Yoyo guys! Here's just a little one that I was thinking about earlier today, so here it is! Might not make a lot of sense but hey-ho!

~Charlotte~


Day 42 of 100 Days Of Seddie Challenge: iAm Sorry

Freddie was in the hospital sitting on the end of the bed while the nurse wrapped his arm in a cast. It was all my fault. He wouldn't have needed a cast on his now broken arm if it wasn't for me, why did I have to do that?

~Flashback~

I had just taken Freddie's laptop and he was chasing after me for it. I ran all over the Bushwell apartment building, smiling until it hurt my mouth. It was a new prank I was pulling on him and it seemed to be working. I ran one way while Freddie chased after me.

"Sam, give me my laptop back!" Freddie said chasing me down a flight of stairs.

"You're gonna have to catch me first!" I said turning my head back at him.

We were running by a set of stairs and there was a wet floor sign that I pushed it over to try and block him but he tripped over it and fell down some stairs. It wasn't a very hard fall but it was enough to hurt him. I saw what had happened and I ran down the stairs to him. I put his laptop down beside me and I looked over at his backwards bent arm, clearly broken.

"Oh my gosh, Freddie!" I didn't really know what to say. He kept moaning and I felt my stomach drop and I felt a huge amount of guilt and shame was over me.

He moaned more and I felt so bad at what I had caused him to do.

"Try not to move and I'll go get help," I said stroking his hair out of his eyes.

He moaned more and I ran two stories up to Carly's apartment.

I banged on her door and she opened it slowly. I pushed the door fully open and rushed in.

"Carly, Freddie's hurt!"

"Wait what happened?" Carly asked me.

"He was chasing me and then he tripped over a wet floor sign and then he fell down a flight of stairs and it's all my fault! And now his arm's all broken and horrible because I took his stupid laptop!" I said rushed.

"Sam calm down, I'll just get Spencer to drive us to the hospital. Where's Freddie?"

"Two levels down," I said. "Hurry!"

"Okay, I'll go get Spencer, you go wait with Freddie!" And with that I ran all the way back to Freddie.

~End Of Flashback~

It was about two hours after the incident and Freddie was getting his arm put into a cast he wouldn't be able to move it. He was told he didn't need a sling because it wasn't that bad but I couldn't help but feel so awful about what happened. I never wanted to hurt him so much to put him into a hospital and I had just done that! Life really likes to get people back, doesn't it?

"Freddie, I am so, so sorry!" I said as the nurse who was putting the cast on his left the room.

"Sam, really, it's fine, the nurse says that I'll be fine in a couple of weeks, it was a clean break so it won't take too long to heal," he said smiling.

"But if it wasn't for me you wouldn't even have a broken arm. Why did I take your laptop?" I asked him but more to myself.

"Honestly Sam, it's fine! I'm a forgiving person."

That made it worse.

"Freddie you do know that when someone feels guilty about it makes them feel so much worse when you tell them that it's fine when it so is not fine. The guilt doesn't just lift off them straight away," I told him.

"Then what do you want me to say?" he asked me confused.

"You have to tell me that you hate me for what I did, no matter how little or big it was, you have to tell me that what I did caused you pain and that if I didn't think for just two seconds then none of this would have happened!" I said getting angry.

"But I can't say that Sam," he said.

"Yes you can!"

"What, so you want me to say that I hate you for what you did to me," his voice turned hard, "that I hate you because it was your fault that I tripped and fell down only one flight of stairs, that it's your fault that I put my arm out to catch my fall so now it's broken. It's all your fault Sam." He left it at that.

I know that I never cried but I wanted to. I knew he didn't mean any of it but it still hurt the way that he said it because he made me realise that it is my fault that he was in this situation and it's my own fault for making him say all of that. I felt a small tear escape but I quickly wiped it away.

"Sam," Freddie said softly. "You know I didn't mean any of that?"

"I know but I needed you to say it to make me realise that it is my fault." My voice broke in the middle.

"Sam, are you...are you crying?" he asked me.

"No you loser!" I said but my voice gave it away.

Suddenly his arm caught around me and he pulled me to sit next to him on the hospital bed, putting his arm around me. I didn't really care much about anything anymore so I put my head on his shoulder and started to cry. I hated showing him my weak side but sometimes he was the only one that I let see it.

Freddie gently rubbed my side with his non-smooshed hand and it made me feel soothed. I stopped crying eventually.

"Sorry," I said apologising for the millionth time.

"It's okay," Freddie said, finally giving in to me.

He still had his arm around me and my head was still on his shoulder.

"Where's Carly and Spencer?" Freddie asked me.

"They were at the cafeteria getting food," I told him.

"And you didn't go with them?" Freddie asked, shocked.

"I felt too guilty I couldn't eat," I said.

"Well that's not right," he said. "When does Sam Puckett ever feel guilty and resist food?"

"At rare occasions like these," I said. He chucked a little and then turned to me, his brown eyes meeting mine.

"I really do not blame you so stop feeling guilty," he told me, rubbing my side again.

I laughed a little. "Okay."

"Promise you don't feel guilty?"

"Promise," I said.

"Good." Freddie smiled and I smiled back.


Was that a disappointing ending? Tell me what you think! Ooooh, i got the iCarly iSoundtrack II today! I'm so happy! Ive been searching for it for WEEKS and I FINALLY found it today! Woo! I love it. Oh guys, did you know I'm a HUGE McCurdian? If you didn't know, I am and I have been since August last year! Hehe, i never mentioned it! Okay, review! :D