose him daddy..." I say before breaking down into tears. My daddy quickly moves over and wraps his arms around me.
(Two days later)
I've been ignoring everyone all weekend, Quinn has tried to call me a few times and Kurt even came over here after calling me non stop, but I didn't see him. All I want to do is stay in bed until graduation and then leave this place.
"Rachel honey it's time to get ready for school." My daddy says after opening my door. He takes one look into the dark room and shakes he's head. "Rach you can't go on like this..." He says while opening the curtains. I flinch as the light explodes into my room.
"She was the one person I let see all of me...and she just left, she choose someone else." I say while sitting up slightly on the bed.
"Sweetie your dad and I were talking last night about Quinn's situation, do you still want us to help?" He asks while taking a seat on my bed.
"As much as I hate her at the minute, I still don't want her dad to be doing that to her so yeah...you guys should still help her." I say while sitting up against the headboard.
"I'll let your dad know, now get up!" He gently slaps my leg before leaving my room.
"Here goes nothing..." I say to myself while getting out of bed and heading for the shower.
