Please Stay Forever With Me - Phan

by smileyface110

Dan Howell (mr popular) recently lost his reputation for an outcast. Phil. When the pair are whisked away on a field trip, what will happen? They find themselves stuck in the middle of no where and running low on food and drink. You can only play a certain amount of truth or dare until it gets boring... No copyright intended for anything I don't own

22. Chapter 19

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I have been very busy lately with school and everything and I apologise deeply for not updating. I really hope you all understand. This is the last chapter of my updating spree but the book is finished now so I should be able to update every 2 or 3 days :)

I love you guys and the amount of reads I have on this story is crazy and I couldn't thank you all more. Anyway... on with the chapter.

Chapter 19

Phil's POV

"Phil calm down he'll be okay I promise," Dan said trying to calm me down but nothing much could calm me.

"It's all my fault..." I whispered quietly.

"It's not your fault Phil," Dan told me and I knew I was fighting a losing battle. Dan would never tell me the truth that it was in fact my fault. He'd never say that. In fact, I didn't even understand why I was trying.

As soon as the ambulance came for my dad, it all seemed as if it was in slow motion.

"Sir, can you please move we need to take a stretcher here," the paramedic told me.

I couldn't move. I couldn't speak.

Dan picked me up by my shoulders and dragged me away. He set me down in the corner of the garden and a paramedic came over.

He began talking to Dan but I didn't listen and the next thing I knew I was being lifted up again an placed in another different position.

Why was I so upset? After everything he'd done to me. He was all I had left. No not was, there's hope. When is there ever hope?

There's no hope.

"Phil, you need to calm down, count with me 1, 2, 3, 4..." and he went on. I tried I tried so hard to calm down.

A paramedic came towards us with a sad face. This only could mean the worst.

"I'm sorry, he didn't make it," those six words were the words I never wanted to hear. After everything, after all that had happened, it ended like this.

Dan pulled me into a hug but nothing worked. I felt nothing. I didn't even feel sad, there were no tears. I was emotionless.

I had nothing, no one. After everything I had been through in these past few months, this is what I get. Is this what I deserved. What was it that I did so horribly wrong.

Why me? It's always me...

I heard Dan shouting my name it got quieter and quieter... "Phil, Phil, Phil! Phil, Ph..."