DAY 50 IS HERE! Woot woot! Sorry I haven't uploaded in forever, I've had half term and I couldn't be bothered to write. Horrible excuse, I know. But it's here now! It maybe not be an amazing 100 Days of Seddie 50th One-shot spectacular (please say that in the tune of the iCarly 50th webshow spectacular jingle) but hopefully you like it. I'm starting school again tomorrow so I thought I'd say goodbye to the half term by finishing this that I've been working on all week. Man, I need to quit writing so much in these authors notes!

~Charlotte~


Day 50 of 100 Days of Seddie Challenge: Rain

Sam POV

Freddie and I had another fight like we normally always do, but this time it ended with more than a few hurtful words and beatings. It ended with a broken heart and a few mental bruises – and it wasn't inflicted on Freddie.

It started with a stupid argument that wasn't that important; I just said that the only person who would date Freddie would be a guy dressed as a girl. If it was a normal argument, Freddie would be cowering on the ground in pain, but this time round the one that was hurt was me.

It started with simple banter which led to more serious talking, but then Freddie looked me straight in the eye and said:

"You know, I wish we never dated. You probably never meant those three words that you told me, anyway, so I'm taking mine back. Who would ever love you anyway?"

That hit me like a taco truck. If fact, I wanted a taco truck – the same one that hit Freddie – to come crash into Carly's apartment right now and hit me because that pain would only be half of what I was feeling right now.

My throat was closing, my stomach dropped and my heart sank so low I wasn't sure if it was there anymore. I felt numb as I looked him in the eye.

"I don't know," I said. "Who would ever love me?" I grabbed my jacket and slammed Carly's door shut, leaving my heart, soul and mind in the apartment.

Freddie POV

I watched as Sam slammed Carly's door shut and left the apartment. I felt cold and ashamed. Why had I said that, why did I do that?

"What did I do?" I half whispered, half said.

"You know what you just did, so go after her!" Carly ordered me. I forgot that she had been present the whole time me and Sam argued.

"Good call," I said. I grabbed my jacket and ran out of the apartment, down to the lobby and out of the building.

When I left Bushwell Plaza I put on my jacket – it was pouring with rain after all. I looked left and I couldn't see Sam walking. I turned to my right and I saw her walking away from the building, her hands in her pockets, her head down.

I ran after her calling her name; she didn't react. I ran up to her and stopped in front of her, holding my hands out and grabbed her shoulder so she'd stop walking.

"You have five seconds to let go of me or you will have no arms to hold onto anything!" she threatened me. I decided I would be bold.

"No, not until you stop walking and let me talk to you," I said, secretly scared that she would break my arms off.

"I don't want to talk to you," she said to me.

"Please Sam, just let me talk and then you can go and carry on walking in the rain," I tried to negotiate.

"Fine, but you have one minute." She gave me a hard glare. I was still holding onto her shoulders.

"Thank you. Sam, I didn't mean what I said to you," I began.

"So you don't mean no one will love me?" she asked.

"That and I don't regret dating you. Not now, not ever," I said slowly.

"Then why did you say it?" she asked me, her eyebrows furrowing. It looked like she didn't believe me and that hurt me a lot, but she looked hurt, too so we were kind of even.

"I actually have no idea," I sighed. I let go of her shoulders and put my head down, letting the guilt wash over me. I sighed again and continued. "Sam, I'm honestly telling you right now, from the bottom of my heart, that I didn't mean a word of what I said to you. Sam I—Urgh, it doesn't even matter." Sadness crept into my voice.

"You what?" she asked me.

I took a deep breath and said what I wanted to say but didn't want to at the same time. "Sam, I..."

"Spit it out, Fredward," she said.

I took a deep breath again and tumbled over my words. "Sam, I love you and I've never stopped, I can't even remember when I started. Ever since that moment in the elevator where I said it to you I hoped that you would remember it – but I guess you didn't 'cause you believed what I said."

"Freddie, do you honestly believe that I didn't mean it when I said it? I guess you forgot when I said it to you, too."

"Wait, what?" I was confused.

"Freddie, I never stopped loving you. I still haven't but since you've been acting like a jerk to me lately, what with all the stuff you were saying at the Pear Store and all of the other chiz you've done and said to me, like when you said you liked Carly again that's obviously gonna change a girl's view on things, so no I've never stopped loving you, but I thought that you'd stopped loving me."

"You really thought that?" I asked. I couldn't make it clear in my head.

"Yep," she said. "Boys are complicated."

I scoffed. "Have you been in a relationship with a girl, before? Girls are the most complicated things on this earth. Especially you! You're the queen of complicated!"

"Yeah, well, we never know what's going on in guy's heads! One minute you treat us like chiz, the next you're too clingy. Makes no sense to anyone."

"Oh yeah, well girls are happy one minute, then they start crying the next!"

"I've never been like that," Sam said.

"True."

It was still pouring down with rain while we were getting back to our normal behaviour.

"So what do we do now?" I asked Sam.

"What do you mean?"

"Well we basically just confessed our love to each other..."

"Oh, yeah...I don't know, what do you want to do about it?" Sam asked me.

"This," I said. I lifted her chin up and brought her lips to mine. It was like the break up never happened. All I knew was that I loved her, and she loved me and that was the way it was meant to be. Whoa, that rhymed.

We broke the kiss and I smiled at her.

"Whoa, we just kissed in the rain," Sam said to me.

"I know, like a chick flick movie or what?"

"Right?" Sam agreed.

"Come on, let's get back to Carly's apartment, we're both soaking wet and the building is only two feet away."

Sam and I walked hand in hand back to Bushwell Plaza.


Hope ya liked it! I actually started this with a completely different middle and ending in mind but I read a fanfic that included the rain and I thought, hmm, I wanna do that! Oh, and I got 2nd place in that McCuppy Tournament competition! I get Jennette McCurdy's autograph! Im so excited for it to come! Anyway, PLEASE PLEASE PLEAAAASE review, it makes me so happy when you do!