AN: Sorry I didn't update yesterday its been hard trying to figure out what to do next for the story. Plotting Theodore's death isn't easy if you have any ideas please send me a PM. I will be leaving tomorrow night for the cabin and will be coming back on Friday. Once again I am not JK Rowling.

My body hurt. Actually everything hurt. My stomach hurt the most. But it might not have been my stomach that had been hurting. It felt more like a menstrual cramp.

"Sweetheart can you hear me?" Sirius asked his voice soft. I tried to open my mouth but it wasn't working. "Yes she can."

"How do you know?" Mum asked her voice soft.

"I can hear her." He said simply pulling my hand into his. Something cool slipped onto my finger and I could feel Sirius more than before. "That's better."

"What will you tell her?" Dad asked his voice dull.

"The truth." Sirius said shrugging. My eyes snapped open. I was in Sirius and my bed at Grimmauld Place. Mum and dad were sitting on the edge of the bed smiling timidly at me. Sebastian cooed from the baby bassinet that was placed at the end of the bed.

"What's going on?" I asked slowly. My stomach still hurt and I clenched my eyes in pain. I felt off. Something was wrong.

"Would you two mind if I spoke to Hermione alone?" Sirius asked clearing his throat. Mum and dad got up slowly and left the room taking Sebastian with them.

"I love you Sweety." Dad said smiling at me.

"I love you too mum, dad." I said smiling back at them. If they were smiling then everything would be fine. Right? My stomach clenched again and I gasped at the pain. Mum and dad exchanged a look before closing the door.

"Sirius!" I gasped between clenched teeth as another wave of pain rolled through me. Something was very, very, wrong.

"I'm here." He whispered grasping my hand. My stomach clenched again and I let out a small moan of pain. "I'm here." Sirius said again laying next to me.

"What's going on with me?" I asked tears streaking down my cheeks. A sob escaped my lips and clenched my eyes in pain.

"I don't really know what to say its kind of a long story." My stomach clenched worse than before and I gave out a cry of pain. Sirius pressed his body closer to mine and ran his fingers through my hair then started to tell me the situation. Of everything that happened. The believed pregnancy and miscarriage. The belief that they found the reason why.

"So what did he do then?" I asked gasping through another pain. My stomach rolled horribly and I panted a desperate breath. The pain rolled over me in waves.

"Got a death sentence on his head." Sirius said darkly. "Everyone in the Order is furious at what he did."

"What did he do?" I asked slowly trying to keep myself calm.

"He made it so we can't have kids." I made a small strangled sound and turned away. Tears streamed down my face and I wiped furiously at my eyes.

"Is there any way to undo it?" I asked sniffling softly.

"Someone who loves you has to kill Theodore. Everyone in the Order loves you so their calling dibs on killing him."

"Are you sure that's the only way?" I asked softly.

"Yes." Sirius said growling in the back of his throat. My stomach rolled again. This one was worse than the others. I rolled away from Sirius and vomited onto the carpet. Blood splashed onto the floor as tears streamed down my cheeks.

"Merlin you vomited blood!" Sirius whipped out his wand and cast the patronus charm. Padfoot stood silently next to the bed and yelled. "MOLLY HER FILLOPIAN TUBES HAVEN'T SEALED! PLEASE COME TO GRIMMAULD PLACE NOW!"

Padfoot leapt out of the room gracefully and down the steps. Sirius pulled me close to his side as I cried silently. "I'm scared."

"I am too." Sirius whispered running his hands down my hair. Tears cascaded down my cheek and I pushed my face into the pillows. Sirius held me as I sobbed brokenly. I had been denying that I wanted kids. But I was lying to myself. I wanted kids. More than anything. I adored the idea of a little Sirius running around. Happy. Having a wonderful childhood.

"I want kids." I whispered. "More than anything else."

"I know." Sirius said as I sobbed feeling as if my heart was breaking. "I want them too. But now the only way to get them is through killing Theodore."

"Is it worth it?" I asked in a small voice.

"Yes. All I want is to see you happy." Sirius said wrapping his body around mine. I sat up slowly wiping my eyes.

"I think I know what has to happen." I said sniffling lightly.

"And whats that?" Sirius asked his eyebrows pulling together.

"I have to kill him myself."

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