I think staying home for the rest of the week was a little too much! And Neru mass texted me saying hateful things to me and things like "Good luck with Len." How did she know in the first place? And Len wasn't home yet...
Wait...
The front door just opened and then slammed back closed and he stomped up the stairs as I heard him choke back tears. How did I know? Well, I'm like a wizard, super twin telepathy, you could say.
I go up after him and knocked on his door. "Len? What's wrong? Why is Neru mass texting me?" I asked.
I hear him cry some more. I sigh and open the door and he's on the floor with no shirt on and hugging a feather pillow while crying his eyes out. I put my hands in my hips. "What happened?" I demanded. He just continued to cry with that ugly cry face. I closet the door behind me and bent down over him.
Oh? I feel something coming on!
And...
It's...
Oh...
HERE IT IS!
READY?
SLAAAP!
"MAN UP!" I yell after I smacked my palm against his cheek.
"OWOWOWOWOW!" He bellowed and got up from his spot. "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR?!" He yelled.
I shook my head. "Now that you got your sanity back. What the hell happened?" I asked.
Len crossed his legs on the floor and held the pillow close to his chest. "I broke up with her..." He told me.
I sighed.
Isn't she the one who is suppose to be in pain? Not him?
"Well, why are you crying?" I asked.
He looked at me with sad eyes and looked away.
Oh no... He knows something he isn't suppose to know.. I can just feel it!
"It...um..." He put his hands on the back of his neck. "It's... Nothing really, but I think someone else likes me," he tells me. I look at him with wide eyes.
Who?
Me?
Who?
Who?
Who?
The same word repeats in my mind. I need to ask. "Um, may I ask who?" I say with a scratching-like sound in my speech.
He looked around like it was on a paper that was hung up on his wall. "...Miku..." He says. I felt relieved that he didn't know, but depressed that he didn't think it was me. Mixed feelings, as one may tell.
"No, no, no! Miku's gay," I tell him. Figuring out what I just said, I clapped my hand to my mouth and gave him big eyes.
"What...?" He says in a hoarse voice.
"Don't tell anyone!" I plead as my hands are now together.
He pretends to zip his lips. We both giggle.
"Thank you..." I tell him with a relieved look.
I wondered if anyone else actually liked Len, besides me, of course, probablt, since he's one of the hottest guys in our grade, trust me. Guys got muscles! Ehem... Pardon...
"So...who does like me?" Len asks with a curious look on his face.
My face turns red and I want to tell him, I do, but that would just cause more conflict... I go through the list of people who I think would like Len and I decide to choose one. The obvious one, of course...
"Um... Tei..." I tell him. He looks at me with wide eyes. He knows Tei is a yandere and that she will try to kill him if they ever broke up.
"Well, that's obvious," he says with a slight smile. "Anyone else?" He asks.
Me, ding-dong!
"I don't know..." I tell him.
I started to realize that I was gossiping with my brother. Ugh, it must remind him of Neru, it reminds me of her at least.
"Anyone...like me?" I ask him, knowing a few I could name off the top of my head that were obvious.
"Miku," he says with a giggle at the end. I roll my eyes. "Piko," he says.
I tilt my head a bit. "Obviously," I say.
I wonder why those two think I'm attractive, I mean, I'm obviously not. I have a flat chest, no butt, ratty hair, and emo feels. Why would anyone, with a right mind, want to go out with me? I sleep in class and never study. I could go on for hours, people!
We continue talking for the rest of the night and we both forget about Neru.
Today I get to go to school. Yes, my parents let me go to school the next week because they had to go to work, but Len had to watch me at school which means my heart gets to flutter around a lot and try to climb up through me. Yay...
I'm climbing up the stares to my classroom and when I see the familiar chocolate eyes gaze past me. Neru, I thought as her hair flipped by me. Suddenly, I felt something cold hand wrap around with my arm and felt a warm breathe by my ear. "Good luck with Len," I hear the sour tone say and disappeared. I looked behind me and saw Neru running up to her friend, Momo. They walked to class together while I stood there blushing like crazy, but then walked to my own classroom where Miku was waiting at the door to assault me.
As I stepped in the room, my theory was right, Miku slung her arm around my shoulder. "Where were you? I was so scared! Did something bad happened to you?" She moaned. I laughed at her gestures.
Wow, I laughed, well, Rin laughed. Yes, we are back to that again!
"Nothing bad happened to me! I swear!" I tell her and cross my heart with my index finger and continued on to my seat. I sat down and opened my notebook, which was full of doodles, poems, and short stories. Two hands picked the book up and pulled them up. It was Miku. She scanned over the book and looked at me then back at the book constantly.
"My god, what talent you have!" She announces.
I rub the back of my head. "I'm terrible," I tell her and take the book back and blush out of embarrassment.
The bell suddenly rings and I am saved as Miku happily skips to her classroom while leaving me in a classroom full of idiots. Mostly boys, some girls. I hate both.
Before lunch started, I was called over by Teto, girl in the class over and one of Neru's zombies. She takes me to the roof and she looks me up and crosses her arms. I begin to feel frighten because usually when girls called me somewhere it either meant I had to tell Len she had a crush on him or they wanted to kick me and bully. I didn't feel like giving a shit today so I decided to get this show on the road.
"What is it?" I asked.
I saw Teto smile. "So you have a crush on Len?" She says with a obvious evil part of her.
How many people did Neru tell? Why? I'm so mad, why would anyone want to spread something like that around? Oh, when I see Neru I'm gonna-
"I haven't told anyone, but Neru told our entire group and Miku over heard and made us swear on our life's that we didn't tell anyone," Teto explained. "I just wanna check that it's true."
I nodded. "What of it?"
Teto walked to the door and went through it. "Nothing, I just find it disgusting!" She says with a sour tone. "Don't talk to me ever again, Kay?"
I nodded and with that, she left me standing on the roof, probably missing class, I didn't have a watch so I wasn't sure if break was over or not.
What was up with people like that? It's not like it's any of their business! I am who I am and I will always be that way! It's so stupid how teenagers act sometimes! Jeez, I wish I could just all fall apart into a million pieces, it would be much better than this hell hole!
I reluctantly headed down the stair case just as the bell rang for lunch. I, of course, went to the cafeteria where Len was sitting at a circular table-by himself- and Miku sitting next to some other girls.
Which one do I choose? My gay best friend or my totally not interested in me crush?
MGBF or TNIIMC?
Eh?
Eh?
Eh?
Well, as you all know, I'm gonna sit with Len, but what you don't know is that I pull on one of Miku's braids and she instantly sits by us. Len is no longer alone and, soon enough, Piko comes around and wiggles his eyebrows at us giving us sly looks.
"Ladies..." He says with a smirk. Miku and I both flip him off and then put our hands back down. "Damn..." He says under his breath.
Len eats macaroni, it's weird, actually, as kids he never wanted to be even close to macaroni and now he's gobbling it down like some pig! What's his problem?
Sorry, getting too in depth about Len's macaroni problem...
At lunch, we all end up eating and chatting and, at some points, I feel Piko's eyes meet mine and give me a glare down, like he's checking me out, then he looks at Len and asks a question. Seriously, does this guy have problems or does he have problems? The answer? I don't know! And I don't give a fly's foot either!
Lunch is over and I see Miku hang back a little with Len as Piko on I are in the front talking about our favorite kind of spaghetti. I hope she doesn't spill the beans...
"Miku!" I chime as I cut Piko off. I grab her arm and feel my teeth begin to grind with each other. "How about we go freshen up before class?" I ask her.
Miku looks like she thinks for a moment. "Hm... Nah, I'm fine.." She answers and slips out of my grasp. She goes to class with Len.
I feel my heart drop down in my chest.
I know Miku, and she is gonna tell Len... I just know it...
I know it...
I know it...
I know it...
"Uh, Rin?" I hear a voice say.
I snap back to reality and Piko is waving his hand in my face as I feel my finger nails suddenly disappear.
"What?" I ask.
Piko pointed to the door. "Wanna go in?" He asks.
I giggle a little bit and push the door open. I go in and sit in my seat and look at the front board while zoning out.
Come on, this is like a common thing by now!
What did I think about, you may ask? Well, I was thinking about the future, of course! If Neru supports me, then who is gonna be the antagonist? Miku is my best friend and never would betray me, Piko is like my annoying little brother who isn't little at all, and Len is my freaking brother! I don't think those people would shoot me down that much! I know Miku would if I ever broke up with Len. She'd probably say "Woman up! It's just a guy! Find someone better! He was stupid for choosing you and you were stupid for choosing him!" Negative one out of ten, sorry Miku...
Ring ring ring!
BELL, THANKS!
I sprinted out of the classroom and headed to my locker where I put my shoes on and ran out of the school. I didn't know what I was gonna do next, but I had to play my pieces right, or my king would get checked.
When I got home I ran to my room and plopped on my bed and listened to the endless squeaking noise that it made as it jumped up and down by my impact.
Dying? Dying sounds nice! I thought to myself as I grabbed a unicorn pillow pet and squeezed it to death. Plan it nice and plan it quickly... I thought to myself. Bridge. Take off shoes. Note. Water. Blue dress. No one shows up...
"Rin! It's time for dinner!" I heard Len say from down stairs. I groaned knowing my plan would fail due to my diligent and quick witted brother.
Twin telepathy isn't a thing, or so you'd think. Len is always on top of things when it comes to Rin- not me, Rin.
I slumped down the stairs to see Len-just Len, no one else. I wobbled over to the dinner where two bowls of ramen sat at two spots on the table. I sat down and began to eat.
"Thanks, Len," I tell him as I slurp up my noodles.
He gave me a bright, sunshiny smile. "No problem, Rin!" He chimes and begins to consume his food, too.
After the noodles slurping was over, I ran to my room and took a shower in my bathroom and changed clothes, then I flopped down in my bed and turned the lights out. I looked and stared at the fluorescent storms that gleamed above me in the sky.
Beautiful. A word that I am not neither on the outside nor the inside. Inside I am a disgusting mass who needs to be thrown out asap. And don't even get me started on the outside!
Maybe it really would be better if I was never even born...
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decode that if you can...