Hey guys so sorry I have not updated in forever! I have just had a crazy week. I am swamped in school work and my cousin died Saturday night and I have just been trying to stay sane this week! Anyways enough about me and my fucked up week!

Chapter 4

I laid in bed thinking about Edward that night and I jumped up as I realized something totally crazy. oh my god I love him!

I had to sit down I was so scared because this is not how I am supposed to feel I am supposed to hate men because of what that horrible excuse for a man.

*BEEP* *BEEP**BEEP

UGHHHHHHHHHHH why the hell do I fucking wake up like this, every fucking day!

I really need that special alarm clock that shines a light on you I thought my delirious thoughts.

I got up and threw on my aeropostal skinny jeans and a twenty-one piolets shirt and converses I looked in the mirror and nodded I look awesome I thought!

I went into the bathroom and put my hair up and brushed my teeth. I walked downstairs and grabbed a granola bar.

I then walked to my truck and drove to school when I got there I was so excited but that changed abruptly as Jessica Stanley walked up to me ughhhh!

"OMG is it true you're dating Edward!?" she sneered

"yes why?" I replied bored

"nothing its just he could have had me" she laughed

"ohhh then I can totally see why I am dating him now!" I laughed

She looked at me with a look I can only describe as dumb!

She huffed and walked away swaying her hips I think she thought it looked sexy HA!

I turned and started walking toward my first period class when I got there I saw Edward and I ran up to him and kissed him on the cheek.

"hi!" I said to him happily

"hey babe" he said back as he smiled at me

We both sat down and got notebooks out, just because I was dating now did NOT mean I was about to slack off in my work after all I did want to be an English professor!

Our teacher started his lecture and I sat back and listened.

*bbbbbringgg* the bell went off

Yassss finally lunch I am hungry as a homeless person!

Alice and I walked toward the cafeteria and got lunch then went and sat down with the "gang"

AKA Alice, Jasper, Rosalie, Emmett, Edward, and me.

I sat down next to Edward and gave him a giant smooch to show them sluts he was MINE!

"well someone is happy today" he said with his crooked grin

I smiled hugely "ya betcha because I get to see you!"

He just chuckled and started eating his lunch.

I turned to my left and saw the slut bunch come up oh god I groaned I my head I turned and nudged Edward "the slut bunch is coming!" I whispered

He turned and almost choked on his sandwich I giggled

"hey Edward!" Tanya said with her annoying voice (AN: I don't hate Tanya she just fits )

I rolled my eyes

"hi Tanya" Edward said uncomfortably

"yeah HI Tanya" I sneered

She rolled her eyes and walked away trying but not succeeding to look sexy swaying her hips more like jerking her hips!

*LATER THAT DAY LEAVING SCHOOL*

"hey love want to come over?" Edward asked me

"I'd love to" I smiled "just let me tell Charlie"

I took my phone out and called the station it rang until he finally picked up

"hello" his gruff voice came through the speakers

"hey dad I am going to Edwards house, so can you just order pizza?" I asked

"oh hey bells yeah that's fine I will just go get pizza" he said

"okay thanks dad!" I replied

"mhmm" then he hung up

I turned to Edward

"I can come!" I said to him

"okay then lets go babe!"

I got in my truck and drove to their house

When we got there we just played video games and ate and talked.

I finally left at 1:00am and when I got home I went directly to sleep.

Hey guys I feel so bad! I am so sorry I have not updated in like forever!

This week has just been crazy as I told you I had a funeral for my cousin this week

And I kind of broke down at the viewing. Also I signed up for golf at my school yes I said golf we just got a new sports team and they chose golf!

So yeah I have just had no time to write and I do not know what to do next I am stuck in real writers block!

Okay bye stay awesome please review and sorry this chapter was so short. Writers block!