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Edward's POV
Heidi and I's date goes perfectly. I take her to a fancy restaurant and then to a play. When we get back to her house she asks if I'd like to come in for coffee. Usually coffee is code for sex and as great as that sounds, I don't want to ruin this relationship by moving to fast. We aren't ready for sex and if we were to have it now, this relationship would be over before it even had the chance to start. I want to see where this can go. Even though we didn't have sex the night of our date, we did have a pretty heavy make out session instead on her front porch. It was hot enough to reconsider that offer for 'coffee' but alas, I remained a gentleman. I headed home and as soon as I knew I was alone, I pulled my cock out and jacked it like a hormonal teenage boy. The thoughts of Heidi's hot body riding my dick for all it is worth was etched into my mind.
The next few weeks pass in a blur. My parents, Brody, Heidi and I are invited to Baby Whitlock's gender reveal party. Bella is currently nineteen weeks pregnant and the doctor was able to determine the sex of the baby last week. I still get depressed when I realize that I'll never have Bella back in my arms. Heidi is great, she's amazing but she's not Bella. No one will ever be able to replace Bella. The baby she carries is proof though that we don't belong together. She's engaged and having another man's baby. She's playing mommy to Jasper's kid.
I walk into the party with Brody and look around. He takes off in search of other kids and I just stand there awkwardly. It looks like there was a pink and blue explosion in the Whitlock household. There's a table in the center of the room with cupcakes on it. Above there's a sign that says 'Pink or Blue?' and the cupcakes' frosting is pink and blue swirls. The cupcakes have a silver wrapping so you can't see the color of the actual cake. Next to the table, Jasper and Bella stand while talking to who I assume to be Jasper's parents. His hand is laying protectively on Bella's stomach. Bella's brother, Emmett is playing with Carter and making him giggle so hard his chubby little face is red.
"Edward, Heidi is due to arrive any minute. Why don't you go wait for her outside and escort her in?" my father suggests as he notices my awkwardness. I quickly nod my head before going back outside and breathing a sigh of relief.
Heidi arrives ten minutes later and presses a quick but passionate kiss on my lips. I take her hand and together we walk into the party. Bella smiles and waves politely as she sees Heidi and I walk in together. I see Brody outside with a bunch of other kids his age. About an hour passes before Jasper gathers everyone around the cupcake table and starts passing out the cupcakes. He warns everyone to wait to take the wrapping off.
"As most of you know, Bella and I found out the sex of the baby last week. We didn't want to have to pick who to tell first so we decided on this little gender reveal party so that everyone we know and love could find out at the same time. Without further ado, go ahead and take the wrappers off your cupcakes.", as he finishes his little speech, he kisses Bella's cheek and she blushes.
I hear squealing coming from all around me. I gently unwrap the cupcake and my heart stutters at the light blue color. A boy. I can't help but find it a little humorous that Jasper was so adamant that he and Bella were having a girl. As I look up, I see everyone taking turns hugging the happy couple. I can't help but be a little jealous that Jasper made a son with the woman I am madly in love with.
All the kids are reaching for another cupcake, most getting caught and scolded. I let Brody have half of mine and of course his face is covered with frosting. I can't help but chuckle at my son. He promptly starts licking the frosting off his fingers. I clean him up after he's finished and he takes off to play with the kids again.
"A boy! Does Baby Whitlock have a name yet or are you two still arguing about it?" my mother teases. Bella giggles but Jasper answers her.
"As of right now, Bella is incubating Jasper Henry Whitlock Junior, but we'll call him JJ. Please don't put the name on anything! There's a good chance that we'll decide to name his something else and it would suck to have to get everything redone." Jasper warns.
My head is foggy with a slight depression. I'm jostled out of it by a light pressure on my hand. Heidi smiles next to me and pulls me away from the group of happy people and around to the side of the house. She presses me up against the siding and kisses me forcefully. I'm shocked at first but then I start to kiss her back. She deepens the kiss and our tongues mingle. I switch spots with her so she's pressed against the house. My knee goes between her legs and she grinds herself down onto my thigh. I can't help the moan that escapes me. My hands come up to cup her breast when I suddenly hear a little gasp. To my right, I see Brody standing there, his mouth practically hitting the ground.
"D-daddy, why were you trying to eat Miss Heidi?", he whimpers in a scared and upset tone. I subtly adjust my erection and pick him up.
"Brody, I was just showing Miss Heidi how much I like her.", I kiss his cheek and he buries his face in my neck
"But she was wigglin' around. She was trying to get away.", he sniffles. Fuck, how do I explain to a six year old that my girlfriend as trying to get herself off using my leg? I can't! So what the hell do I tell him?
"Listen buddy, I promise you that I wasn't hurting her. You're too young to understand but someday you will. I set him down and kiss his forehead. "What do you say we head home? I think it's about time for some cuddles, don't you?" I smile and he nods his head. I give Heidi an apologetic look and head inside to tell everyone that we were going to head home.
My parents could tell that something was up so I just said that I'd tell them later. I tell Bella and Jasper ' Congrats' and I head out to my car with my son's hand in mine. Brody falls asleep on the way home and I have to carry him inside but I don't mind. Soon he'll be too big to carry. I lay him in my bed and he curls up into my side. I brush his blonde hair out of his face and sigh. I may have my son but I need more. I need love...companionship. I adore being Brody's father. I just miss being able to have an adult conversation. I miss staying up well into the early morning because I'm having a meaningful conversation about adult things. One thing I miss most of all, is sex. I miss connecting with a woman and it may be selfish but I just want some time to be something more than Brody's father.
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Sooo, there you have it. I was exhausted when I first wrote this chapter and then something got messed up so I had to rewrite it. Let me know what you thought about this chapter and what you think should or will happen in the chapters to come. Don't forget to follow, favorite and review!