You and Jin have been together since high school. You remembered how it all started. Jin was the flower boy of the school. He together with BTS members were adored by many girls in the school, not to mention boys too. Jin was known for his caring yet extremely handsome features. So, how did you end up with him ?

You were one year younger than him. You knew him as a theater senior. You were really shy and introvert yet having a passion for acting you decided to join the theater club as a cca. Once, you were scolded really badly by your instructor and Jin speak up for you. That's how it all started.

Jin would teach you the various skills of acting and even hangout with you during cca breaks. Silently, you were really fond of him but obviously he wouldn't like you when the entire school of girls are throwing themselves at him but what was unexpected was on your birthday when you thought you would be alone like in the past you came home to a freezing Kim seok jin with a heart-shaped helium balloon and a big teddy bear that was half his size standing at your doorstep,smiling so bright.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR (Y/N)! ❤" He exclaimed.
You were shocked beyond words and quickly thank him and ushering him into the comfort of your house.

"Seokjin oppa! Thank you! I didn't expected this." You sweetly smile while handing him a warm pack.

"Anything for you." He replied.

Before you could get a cup of coffee prepared, he grabbed your arms and pull you to seat on the sofa.

"Listen. I really like you. I was contemplating if i should tell you this but i decided that if i want to be with you i should have the courage to tell you before my years in high school ends. Will you be my girlfriend? " he spoke gently.

You couldn't process what was happening so you just nodded again and again with tears brimming in your eyes.
"Why would you choose me? " you sobbed.
"Because, you are the most beautiful woman i had ever met. I will love you and only you till the end."he replied. In which, he pulled you in for a hug.

So now, you have been together for 5 years. The ultimate time of test for a relationship. You caught him with a really beautiful woman in his arms. You wondered if it was for business or not. He works as a model and no doubt he is surrounded by beautiful woman all the time. Which man wouldn't be tempted ?
You wished you were wrong. You wished he hadn't change. You wished you were the woman in his arms.
But reality hits you hard, in the face. He no longer loves you. You were just a thing of the past.

He saw you staring at him, about to cry. Yet he does nothing and continue to hug and caress the woman in his arms. You waited for him at your shared home. The moment he came home, he spoke coldly, "If you knew what happened already, it would be good for both of us. I don't want to hurt you either. "

"Hadn't you hurt me already ?" You rebuked.

"(Y/N). If you want i can still be your boyfriend in name. You can just pretend you never see anything. You never saw nothing. I don't mind." Jin replied, eyeing you pitifully.

"I don't need your sympathy! Just go." You hold your tears back.

"Well. If that's what you want. Okay. Contact me if you ever need anything. We are afterall still friends." Jin replied, before packing his stuff and leaving your once shared home.

You shouldn't have told me you love me from the start. You picked up a razor.
You knew this relationship was so surreal, why did you choose to believe it ? Your first slit.
Seasons end, and so does happiness. You felt nothing.

Why chase after something you knew wouldn't last?

But then again, who wouldn't fall for this beautiful lie.