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Chapter 05.
Stomping out of the apartment building, stan noticed my stance and got out, opening my door. " What happened Rosie" He always called me Rosie when he was concerned. "Everything is shit Stan. Everything. This wedding is shit, Dimitri is a piece of shit- EVEN THIS RING IS A BLINGED OUT PIECE OF SHIT. I hate my future already." Crossing my arms I felt like a kid but I had every right to be mad. " Everything will work out for you sweetheart , you just have to think positive and even times get hard I know you will push through. What did happen up there to make you so pissed off though?" I gave a deep sigh. "He was going at it with another girl, like going hard if you know what I mean." Stan growled . " That ass. Well what do you say we go grab some food for dinner, pick some up for Alberta as well and forget about him for tonight?" Giving a smile I nodded while Stan started the car and drove us to grab some food.
I didn't answer his messages or calls for three days. I was surprised he was trying this hard. I was going to keep ignoring him until one of my best friends talked some sense into my skull." Just confront him girl, like be the one to show him how actions hurt you, BE THE MAN." She gave her best menacing muscle poses. I laughed outright. "Careful there lissa, wouldn't want to pop one of your curls out of place. But seriously Lissa, I don't know I'm almost embarrassed I saw him and all his glory not to mention another girls bits and pieces. Like lissa, he is serious a sexy piece of man. I cannot believe he made plans with me and then just thought he should bang a girl before I come over, like how rude and insulting is that?! I mean I'm his FIANCEE and wife to be for Christ sake." At the end of my rant, I was out of breath and just down right flustered. Taking a calming breath I sat on the edge of my bed. Lissa giving me a small laugh spoke. "See just do that and scare him but maybe don't tell him he's sexy – it'll boost his ego which is not what we are aiming for. The countdown is on Rose until you marry him And you need to at least be comfortable with him, and let's be honest Rose, he is a player and it will take a bit for him to change, but doqwn back down . The only way he'll change and realise is if you call him out on his dumbass moves okay?" I nodded and played with a thread on my shirt. Lissa was right, since when did I become such a wuss?
"Enough depressing talk, I brought wedding dress magazines over. My mom thought it would be a good thing to do since the dresses take a bit to alter and all. I thought it would be fun as well to find your interests and what you want to be put into. Since it is your day and all. And let's just be honest again, I just want to shop – so we need to be prepared." She was pretty much rocketing off of her chair, how could I say no to her? " Okay Lissa lets go to the living and blast some music too, lord help me I need it."
A few hours later me and Lissa sat in the middle of the living area with magazines surrounding us. Dresses made by Vera Wang had to be my favorite so far, so here I sat with three Vera Wang catalogues. I had an idea of what I wanted but nothing was really what I pictured. All the styles I wanted were on different dresses, so I was probably going to have to design it and maybe Abe could make it happen somehow and some way. All I know is that I wanted to look like a goddess in my dress and be the center of attention, but who doesn't want that when you get married. Lissa and I were just about to get all excited over having Jimmy Choo's as my shoes when Alberta walked in with non-other than Dimitri. I hadn't even heard the door. Dimitri looked pretty gorgeous I had to admit with his dark wash jeans and his fitted black V-neck t-shirt. "Rose may I have a word with you?" He asked very politely. Not knowing what to say I nodded once again and silently stood up from where I stood. I could feel Lissa squeeze my hand for reassurance before she let it go again. Ushering Dimitri from the living space, I took him upstairs to the Rec-room.
We both kind of stoof there awkwardly until he spoke, his voice low and his eyes looking a bit haunted although it was masked very easily. " You haven't replied to my calls or messages" He spoke with a matter of fact tone and just to be cheeky I answered the same way. " I know I haven't" Another silence. " You weren't suppose to be there until 7. You don't know how to listen much do you? Ha. Of course you don't you're only 19, not even yet. You are a child still." He gave a straight face as he said this, pissing me off even more. He was now putting this on my shoulder, like this was my fault that he was screwing some chick, that I made that choice for him. "How dare you? I came early to sit and chat with you, to learn about you ! My age had nothing to do with that, I chose to come early to be able to interact, to get to know my fiancé, is that really such a childish act? I have that right now you know that? I may not have been the one to make the choice but I do have that right. I shouldn't have to walk into your apartment and be worried that im going to catch you banging a rndom girl. I know we aren't that close but I deserve that much. You cannot keep up your old ways – sorry but its life and called growing up, which you should have done considering you are 23." By the end of my rant I had come closer to him and was raging. His hands came up to grasp my upper arm and maybe in a comforting gesture? But I stepped back and spit out my anger once again. " Do not touch me, who knows what kind of STD's you're carrying around from that slut." Hurt flashed through his eyes but was quickly masked over with frustration.
"I am doing the best I can to change in some ways, im sorry but you have don't have that respect quite yet Rose, this is who I am take me or leave me. And if you can't leave me than accept it" He let it all out in an exasperated breath throwing his hands up, turning around and walked away from me. It was like he didn't know how to act with my outburst. Maybe Lissa was right I was cracking him. Following him down the stairs to the front door, he turned around, one hand on the knob. " come by tomorrow again. I promise you I won't disappoint you..again." The again coming out as a whisper. I think I have gotten through to him just a bit. Crossing my arms over my chest a bit too triumphantly I gave him a small smile. "Okay ill be there don't mess this up, and Dimitri?" " Yes Rose?" I full out grinned. " Make sure to clean up the place will you? I know what happens now, like all over your apartment. " He gave a shrug and a cocky grin before opening the door and leaving. It was a start, but I know I was still pissed at him, but trying wouldn't hurt anyone.
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