"Mo-Minori...what are you doing here?" I asked softly.
"Keesa called me, your mama...and told me you were in the hospital again. Are you doing this to get attention Jade?" she demanded.
"No, I'm not. Why do you avoid me at school?! Why do you walk away from me when you see me coming?!" I fired at her. "Do you hate me? Did I do something to you?!"
"Because I hate you Jade, Keesa is more in love with you than she was with me. She talked highly about you when she first met you. I knew adopting you was a mistake because you weren't going to save our broken marriage, you just ruined it even more. YOU are a loser that breaks everything you touch! You are here by kicked out of MY school forever Jade" she yelled at me.
"You are the reason she's not eating, she's not doing this to gain attention you bitch, she's doing it because she misses you as her mom. Don't scold or yell at her for something she didn't ask for. Your marriage problems were between you and your partner..you DO NOT drag an innocent girl into it" Hatori snarled at her. "She is depressed"
Keesa had heard the last part. "I-I had no idea...I didn't know she missed Minori that much" she said honestly. "She never talks about it...I..never...talk about her...I'm so sorry Jade..I had no idea" she told me.
I shrugged. I was used to being ignored and not talked to. So why should Keesa be any different? I rolled over and stared out of the window.
"Why would you? You're to busy working...you got your head so far up your ass Keesa it's a wonder she hasn't killed herself" I heard Minori say.
"GET OUT! GET THE HELL OUT BOTH OF YOU!" I screamed. "GO AWAY!"
Hatori escored both of them out of the room and I started crying.
"What are you going to do now?" he asked.
"Maybe I should die...everyone would be happier that way, I wouldn't be such a burden" I said softly.
"If I have to I'll take you out of that home and bring you into mine. I'm not going to let you get out of living because two woman can't pull their heads out of their asses long enough to see the damage they are doing to you" he told me. "You WILL go to school and you WILL prove your self worth to them both"
I looked at him. "Are you serious? You would take me from Keesa? Would we have to live at the Sohma estate? I can't live there I don't like Aikto and you know it"
"I know but if you want to know why every time someone goes poof when they are around the opposite sex then it would be a good idea to stay there for a little while don't you think?" he asked.
It made sense. But could I do it? I couldn't have Keesa living in my house while I wasn't there. She's been so nice to me and has been the only one who has cared. If I let slip that I knew about what Hatori was talking about then I would lose my memories of everything I worked so hard for and I would lose my big brother but would probably still be able to know Tohru...but could I just up and leave Keesa? I had to seriously think about it.
"Can I think about it before I give you a for sure answer?" I asked.
He nodded and I rolled back over to look out the window again. I needed to talk to someone about this. Someone not in the Sohma family, and not Keesa or Minori. Maybe my therapist