22. Occlumency lust (Harry/Severus)

He just wouldn't stop invading my mind, I know he could see how tired I was, after hours upon hours of succeeding getting into almost every last thought and memory I have. He was getting closer to the ones I was trying so hard to guard, the ones that involved him.

For the past several months my feelings have turned to more than just hate for the teacher who torments me. They have turned from hate to lust and now to longing. Longing to be near him all the time, to know what he is doing, where he is going. Longing to have him touch me in anyway other than as my teacher.

I know my father hated him, but when I found out he tormented the man before me as a boy, I lost most of the respect I had mustered for my father and turned toward looking more into the man in front of me.

"Potter, that is enough for today, now leave"

He sounded more upset than I have ever heard him and when he turned away from me he looked like he was in shock. I just remember the last thoughts I was having about him and knew he had seen them. I quickly moved to grab his arm but was pushed aside as he left for his personal quarters.

I had to do something now or I might not ever have this chance again, so I went threw the door after him. I knew he would probably just push me away but I had to do something.

"Sir" I said as I walked into his room to see him standing in front of the fire. He swigged down the fire whiskey he had in the glass he was holding and threw the empty container into the fire. I jumped from the sound of the glass breaking and froze when I heard him laughing.

"You think to put ridiculous thoughts into your head for me to see" He asked as he turned around to look at me. "Do you think that I would believe for one minute that someone like you, Lily's son, would feel anyway like that towards me?" I stood frozen, my heart beating so fast in my chest I didn't know what to say, let alone do.

He moved so fast towards me, I almost fell over when he was right in front of me. His breath tickled my face as he began to talk. "Tell me boy what were you thinking putting those thoughts in your head?"

I couldn't think, I only acted on the only thing I knew would blow him away and might get him to understand that my thoughts were real. I kissed him, I wrapped one hand around his neck and pulled him down to my level and just kissed him. I sucked on his lower lip and bit down ever so lightly, feeling my cock tighten as he moaned and opened his mouth, giving me perfect access to slip my tongue in and twirl it around his own.

I felt him pulling away and quickly wrapped my other hand around his back and pulled him in closer to me, so my erection was now pressing against him, so he could feel what he was doing to me. I wanted this man more than anything, and I was not going to let him think I was playing any games.

I felt him begin to harden as I rubbed my clothed covered cock against him, but all good things always come to an end and I found my self being pushed away. I stood there, panting, looking directly into his eyes and saw the lust that was emanating from them.

"You need to leave now, I will not tell the Headmaster about any of this and I think we just had our last lesson together. I am going to tell him he needs to teach you from now on Potter." With that he walked away from me, leaving me in the middle of his room alone.

I knew that this was not the end to what ever we would have in the future, but for right now, during this time of war, I will wait. I know he isn't going anywhere for the time being. I left that room after my last lesson happier than I have ever been.