She put a diary on a console. It was risky but she believed it wasn't too early for that. She hoped she get coordination's right. Doctor's library was perfect place to start looking for a new adventures. But she surprised even herself with just deciding to stop for a while. She sat lazy for hours in a big comfy chair drinking tea and reading. Yes, she broke out of The Library and was spending her time in another one. Talk about perversity of faith. She wasn't sure why she was here. Was she afraid of another almost death? Or that this time it won't be almost? Doctor heaven knows why hid himself somewhere and Old Box thought it would be best not to interrupt him. For now at least. She could wait. No more being in the wrong order. Now they have all the time in the world.

-Breaking in here was a huge mistake. I don't know how you managed to do that but you should know that you can't surprise Doctor twice. And I almost caught you last time. I don't know what you want but if you ruin my fez again…

Doctor stopped in midsentence and air almost cracked with electricity when TARDIS felt anger of her thief. Without doubt there was a speech coming.

-That's enough. I hoped we could find solution fella. Part our ways in peace. You know? But you force me to do things I don't want to do, you force me to be aggressive, and I don't like being aggressive or forced into anything. So please before your end comes tell me. Please, tell me why. Why did you take the most stupid step in your whole life and dared to touch the only thing in time and space that neither past, future or present god wouldn't dare to touch knowing that my revenge will be very, very clever and painful. How dare you touch that diary?!
- Two things sweetie. Firstly, last time I checked I was still a woman – no some fella. Of course I don't deny breaking and entering. And it's my diary and YOU are not allowed to touch it. Not that I don't appreciate how dedicated you sounded to protecting it. You really are sentimental idiot.
-River! But how... you… me… CAL… you… that chair… Oh I get it now. You are a hallucination. I'm finally insane. I knew it was coming. Sooner or later. I'd prefer later but you can't choose the time when you will go whacko…

He started babbling and she needed to stop him right now. Well it wasn't the first thing she had on mind when she will get chance to touch him again. But situation demanded it. So she slapped him.

- Ouch! What was that for?!
- I only wanted to assure you that you aren't insane and I'm really here.
-Couldn't you do something nicer?
-I thought that showing you immediately was our priority. – she said innocently.
- If that was the case you wouldn't be smirking that way.
-Oh sweetie. You underestimate me. – River took step forward. Now their breaths were mingling. She looked him straight into eyes and said.
- And that may be your biggest mistake. – with that she kissed him. With all she had. She put everything in that kiss. Anger, joy, longing. Perhaps it was too much for him to bear or maybe he still believed she was hallucination but the important thing was that she kissed him and he fainted.

Looking at him was hard. He changed. Not his face per se but… He still was the Doctor. He just didn't seem to be the man she married. He had even more demons than before. For him Darillium couldn't be earlier than few weeks ago but maybe for him she was dead from their first meeting. Was that possible that he never loved her? That their relationship was a lie? He was just thanking her for saving him and Donna Noble. After all he never did say goodbye to her. Well that laid shadow on her plan. She doesn't want to bound him to herself because of guilt and him feeling responsible for not saving her. It'd made both of them miserable. She needed to be strong. He mustn't see her pain. So she needed to calm down before he wakes up. Yes, still passed out on a floor. How childish of him. He wasn't that bad even that time in Vienna when…

-I see you are conscious now. Are you going to stand up anytime soon?
-Nope. I'm good here. I think I'm gonna lay here for a minute or so. – he crossed his arms over head and lay on them.
-How did you even managed to leave? I tried everything… everything… River, my River… It's… -

Doctor stopped and sat abruptly. He looked really pale and scared. Like he was going to sword fight with pencil and not sonic pencil even just regular one. Finally he swallowed and said so quiet that she almost didn't catch his words.

-We have to tell your parents and Amy will kill me.