AN: Okay I don't think I was very clear yesterday. Some of the chapters that I fixed had more than just typos fixed. I also tweaked some of the story so if you want to know what chapters to re-read just PM me. Once again I am not JK Rowling.

Narcissa POV

My hands shook as I rearranged my hair for the third time. There would be a break out from Azkaban and I would see Lucius for the first time in nine months. My heart stuttered in my chest. Nine long months with only Bella for company. I shivered in distaste and slid my hands down my dress trying to smooth out the creases.

I should not be this nervous to see my husband! But I was my fingers were shaking and my heart was pounding heavily in my chest. What if Azkaban changed Lucius? That was my greatest fear. That my husband would be forevermore changed into someone like Bella. I shuddered at the thought.

"Narcissa?" My breath caught in my throat. I spun around to look in the doorway where my husband was standing. His long beautiful blond hair was stringy and lank, his eyes were sunken in and he had deep circles under them and he was skinnier than I had ever seen him.

"Lucius!" I hurled myself into his arms and he almost stumbled at the impact. Our bond flared and I almost cried in relief. I had barely felt it when he had been sent to Azkaban.

"Cissy." He whispered running his fingers through my hair. I smiled and breathed in deeply. The small sigh came out and my breath brushed against his neck. He shivered and pulled me closer pressing his body against mine. I let out a happy sigh and smiled. He still smelled the same of sandalwood and Firewhisky.

"I've missed you, love." He whispered his voice deeper than usual and then he kissed me. I automatically wrapped my arms around his neck and pressed my body against his. He moaned with need and led me over to our bed.

We didn't make it out of the room till mid afternoon. There was a huge fight going on between some of the Death Eaters and the Dark Lord.

"Nott can you not control your ssson at all." I shivered and pressed myself closer to Lucius. He knew how I felt about all of this. I had loved the idea of blood purity but killing children was too far. Way too far in my book. I had had too many miscarriages that I could hardly stand to see a child treated poorly.

"I'm trying my Lord but he's very enthusiastic and trying to prove his worth to you." Adrian Nott said trying to be strong under the wrathful glare of the Dark Lord.

"I do not want you to try. I want you to ssssuccccceed." He hissed out angrily his red eyes flashing his slit nostrils flaring. I shivered and looked away. The Dark Lord was rather intimidating to say the least. "It wassss good ssssomeone pussssshed her out of the way of the curssse."

"The Mudblood Black needs to be destroyed my Lord!" Bellatrix shrieked her eyes wild and her hair crackling with magic. "Why didn't you let me kill off her filthy mudblood parents?"

"I told you Bella there isss a plan in placcce for her and her Blood Traitor husssband!" The Dark Lord hissed out dangerously his voice soft as silk. I would prefer yelling to his silent wrathful anger.

"Yes but you won't tell me what it is!" She shrieked standing from the table so fast her chair fell over with a loud clatter.

"The Mudblood Black is the brainsss of the infamoussss Golden Trio. If we get her they will either fail without her or do everything they can to get her back. Their guard will be down and we can kill all the trio off at oncccce." That was a bit much in my opinion. Harry was just as smart as Hermione it was just in different places but I guess this was the Dark Lord's opinion.

"And what of S-S-Sirius?" Peter asked his watery eyes darting around the room. He always seemed to be doing that as if he was waiting for someone to jump out and kill him at any moment.

"The Blood Traitor Black will do anything to protect hisss wife." The Dark Lord hissed his eyes scrunched in thought. "He will be easssy to take out when ssshe getsss captured."

"But how will guarantee her capture?" Greyback asked his eyes bright with desire. I almost vomited at the look on his face. Lucius' arm automatically wound around my waist and pulled me against his side. I wouldn't want anyone on the receiving end of his desire.

"A taboo on my name. The foolsss who ussse my name will be captured. The Order and the Golden Trio ussse it ssso freely they won't know what happened."

"What kind of taboo my Lord?" Rabastan asked a gleam in his eyes.

"One that alertsss cccertain wizzzardsss. Their wardsss will drop and they will be trackable sssame asss if they did underage magic." The Dark Lord said a snakelike smile spreading across his face.

"Narccccissssa!" The Dark Lord barked suddenly. I jumped slightly and stepped forward my eyes respectfully lowered.

"Yes my Lord?" My voice shook but I stood tall.

"Any newsss with Draco?" He asked his eyes shimmering with ill concealed laughter. I bit my lip but smiled slowly trying to keep myself calm.

"He believes he is getting close. The Death Eaters will be able to infiltrate the castle soon so he will be able to murder Dumbledore." His eyes widened for a fraction of a second but then a lazy smile spread across his face.

"Very good, very good. I do hope he doesssn't try another foolissssh attempt like the necklace or the poisssoned wine. Sssseverussss believessss othersss are becoming ssssusssspiccccioussss of him. I would hate for ssssomething to happen to him." My heart clenched painfully tight but I didn't let my fear show.

"He will be careful my Lord." I said firmly. He nodded and went back to the other Death Eaters explaining his plans. Lucius discreetly led me out of the drawing room and led me back to our room. The moment the door was shut Lucius threw up of every protective charm and lock he knew.

"Lucius?" I asked slowly looking at the protective wards he had thrown up. "What's going on?"

He turned towards me his eyes pained and haunted. I stumbled from the wave of love that hit me and I gripped the nightstand hard.

"Narcissa, you know I've loved you ever since I first saw you come to Hogwarts." I nodded slowly confused. "I love our son too and I don't want either of you to ever end up in Azkaban."

"Where are you going with this?" I asked trying to understand him.

"We both know the Dark Lord is trying to punish us for me failing to get the prophecy by using Draco." I nodded it wasn't hard to see. The Dark Lord had been furious when he had found out and for a moment I was glad Lucius was in Azkaban.

"I think it would be better if we defected to the lighter side of things." I took a step back my eyes widening. My mouth was slightly open as I tried to work through my jumbled thoughts. Could we do it? Could we just change sides and join the Order?

"Would the Order even take us?" I whispered my voice strained.

"We wouldn't be joining the Order." Lucius said quickly shaking his head. "We would be walking the line until there was a perfect moment to cross."

"Does anyone else know about it?" I asked excitement filling me before I could stop it.

"I think Antonin might have an inkling but I'm not completely sure... mmph." My lips smashed against his. He froze for a moment before reacting. Lucius' hands dropped to my waist and pulled me closer to him.

"Your perfect." I whispered then dipped my head so I could kiss him again.

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