Here is the last part of my history. I hope you like the chapter and the hole history. Thank you for all your coments.

"Rafi" She hugged him harder, noticing how his body trembled.

"Please..." He started "Just leave me with my misery. I'm going to need some time alone to recompose myself, please" He said in a low voice, trying to not cry in front of her. He had been so sure about their feelings, but it seemed that he had misunderstood and made a fool of himself.

"Rafi, could you look at me," She asked, too afraid that it was too late, but forcing him a little.

Once looking at each other Olivia could see his watering eyes and the first tears going down his handsome face. She collected them as she took his face between her hands, making him look her in her eyes, that were starting to water too.

"Rafi" She could say that name with some many different feelings, it was becoming like her mantra. She didn't know how to explain to this wonderful smart ass all of what she was feeling, too much to put it into words, and she chose to show him, starting to kiss him on the forehead, cheeks, nose and finally on the lips. The kisses were cast but more lingering as she went close to his mouth.

Joining their foreheads after that. "It's the first time that you have called me by my name," He said, making her smile.

"I've been calling you that in my head for to much time"

"Why?"

"Because I was too afraid to let myself recognize what I was feeling. I've never felt anything like this before" She started "And with all the implications we have, I knew that if I started to call by your name I was going to jump on you sooner or later"

"And that would have been a bad thing"

"Yes"

"Why?" Rafael asked her again, he needed to know.

"Because everyone leaves me. And despite your acts, especially the last months, with my background I wasn't sure of what were you feeling. I didn't let myself assume" She confessed, neither of them moving an inch.

"You just had to ask" Rafael caressed her cheek, separating just enough to look at her, before kissing her with all he had, making them both breathless.

"Let's go inside," She said, taking his hand to lead him, not stopping until they were in front of her bedroom door. He stopped there.

"Liv?"

"I just want you to stay tonight"

"I don't know if it's a good idea"

"Even if it's just to sleep?" She asked him, she didn't know how far she wanted to go this night, the only thing she knew was that she didn't want him to go.

"Ok" She couldn't deny her, she had him wrapped around her little finger, like Noah.

After checking on Noah, they were both on the bed, looking at each other, next to each other without touching. Rafael only on his boxers and undershirt and Olivia with an old t-shirt of the NYPD and her pants.

"You said I just had to ask" She started.

"Yes, you can ask anything" He assured her.

"When did you know?" She asked "What you felt for me" She specified as Rafael didn't exactly know to what was she referring to with the first question. He smiled a bit embarrassed.

"When I met you" He murmured. When he looked at her he could see her surprise. "I mean..." He breathed deeply. "From the moment I saw you I felt attracted to you. But after our first case, I knew that you would be someone very important in my life, I just had that feeling" He talked as he took her hand in his. "Not even a month later I had the strongest school crush on you" He smiled, "I think I covered myself quite good, but every time I was alone with you I felt like jelly." That made her laugh too. "It was so easy to fell in love with you."

They approached each other slowly, not breaking eye contact. She had her hands on his chest while Rafael's hands were on her hips. At the end it was him who made the last move, putting his lips on top of hers almost chastely, waiting for her response.

It didn't take much time to her to reciprocate deepening the kiss, brushing her tongue on his lips, moving her arms from his chest to his neck to move him closer, as his hands moved below her shirt, making her whine to the skin to skin contact.

"Have you had any kind of it since Lewis?" He didn't want to say out loud, to jealous of her previous relationship with the cop. But he needed to know before they went more heated.

She hid her face on his neck inhaling his natural scent.

"I tried with Brian" She murmured "But I couldn't, not all the way, too many flashbacks. I didn't feel comfortable enough"

"And now?" Rafael didn't want to push her.

"I'm more than willing to try" She smiled on his neck. Once she looked at him again he could see that she was a bit flushed. He smiled at her touching her neck and looking at her eyes.

He started to kiss her again, putting himself on top of her and moving his hands under her shirt, starting to lift it up slowly. But she couldn't stop a shiver in anticipation, making him stop and look at her.

"Everything ok?" He asked.

"Sorry," She said looking at the ceiling.

"Liv" He murmured, kissing her forehead. "We both know what there is below your clothes" She agreed with him, knowing that he was referring to her scars. "And I hope you know that in any way they could make you anything but perfect, ok?" Those words made her look him in the eye again. "We can stop now if that's what you want" He offered.

"No," She said quickly "I want to. I'm nervous"

"I'm too," Rafael said smiling at her. "But before you should also know that you are not the only one in here with scars" He admitted.

After his Abuelita passing away, only his mother knew the truth of his scars. But he knew that he could trust her with anything, and he could do the first step.

Before she could ask anything he pushed himself up, ending on his knees while Olivia sat up on the bed, seeing him removing his shirt, dropping it to the floor and guiding her hands on his lower back, letting her feel them.

Olivia didn't have to ask before he started to tell her the story.

"That was a hell of a night" He chuckled covering a sob "I went home really late. I always tried to stay as much as I could at school. Normally it was until the guard found me." She could not stop her hands, roaming through his back, trying not to flinch as she fell how they almost covered all his back letting him talk at his pace. "My dad was a drunk, but he normally only yelled at me and mami. I don't really remember what happened before a crossed threshold, but once there he was crazy. Mami had already a black eye and she was holding her wrist on her lap, we found later that it was broken. I just remember being angry, and I went after him. I was so foolish, he was way bigger than me at that time. But the sight of my mother there, on the floor, I knew I had to do something. So I tried to make him step aside but he managed to disable me by crossing my arms in the back." He seemed in trance, not really looking at her, just remembering "It's still a bit fuzzy. The next thing I remember is to notice my wrists were tied and he threw me to the ground. I heard my mother scream before he crossed her face and left her unconscious on the floor. There was nothing I could do, I just cried with helplessness. He started to yell at me that I would never become anything, that I was a foolish bookworm freak and other worse things. And then the pain came, all over the back. Until I fainted. I woke up the next day in the hospital, lying on my belly, with my grandmother sitting in a chair next to the bed, taking my hand. I will never forget her face. She was the one who told me how he had tied my hands with his belt and with a broken bottle of her beloved beer had cut me all over the back. And that mami was in another room still sedated after a panic attack."

"Rafi..." She was angry for not being there despite she was a kid too, sad that he had to go through something like that and amazed of his honesty with her, she knew that say something like that was never easy. She cupped his face. "How old were you?"

"Fifteen" He closed his eyes.

"Did she press charges?"

"Yes, for the first time. But the bastard killed himself before the cops got him"

"I'm so sorry Rafi" She kissed him on the lips "Thank you for being honest with me." She said as they went to the previous position, with him on top of her.

"Thank you for not pitying me, even when I can barely hold my tears every time I think about that damned night"

"Never" She murmured to his lips. "You are too strong"

"You too" He kissed her. "More than me"

He didn't let her contradict him as his kiss made her tremble and forget about everything but their bodies. He touched her gently but without fear. She felt his hands roam over her body, stopping on her breasts, once her shirt was out the picture. Rubbing her nipples first with his hands and then with his tongue, not rough enough to leave marks but enough to let her feel it through her body.

Rafael seemed like a man on a mission, too occupied on her pleasure to take care of himself. He started to descend on her body, making eye contact with her once he found the edge of her pants, seeking permission.

"Yes, please" She was the only thing she could manage to say in the middle of all the sensations. Once out, Rafael started to touch her thighs, up and down, by the inner face, peeking at her folds. Who knew he had all that control hidden. She was wet, she could feel it and she knew he had proofs of it, his smile was too revealing.

But once his mouth landed there she had to grab a pillow to muffle her scream. And he had to hold her down on the bed, holding her up by the hips. Olivia thought that he was too good at it. Moving faster and harder each time being more difficult for him to hold her in place.

For Olivia, it was the sweetest torture, but when she felt his fingers inside her it was her undoing. Reaching her peak hard, as she held him in place with her legs.

Once she was a bit more aware of her surroundings, she saw his proud smile. She smiled too, too happy, grabbing him by his neck.

"Don't look too smug" She said before kissing him, tasting herself on his lips.

They were kissing, holding hands, with Rafael comfortably seated between her legs. She roamed between them, wanting to feel him when his hand stopped her before reaching her prize.

"Wait," He said, stopping suddenly "Just" He rose. "If you touch me right now I won't last much more." She understood him very well. He went to lie down on the bed, surprising Olivia as he sat with his back against the head of the bed and took Olivia's hand.

"Come up here," He said "You're in control tonight" Rafael smiled as Liv's face understood what he wanted, making her even more in love with him. She sat on his lap, straddling him, feeling him so close to her center, making her tremble with anticipation.

Rafael was caressing her up and down her back as Olivia entangled her hands in his hair, both of them moving their hips to have some more friction until it wasn't bearable. She tried to keep her voice down again, but it wasn't easy when she was really enjoying his hand down there for the second time this night.

"Protection?" He asked, always a gentleman.

"I'm on the pill"

"Oh..." He seemed surprised. "Are you sure? I'm clean but..."

"Are you planning on cheating me, counselor?" She joked.

"Liv" He called her with a serious tone "I haven't been capable of being with another woman for a lot of time because all I could do was compare them to you... so no, I don't think I'm going to be able to do that." He knew how to make her speechless, and he loved to do that. She could see it in his smiles, full of sass.

"Rafi," She was astonished.

"Too much pressure"

"No," She said "But... " They both knew what she wanted to say.

"I know" He assured her smiling "I feel it too."

He was crazy to feel inside her, but he wanted her to take the last step. He would rather die than force her into something she wasn't prepared to. So when she took his hardness and guided to her core, letting him penetrate her, he was in heaven, feeling her walls squeeze him and hearing her sighs.

He started to move slowly, he didn't want to make a fool of himself ending before they fun really started. But it was really hard. Much more when she let herself be abandoned to the pleasure, marking the rhythm, holding him in place with her hands his hair. Both breathing hard between kisses trying to hush the sounds they would make if they were alone in the apartment. Looking at each other while their pace went faster, knowing that they wouldn't last much more.

"Liv..." Rafael murmured on her lips.

"I'm... not going to last"

"Me neither." One of his hands went from her hip to her clit adding more pleasure, feeling how her walls tighten around him even more, making him growl as she hushed her moans on his neck, starting to bite him hard enough to probably leave a mark.

"Harder" She ordered him. He didn't answer, he only added more pressure on his fast rubbing of her clit, until she couldn't bear it more, cumming again. Squeezing him so hard that he found his release a few trust latter.

Oliva didn't have any strength left to her, she could only collapse on top of him, hugging him while they both tried to catch their breath.

"That was madness," He said breaking the silence, Olivia could only nod with her face still on his neck. "We have lost so much time."

"Yeah" They both laughed. They stayed a few more minutes like this until Olivia made eye contact and kissed him chastely on the lips.

"Despite the performance, I think I have not shared with you all my mouth skills," He said making her blush, making him think that making her blush could become his new hobby.

"Maybe I can show you mine the next time," She said surprising him.

"That would be a dream," He said. "But despite my willingness, I think we could sleep for a little, you drained me."

"That wouldn't be a bad idea," She said as the work day made his appearance on her body.

Once rearranged, with Olivia's head on his chest and their arms and legs around each other they started to drift to sleep.

"Now we'll have forever to made up for the lost time" Olivia murmured smiling.

"That would be perfect," Rafael said before realize that Olivia was already sleeping. He hugged her a little harder "A dream come true mi amor." He said kissing her hair before joining her to dreamland.