I See You

Chapter 20

Amanda woke up from a deep slumber. Glancing at the clock she was surprised to see that it was only 4 am and she was wide awake. Soft snores could be heard next to her and her thoughts went back to a few hours prior. Smiling at the memory she turned and reached out her hand to gently stroke the brunette's cheek. How did she ever get so lucky?, she thought. Olivia was everything she wanted and needed and she realised now that she had her.

Her sex still tingled from the intense orgasm she had experienced earlier and her nipples were slightly sore, but in a good way. She couldn't get the image of Olivia burried between her thighs, sucking her clit, out of her head. It was so erotic and sexual it made her sex twitch with need once again. She also wanted to give back what Liv had given her but didn't get a chance before sleep overtook all her senses. Now, she was laying awake next to the sexiest woman alive and extremely horny. She needed to touch and feel Liv all over again. Wanting to make sure that what had happened earlier wasn't a dream.

She hovered over Liv's face, so close she could feel her breath on her face, and slowly she kissed her slightly parted lips. Olivia instantly woke up and responded. Turning to her side she brought one hand up to cup the blonde's face. "Hey, baby." she whispered between kisses, "you okay?" she gently urged. Considering the early hour she wondered why Amanda was awake in the first place.

"I just... I wanted to make sure you were still here and that... and that what happened earlier did actually happen. I woke up and thought that maybe... maybe it had only been a dream." she whispered with a low and sad voice it tore at Liv's heartstrings.

"Oh baby! It did happen and I'm so glad it did." she kissed her again with passion to make her understand that everything was real. "Let me show you again." The brunette began kissing her with gusto, putting everything she felt for the blonde into the kiss but was startled when Amanda pulled back.

"No," she whispered, her voice thick with lust, "I need to touch you. To feel you. Please?" her blue eyes welled up with tears and she couldn't understand why she suddenly became so emotional and needy.

Olivia frowned in concern but nodded. The vulnerability in Amanda's eyes spoke for itself and Liv wiped away a stray tear with the pad of her thumb. In under ten seconds, the older detective was naked with an equally naked Amanda on top. Their bodies fit perfectly together and the blonde couldn't get enough of the smooth tanned skin.

She latshed onto a dark nipple and sucked it firmly into her mouth, licking sucking and biting. Olivia pushed her upper body from the bed, needing more. Amanda didn't waste any time. She needed to feel Liv, touch her, smell her, taste her and make her hers. Slipping her hand down between their bodies she gently stroked Olivia's pubic hair. "Oh yes, baby. Please!" she pleaded as skilled fingers went even lower and finally found her pulsing clit.

Feeling Liv's wetness against her hand and fingers made her eyes fill up with tears again. She was so angry and frustrated with herself for being such an emotional wreck all the time but she couldn't help it. The brunette squirmed under her touch, pushing herself frantically towards Amanda's exploring hand.

The blonde switched positions so that one of her legs were in between Olivia's open ones. Her fingers found Liv's slick opening and swiftly entered her. "Oh fuck!" the brunette cried out as she felt two fingers thrust deep inside her. With the help of her own leg Amanda pushed Liv's shaking limbs further apart to get better access to her needy pussy. "Oh yes, fuck me Amanda. Please fuck me!"

Olivia's hips was thrusting violently against her hand and she knew that the brunette was close but the blonde needed more. She stopped moving her fingers, which caused a disappointed whimper coming from Olivia, slid down her tall frame, fingers still inside and immediately took the swollen clit between her lips, sucking hard. "Fuck!" she groaned between clenched teeth, pushing her hips harder into Amanda's face, shamelessly. "Oh fuck me baby! That's it, keep doing that, don't stop! Don't stop!"

Amanda pumped her fingers in and out feeling Olivia's opening tighten around her fingers. Only then did she pick up the speed with her tongue, licking and sucking profusely on the pink delicious bud. That was all it took and Olivia's body went ridgid for one second before a mind blowing orgasm shot through her every fibre and she came crashing down, rubbing her pussy against Amanda's face. "I'm coming, I'm coming, I'm coming... Ohh fuck, I'm coming!"

Her orgasm lasted longer than any orgasm she ever had before. Her body shook from intense pleasure, her heels digging deeply into the mattress, her toes curling and her back arched. She could feel Amanda slowing down her movements as she slowly came down from her high and her body went limp. Panting she struggled to regain the control of her breathing, whimpering slightly as she felt Amanda's slender didgits pull out from inside of her.

The blonde climbed back up to face Olivia's flushed face, kissing her hard on the lips, making the brunette taste her own scent. Olivia pulled her in close and held her as she felt the tremors ease. Amanda was trembling herself from the intense and emotional moment, her own breathing ragged and strained. "Thank you, baby. That was absolutely mind blowing."

Amanda smiled gently and once again brought their lips together for a searing kiss. Without warning Liv lowered her hand and found Amanda's drenched sex and began to play with her enlarged clitoris. The blonde pushed herself hard against the working hand, needing more friction. She opened her legs wider to give Liv better access to her whole pussy and moaned as long fingers slipped through her soaked flesh. "Move up, baby." Liv instructed, "I want to taste you. Can I taste you?" she whispered against the blonde's mouth. Amanda just nodded, feeling too overwhelmed to speak. "I want you to sit on my face. I need to taste you so badly, baby. Please!"

On shaky legs, Amanda kneeled over Olivia's face and lowered her pussy onto her mouth. As soon as Liv's tongue began working it's magic the younger woman instantly started to thrust her hips to the rythm Olivia had created. Liv's long tongue went in and out of her wet opening and with every thrust she could feel her clit rubbing up against the detective's nose. She was close, so close already. Just a minute longer and she would be sent over the edge and into oblivion.

Suddenly she gasped as a new sensation overwhelmed her senses. Her body shook with pleasure as Liv used her thumb to play around the rim of Amanda's ass. It was such a turn on. She had never been touch there before and the sudden movement caused her to cry out. "Oh god, fuck! Oh Liv, it feels so good." that was all Liv needed to hear before she went all the way and inserted her whole didgit into the tight anal opening. Amanda was losing all her dignity, all her decorum as she shamelessly rubbed her drenched sex over Olivia's face. Her clit rubbing against her nose, Liv's tongue lapping at her juices and her thumb pumping sensually in and out.

"I'm gonna come... I'm gonna come... Oh god, I'm gonna... Ah fuck yes!" Amanda screamed out her orgasm as she steadily rode the finger still firmly placed in her ass. She thought the previous orgasm she had was out of this world but this new sensation of being touched and fingered anally went to a whole new level of pleasure.

Olivia lapped and licked at the juices from her lover's sex and slowly she pulled out her thumb from it's tight position, causing Amanda to whimper and tremble at the loss of contact. Liv had to help her lay down since her knees were shaking almost uncontrollably. She felt so happy and content knowing she had given such pleasure to Amanda. She pulled her sweaty body close and caressed her naked back and kissed her head over and over. "So beautiful." she murmured as the blonde went limp in her arms. "Did you like that, baby?" she asked softly and pulled Amanda even closer.

"Y... yes." her voice was shaky, too unstable to speak, her chest heaving from the intense climax.

"Let's get some more sleep, sweetie. We have to get up soon." she cuddled the blonde as close as she could, kissing a sweaty brow. "Thank you for letting me love you." she whispered after a few minutes of silence, thinking that Amanda was already asleep but got slightly surprised as a soft reply reached her ears.

"Thank youfor loving me and thank you for letting me love you." together they fell back asleep, the world still spinning outside the window, people walking on the streets below in the city that never sleeps.

"Mama!" the little toddler lit up as he saw his mommy's face and reached his arms up, wanting to hug his mom. Fin chuckled as Noah fussed in his arms as he let him down so he could run over to where Olivia was placed on one knee, arms out, ready to get attacked.

"Hi, my baby boy!" she gave him a big hug and inhaled his scent she missed so much over the past couple of days. "Were you a good boy for uncle Fin? What did you guys get up to?" before Noah could start babbling incoherent words about what they had done, Fin chipped in.

"Oh you know, drinking beer, watching the sport channels, checking out the ladies in the club. Guy stuff!"

"Oh my goodness," Liv acted shocked, "did uncle Fin teach you all his Casanova moves? When the ladies starts to queue up outside my front door I'll be showing uncle Fin some moves of my own." she joked, shuffling her son's brown locks and received a giggle. Fin asked about Amanda and how she was doing. Olivia didn't want to go into detail but told him she was hanging in there and that they were on their way to the hospital to see the baby. He gave her a warm hug and told her to give Amanda one too.

The blonde was waiting anxiously in the car but smiled as she saw the brunette stepping out with a grinning two year old in her arms. She got him seated in the car seat and then got in herself behind the wheel. Turning towards Amanda she gave her a strong hug and rubbed her back soothingly.

Slightly startled by the movement, the blonde returned the hug. "What was that for?" she asked as they pulled away.

"That was from Fin. He says hi and that they're all thinking about you and the baby." she replied with a gentle smile. Amanda just nodded shyly and looked out the window as Liv headed towards the hospital.

Getting out of the car, Amanda stopped Liv by putting a hand on her arm. "I've been thinking," she said softly, reluctant to make eye contact. Liv waited patiently for her to continue. "I... I want to introduce Noah to my baby but I'm not sure of what to say. I mean, I do know but I don't..." she sighed in frustration, "I... I love you, Liv and you've been so good to me lately and I just... I don't know how I could ever repay you. Noah, is such a great kid. You've done so well raising him on your own and... I... I might need a bit of help in that department and if you wouldn't mind I... I just... maybe... if we... oh god..." she covered her face with her hands in frustration. This was not going well at all.

"Hey," Liv gently forced her hands away, making her look her in the eye. "Whatever you want to say to Noah about your baby is okay with me, honey. I know we just admitted our feelings for each other but my feelings towards you are real and whatever you feel comfortable with telling Noah is fine. Don't get yourself worked up over it, okay? Just do whatever feels natural to you."

That calmed the young detective some even though she was still nervous. Olivia carried Noah with one arm and the other was firmly placed on Amanda's lower back for support. They reached the peds intensive care unit and Amanda's heart stopped as she instantly noticed that her baby girl was missing. The incubator she was suppose to be in was empty. Taking a quick look around to see if they had moved her to a different incubator but her baby was nowhere to be found.

"Where... I... where's my baby?" Amanda said in a whisper, eyes wide with fear and her body trembling.