HEY GUYS SORRY FOR NO POSTING I'VE BEEN VERY BUSY! I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE THIS CHAPTER!

No one's Pov.

"Anyway, we left I took almost 2 weeks to get to our position safely and together. Once it was time to start we made sure we were all ready. My job was to set a bomb at the commanding officers house. Derek was coming with me, while the other guys went to rescue the other guys. Derek was next to me holding the detonator as I se the explosions. He was very nervous. his hands were shaking and I guess his finger flipped the switch setting the bomb for 40 seconds" Kendall said and at this point he was on the brink of tears, Alex was completely silent with her hands over her mouth.

"Its ok Ken, you don't have to!" she said putting a hand on his back.

"Yes I do! After I saw what happened we had a bout 30 seconds. I told him to run get the other guys and leave me. He hesitated and I yelled at him, tears were spilling out of his eyes. I took the detonator and threw it and took off in the direction that was closer to the woods. But I wasn't fast enough and I was blown into the air." Alex was pretty much paralyzed.

"I became unconscious. I woke up chained up in a warehouse. Four Russians were talking in the corner. I was bloody , and was left with just ripped up cargo pants on." At this Kendall had a tear dripping down his cheek.

He told Everything.

All he went through, how they beat him, what they called him! Alex eventually had tears streaming down her face. Kendall let himself become very vulnerable, living it over again was like stabbing his heart over and over again.

He told her how she escaped, and how he got back to base.

"The Russians had been sending pictures of me passed out and covered in blood and dirt completely beaten to my base. They even sent a video." Kendall said picking his phone up and finding the video.

Alex watched as they Russians spoke in their language yelling, and kicking Kendall. After that she shut it off, wrapping her arms around him.

"I took me two months to get better, I still wasn't completely healed. And the reason I always wear shirts is because..." Kendall pulled off his shirt slowly showing Alex his scares.

"Three wip scares on my back, tazer ones on my chest, a long one on my bicep from a knife. And a few others." he said while she ran her fingers along them.

"Kendall... How did you ever live." Alex said letting tears flow down her face. She could see how he was trying to be strong, but he just brokwe down and started crying. She took him in her arms and held him.

"I just though of never seeing the people I love again." he said sniffling. He pulled back and wiped his face.

"The though of never seeing my little sister grow up, seeing my mom happy, seeing my best friends, and not ever seeing Jo's beauty ever again." At that Alex smiled.

"Kendall there's hope for you, you will get better." Alex said

"How? The people I've killed their faces keep popping up in my head, the way I look and what they did haunts my sleep." Kendall said breaking down.

"Listen to me! What you did is not who you are, what happened to you didn't defeat you, you conquered it! Your stronger than ever! You just have to know that! You've served your country and completed deadly missions. You're a hero and a fighter never let anyone take that away from you." Alex said pulling him out of his deadly state.

They sat in silence for a while. Just comforting each other.

"Listen Kendall, I've been thinking about what you've said, and think its time for me to give my family another chance." Alex said looking up at him

"That's great, I'm really proud of you, you've come a long way." Kendall said pulling himself Away from his terrible thoughts.

"And I want you to go back to your family too!" Alex said rising up.

"I'm not ready yet, and i'm not gonna hold you back, that's not fare." Kendall said getting up.

"Kendall Knight! I'll have you know that im gonna wait for you. I'm gonna be here every step off the way helping you get better, and comfortable with yourself." Alex said seriously.

"Were going back together, and I'm gonna make sure you get with Jo! Its completely obvious that you guys are in love and i'm gonna help you make it happen." Alex said smiling at him.

"Thank you Alex! Your someone who I can trust and a good friend. And it won't affect our relationship like it would others. I guess your my new therapist." Kendall said hugging her.

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