"Speaking"
Thoughts
Rin looked up her favorite restaurant on her computer, well it had been her favorite when she was little. Before she got like this.
Looking up a restaurant doesn't mean that I want to go, and it certainly doesn't mean that I'm going to text him. She sighed inwardly. But if I'm not interested then why didn't I get angry? Why the hell am I still thinking about this?
Sesshomaru's visit that morning was really bothering her. She hadn't reacted at all. Not even when he'd had the audacity (I love using this word) to touch her.
Why am I suddenly feeling happy? Why am I suddenly feeling? Why am I looking up places to go and eat?
Why do I still have his number?
The sheet of paper was tacked to her message board with her calendar. It felt as though it was daring her to text him. Thant piece of paper possessed all of Sesshomaru Tashio's arrogance.
It couldn't walk, it couldn't talk, it couldn't move; yet it was being so incredibly arrogant.
It was mocking her.
That damn piece of paper had some how absorbed his personality!
Why is it so hard for me to choose? Had she really been locked up inside her self for so long that she couldn't decide weather or not she wanted to go out?
I haven't left this room since my sixth birthday, she thought looking at the four lavender painted walls that had been her solitude. Twelve years...I've been alone, pushing people away for twelve years.
That was what her life was now. Maybe this is a sign that it doesn't have to be. She thought picking up her phone and texting her sister.
Its a sign that I don't want it to be.
AN: I will be posting the next chapter today as well to make up for the shortness of this one, but I just thought that Rin deserved her own moment since she's been so quiet.
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