Hello everybody if you are still reading this story. :) This chapter is for Kate a very good friend of mine who is simply fantastic. :D And patient with me and nice enough to not to try to kill me for all my whining and all other crazy things I've been doing recently. You are an angel. Really, really. So here we go.

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-No we don't. I mean I've just got back. I'm not ready… I just…
-Are you weak? You feel unwell? You want me to go out of vortex? Is it bad for your health?
-No… I… Wouldn't that be too hard? For all of us. I mourned them. And they… - she paused and asked with worry at his look:
-Doctor?
-It's nothing but they sort of didn't. I mean they would but I sort of never had time to tell them. There was never a good moment.
-You didn't tell them?! You didn't tell my parents I was dead?! That's cold. Even for you.
-In the Library you said you didn't have many family left. So I thought It would happen after their… you know… and after all is for the best. They needn't have to worry. Since you are back and all… right?
- I still think we should wait before talking with them.
-Wait. It's strong in your blood, isn't it? The need to wait. You Ponds always want to wait. It's brilliant. You are all, but I still don't get how you manage that… but I guess we could wait.
-Don't get me wrong sweetie but I'd rather wait alone. I only wanted to take some of my things and see you. Show you that I'm not longer… inside that. Everything is so hard. So different now. But still in a way the same. There is so many things I need to understand before everything will be ok again.
-Yeah. Of course. If that's what you want. But If you need me you know for anything…
-I know. I probably should…

And then the whole TARDIS shake abruptly y .

-What… what was that?
-It's TARDIS.
-Thank you Mr. Obvious! We are in vortex it must be TARDIS because there is nothing else in here! What have you done to her? Hmm? You were tinkering with something you shouldn't am I right, or am I right? How could you fly her back and forth across the universe and still have no bloody idea how to do that properly?
- It's not me! – Doctor protested. – It's her! You know her. Sometimes she get her moods. Like that time in Vienna in the 19th century. Wait you know about Vienna? Wait don't answer it. You know. You couldn't have done Library… How? I mean you were an echo River. I've tried everything. I failed. Every time. Again and again. It doesn't make sense. Unless…

River stopped him before next crazy speech.

-No. I'm not an illusion, hallucination, Ganger, Cyberman, Teselecta, or any other robot!

That man. He flustered her so much that sometimes she wanted to scream, and it wasn't the good kind of scream this time. So she screamed at him just to calm herself down.

-Easy. Easy. I believe you. I think. How could you swear like that in Gallifreyan by the way? Even I can't do it like that. Are you going to explain who teached you that?
-No. I'm not going to. It's not on my 'to do list'. Could you just open that box and let me out, please?
-No. I mean I'd love to. Really. But you know it doesn't work like that. It's safety protocol. We are moving but the TARDIS has closed herself. No way in, no way out. We have to wait until she lets us out.
-She let us out? And how long it will be?
-River. You know her… I could try to guess where she might land but she will change her route. We have to wait. But if you want to be alone I will get lose somewhere. There is a lot of rooms in here. I won't bother you.

And with that he left her in the control room. She missed a bit the moments when he was so worried he would never let her out of his sight. But now he trusted her. Does that mean that they are linear now? And what does he mean telling that Amy will kill him?

He wasn't sure if he was crazy enough already to believe that. There were many who would try to trick him like that, but she was here. He wanted it to be true. Not one of his rare dreams. River. His River. Impossible Professor Song. Brave Melody Pond. His beautiful wife. But how? How could she be back. He lost her so long ago. Even before he understood how lucky he was to have her. How much he loved her. He often told his companions about these impossible situations. About miracles. It looked like this time finally after all this time he has gotten one. And he couldn't ask for better one.

His thoughts were interrupted by someone entering room.

- You must really be freaked out because of this situation. You NEVER use your study.
- You know what they say about saying never. For example someone once told me that I'll never get my wife back.
-Well then it looks there is another thing to say then 'Sometimes even Doctor is wrong'. And I've got help. That will be my last secret. I can't tell you. Not this. You are stubborn and impatient you will try to rush things up. And then the plan will fall. It will be too early. I won't be ready.
-Right. But it will be last one.
-So if we are stabile now and TARDIS still hasn't landed… Do you have any books outside your library?
-Books?! I thought you'll have enough of them for eternity give or take four days. What books do you need? Oh, no. I know that look. You are about to say 'Spoilers'. No more secrets. You promised.
-Only that last one. And it's part of it.