A/N: Hi everyone. I'm so sorry for being AWOL for so long. Since I last posted a lot has happened. The Prince and the Witch: A Divergent Fairy Tale, I've updated Divergent Guardian, I've finished You And Me Against the World and I started writing something new. For now it's a work in progress and I'll post it as a Divergent modern day story, but it can easily be rewritten to be original. Actually, it is original, the names of the characters are the only Divergent thing about it and a couple of terms. But more to that later. Enjoy this new chapter of Conquer Yourself.

Tobias' POV

We must have fallen asleep, because the only light source in the room is the fireplace. I look to my right where Tris is snuggled against me under the covers. She looks peaceful and happy and I'm glad that I was the one bringing that smile to her face.

I can't believe we finally did it. No. We didn't just do it. This was different. We didn't just have sex. We made love. The few other times I was with a girl can't be compared to what I shared with Tris. That was just sex with those other girls, no real feelings. But with Tris things are different. I joked that I acted like the virgin, but in a way I was. This was the first time I was intimate with someone that I love.

I look at the fire again and realize it's almost going out. I manage to get out of bed without waking this sweet angel that I can call mine and rush over to put a few logs in heating the cabin up again. I watch the flames dance and I smile to myself. Tris is it for me. I don't care how young we are. She is my best friend, my confidant, my partner, my lover, my soul mate. I couldn't imagine anyone else filling that position.

I'm so lost in my thoughts that I don't even hear Tris get out of bed and coming to where I sit in front of the fireplace.

"It's too cold to sit here naked," she says sitting down next to me and holding the comforter she is wearing around her shoulders up so that I can put it around me too. I smile and kiss her and she snuggles close to me for warmth.

"Thank you, babe," I tell her.

"You're welcome. So, you already bored with me and decided to be entertained by the fire?" she asks looking at the fireplace, but I know she's messing with me.

"Yeah, you fell asleep immediately and I got bored just lying there," I joke.

"Not true," she says looking up at me with her beautiful gray-blue eyes. "You were out before me. I even played with your hair while you were asleep."

"Ah, now I get while my hair is so messy," I say and kiss her cheek. We remain like this for a while, me holding her with one arm and she resting her head on my shoulder. "That was incredible," I say. I don't have to say what, she knows.

"Yeah, was okay," she teases. "I hope I wasn't too rough, I mean it was your first time after all," she says and looks at me.

"You were very sweet and gentle. Thank you," I say and kiss her lips. When we part I feel very warm and pull her onto my lap. She sits down facing me and I kiss her again. I never wanted to kiss anyone as much as I want to kiss her. It's like I'm an addict and she is my drug of choice. "But seriously, Tris, that was incredible. I had sex before, but what we shared wasn't sex, it was love. Thank you for that," I tell her.

"It was, wasn't it?" she asks playing with my hair again.

"Did it hurt?" I ask her.

"A little, but I had worse. Besides I knew it was coming and I wanted this, I wanted us to be together. Thank you for being so patient and caring throughout this time," she says laying her head on my shoulder as she absentmindedly traces my jaw line with her right index finger.

"I would have waited twice as long or more if that's what you needed. I don't want you to do things you are not comfortable with just for my sake."

"I know and same goes for you. Deal?"

"Deal." I hold her close to me, rubbing her back and inhaling her scent. "Tris?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you very much," I tell her.

"I love you, too."

We sit there in front of the fire for a long while enjoying the warmth and tranquility, but more importantly each other's company. I think of my life so far. My childhood wasn't the best, it wasn't the worst either, but with my father being abusive toward my mother and me it sure left a mark. I always felt damaged because of that. But the way Tris looks at me, touches me, kisses me I feel whole and worthy. She has no idea the impact she had on me. She is so brave and strong without even trying. She loves so fiercely and with such passion that you can literally feel the love radiate from her body. It's intoxicating, inspiring. I vow that I will always do everything I can to keep that fire inside her burning, whatever the cost. She deserves it. I will protect her, no matter what. I will hold her when she cries. I will heal her when she's hurt. I will love her when she doubts herself. I will cry for her when she's too exhausted. And I will live for her so that she won't ever give up. I didn't know what it meant to love someone that you would consider dying for that person until I met her. The love I feel for her is like a living organism inside me, growing every day, getting stronger and demanding more attention. I can only hope that she feels the same. But if I know one thing about Beatrice Prior that's that she loves unconditionally and truly. With her it's what you see is what you get. No tricks, no make-up, no disguise. She is real, honest, kind. I'm the luckiest son of the bitch to ever walk this earth.

"What are you humming?" she asks amused and startles me.

"What?"

"You were humming something. What was it?" she asks looking at me with those beautiful eyes of hers.

"Uhm, I don't know. I didn't even notice I did it," I say truthfully. She starts humming and I think I recognize the song. "Ah, it's Right Here by Ashes Remain. It's one of the songs on your CD. It's my favorite, it reminds me so much of you," I tell her. I didn't even notice that I started humming that song, but I shouldn't be surprised. When I heard it for the first time after Tris told me about Everest it was like the singer sang about her and me. I decide to sing it to her. I don't have the best singing voice, but I still sound better than her. I chuckle.

"What?" she asks curious.

"Do you want me to sing it to you?" I ask her.

"Yes." I start singing the first verses and when I get to the chorus I turn her so that we can face each other.

"I'll be right here now, to hold you when the sky falls down. I will always be the One who took your place. When the rain falls I won't let go. I'll be right here," I sing and she starts smiling widely. I continue the song and watch her as she understands why I've been humming this particular song. It's like a promise I make to her and to myself. "I'll show you how to live again and heal the brokenness within. Let me love you when you come undone." I see as tears gather in her eyes and when I reach to wipe them away she shakes her head and I let them fall. "When daybreak seems so far away reach for my hand," I sing and grab both of hers in mine holding them over my heart. "I'll be right here." When I'm finished she launches herself at me and holds me tightly to her naked body. I wrap my arms around her, loving the feel of skin on skin and inhaling the unique scent that is Tris.

"I love you so much, Tobias. That was wonderful," she says as she pulls away slightly to look me in the eyes. "No one ever did something so beautiful for me," she says.

"It's not my song," I say a little shy and rub the back of my neck.

"I know that," she chuckles. "You picked this song and all the others and made that CD. Every song means something, but more importantly it means that you know me. The real me. And now you serenaded me," she says in awe.

"It was nothing really."

"Yeah, it was. Thank you. And message received," she says. "But you have to know that the same goes for you. I will always be here for you, whenever you need me."

"I know. I love you," I say and capture her lips in a sweet, tender kiss, that soon grows passionate and we switch our sitting positions to lying down. I sprawled the blanket on the wooden floor to keep her warm and hover over her. She gives me a slight nod and I make love to her a second time today.

We decided to try out the hot tub. Tris put up some scented candles while I made sure the fire wouldn't go out. I sit inside it and Tris sits in front of me between my parted legs and her back against my chest. I casually play with her breasts and she giggles when I tickle her. Our peace and quiet however is interrupted when her phone rings. We both groan in frustration since we enjoyed the warm, relaxing water. She picks it up and shows me who is calling. Scott. Why does this guy have to call now?

"Hey, Scott," Tris says friendly. "No, I'm not home. Went hiking with Four," she says and turns her head to look at me and smiles. "None of your God damn business," she barks into the phone. "Scott," she says sternly. "Alright. Four and I fuck our brains out. Satisfied?" she yells and my eyes widen. "You are a piece of shit, Scott Fisher," she says. "No, I've changed my mind. Because. I want to stay put for now. I don't care if you believe that or not. Don't be a dick. You suck. Stop laughing. I'm hanging up now. Bye." She puts her phone down and leans back on me with a sigh.

"Dare I ask?"

"He wanted to know if I'm still planning on going to Argentina later this year. I told him no."

"What about the fucking part?" I ask with a chuckle.

"Oh, that. He teased me that I just dragged you with me hiking to snuggle you. So, I told him we were fucking and obviously he didn't believe me," she says with a little laugh.

"You are something, you know that?"

"Of course, I do," she says with a smug grin.

"And for the record we're not fucking, we're making sweet love," I correct her earlier statement.

"I know that, but Scott doesn't have to know," she says and we both laugh. "I almost don't want to leave."

"Me neither, but we still have tomorrow," I tell her and kiss her temple.

"Yeah. Hey, Tobias."

"Yeah?"

"How about we stay here until Monday morning? I don't have to return the key until Monday afternoon. What do you say?"

"What do you think I'm going to say?" I ask and lick her earlobe, eliciting a moan from her. I smirk. I love the way she responds to my caresses and kisses. I love that I can make her feel good.

"I think you are a very naughty boy, Mr. Eaton," she says and abruptly turns around and straddles my hips. She positions herself almost expertly above me and the next thing I know is we are both moving in sync toward this wonderland we've discovered only a few hours ago.

It is passed midnight when we snuggle together under the warm comforter whispering sweet nothings to each other. I can't believe that this is even happening. Each time I hold her in my arms it's like the first and yet I feel like I know this girl, no, this woman, like she is a part of me. That's not entirely true. Tris is a part of me the same way I am a part of her and nothing will ever change that. I loved her before, but now I love her even more. I must have made a sound because she looks up at me with a questioning look on her face.

"What are you thinking about?" she asks, her voice barely above a whisper.

"You, me, us," I answer and she smiles. Her slender finger traces my jaw line before it settles on my lips. I kiss the tip of it, unable to keep myself from doing that. It's silly, but I don't care. I love being silly with her.

"You looked so far away."

"I was thinking that our love changed. It was attraction at first, then infatuation, then real, deep feelings developed and now I'm absolutely sure this is real love that will last forever," I say. I know this is a bold claim, but I want her to know how I feel and what I think of our relationship. She remains silent and for a moment I think I overstepped some boundary or assumed too much too early. But then she smiles that angelic smile of hers and I crash my lips over hers.

"Our love is like the first law of thermodynamics," she says and I raise an eyebrow. "Think about it. Energy can't neither be created nor destroyed, it can only transform. Our love is the same. It changed gradually and adapted to the current state of our relationship," she explains. That's a bit of a stretch, but I can't find it in me to say anything when she's so adorable. I lean in and kiss her again. If I could freeze any given moment in time it would be this one.

The next morning I wake up with Tris lying on top of me. She is wide awake and straddling my hips. I smile at her and she smiles back.

"Morning, beautiful," I say and realize how hoarse my voice is.

"Morning, handsome," she replies and kisses me. "How did you sleep?" she asks smoothing down my hair.

"Best sleep ever," I answer and pull her closer to me. She lays her head on my chest and we both enjoy the closeness. It seems like a lifetime ago that we made love for the first time and yet it hasn't been even twenty four hours. I rub her back and feel her smile against my skin.

"Is it bad that I don't ever want to leave this cabin?" she asks and turns her head so that we can look at each other.

"No. I wish we could stay here forever," I tell her honestly.

"But we can't," she says with a frown.

"No. But it doesn't matter. As long as we're together everything else is just scenery," I say and she chuckles.

"I love you."

"I love you, too."

She leans up and kisses me softly. It's a chaste kiss at first but soon it grows and demands more. I turn us around and she is now lying beneath me while I explore her mouth with my tongue. I let my free hand caress her left boob making her moan and arch her back, pressing herself closer to me. I smirk into the kiss and feel as she slowly spreads her legs for me. I push the comforter down since I'm too hot with it over my shoulders and I'm sure Tris feels the same.

I leave her mouth and travel to her neck, sucking it until I give her a hickey. I travel to her collar where I kiss each raven before my mouth latches onto her erect nipple, while my hand keeps kneading the other mound. She writhes underneath my touch and moans softly, making me harder with each passing minute. I travel downward until my face is right in front of her delicious womanhood. I flick my tongue out and lap at her before I suck on her sensitive bundle of nerves. She lifts herself off the bed and I have to push her back down. I insert my tongue inside her eliciting louder moans from her. She reaches for my hair and grabs a fistful, unable to control herself.

"More," she begs and I replace my tongue with two fingers and start pumping her. I'm so turned on right now I think I might come by just watching her get off. She opens her eyes and I see a predatory look in them. She lifts herself up and sits up so quickly I think she must have moved with the speed of light. She crashes her mouth over mine and we kiss savagely. I never knew she could be so aggressive and passionate, not that I mind.

She somehow manages to flip us over and I'm on my back now while she hovers over me. She kisses me one more time before she licks her palm and then rubs her entrance. That sole image is enough to drive me crazy but I hold back. I want to be with her. She positions herself above me and slowly impales herself on my throbbing member. We both moan loudly at the deep penetration and she remains still for a moment, getting used to my size. I'm really happy she enjoys this as much as I do. I know we guys like sex more, but damn I love it that she is so into it too. It's love making, yeah, but it's also wild and crazy sometimes. Sounds strange, sometimes, like we've been doing this for a long time.

Tris starts rocking back and forth for a while, establishing a steady rhythm and before I know it she is bouncing up and down my length smiling widely. She bends forward a little to steady herself on my shoulders, while I hold onto her hips, while she's slamming herself against me. I jerk my hips upward to meet each of her thrusts and together we race to an invisible edge that we came to cherish as a couple. I'm so in love with this woman, my woman. I will never stop loving her for the rest of my days.

I can feel my release approach quickly and look at her. I know she's close too, but it's hard for her to concentrate on her release while she has to lift herself up over and over again. I flip us over, startling her a bit, but immediately start pounding her, making sure my baby comes with me. I increase my pace and reach between us to rub her clit and that's it. Tris comes hard and screams my name while I moan hers and collapse on top of her. We remain like this for a few minutes and then I roll off of her, kissing her cheek in the process.

"I could get used to this," I say lying on my back.

"What?" she asks breathlessly.

"Sex for breakfast," I answer and she starts laughing.

"Me too," she says and we both laugh.

A/N: Thoughts?