I'm sorry guys. School is stressing me out and… my teachers all went onto full 'Let's give these kids three quizzes minimum every week and give them at least two form tests with countless chapter tests for every subject before the final term exam' mode. My grades have been falling backwards. I got confused. I don't know how I'm gonna work this out... I just can't see the road ahead as I used to see it. I felt like I've lost my way and I want to get back onto the track.
Don't get me wrong. This story means everything to me. I learn from developing it. It grows together with me. I've had the most amazing time writing the story, I've been dedicating my heart and time for it, and it never failed to bring me to the most wondrous world of imagination. But lately, I realized how immature and undeveloped her story can get… it just doesn't sound natural at all, considering how 'good' my writing was when I started to write. Some readers critiqued that Kal gets a little too depressing to read about at times, I appreciate the suggestions, but I feel like I've already given it a bad start, and… I just don't know how to get it going. It will only get weirder and weirder if I try to alter the character, and I don't want to lose that little dark nature of Kal either. She is a part of me. I've always loved to share this little part of my world of imagination with you all, but now that I've lost my drive, it almost seems like even my school report card is screaming 'JUST COME BACK TO REALITY ALREADY'.
I won't delete this story. Not now, at least. My IGCSEs are coming up next year, and my teachers are rushing everything they have to teach, considering there are dozens of chapters for every subject we haven't even covered, and some teachers have already planned extra lessons for us over summer. I will try to find time out of longer vacations onto the story, but… no promises.
Thank you all for always staying with the story. 'Till all are one.