Naya's POV
It's been a week and a half since the last time I tried speaking to Cassandra. It's been a week and a half since she cut me off and left, glaring at me coldly. It's been a week and a half since I haven't said a word to her other than during the filming. It's been a week and a half since I've seen her smile, a real genuine smile. And I miss it, I miss her. I miss how she cared about me, I miss how when she used to see me, her eyes used to light up. I miss her angelic voice, asking me how I was doing. I miss how she seemed to always want to protect me. I'm pathetic aren't I?
I thought I was straight until she came along, I thought my life was perfect until she came and confused me. She's the light of my light yet she's the reason everything's tumbling down around me. I miss her so much. I've had 5 scenes to film with her last week, FIVE. And not during one did she truly smile, not during one did she say a word to me. But I had to admit, she was an amazing actress and she was great at avoiding me in order to not make suspicious about our problems. She would mostly hang out alone, in her trailer.
She always had music coming from there. And sometimes, she'd hang out with Lea and Chris but that was rare. She seemed to have lost so much passion and life...all because of my bitchiness. I still can't believe I was so rude to her. She was nothing but nice to, and besides, I'm supposedly straight so why the hell would I get that pissed if she was homophobic? She looked up at me not Santana...
I truly am pathetic and now I ruined everything between us.
Today, in 3 hours, we have Chris' birthday party that's going to happen at a bar.
Our studio rented half of the bar for us. And I had yet to get ready. Okay, think Naya. You have to wear something really sexy to make her jaw drop. To make her want you as much as you want her. Bingo! I knew exactly which dress to wear. It was time to break hearts and reach a single one.
Cassandra, I'm coming for you.
Cass' POV
Oh well, it's been a week and half and it's been quite torturous seeing Naya every day for 5 days in a row. She looked as flawless as ever and it was hard just pretending she wasn't there. It was hard not to talk to her. I caught her many times, looking over at me with pleading eyes but I just pretended not to care, I pretended she didn't exist. Why would she look at me like that? She hates me, she bitched at me, she never really spoke to me other than to cut me with her words. I'm done with all that. Besides, I only had 3 more weeks before I leave. And we had a kiss coming up. I was scared shitless. How the hell was that supposed to happen?
I snapped out of my thoughts and began thinking about tonight's party. I was really excited. It was Chris' birthday and he became one of my closest friends in such short time. I was glad I got to meet him. He was so sweet and caring. He was pretty cute and gosh his voice is just wow, so unique. Back to the party, I had seriously no clue what to wear.
I knew I wanted to wear a dress but I had so many and the choice was hard. So I decided to call Lea and invite her over, like that we'd get ready together and she'd help me out. 30 minutes later, Lea barges into my apartment and begins to roam in my closet, not even greeting me. My closet ended up on my bed and she turned around slowly with a huge smile on her was holding a pretty navy blue dress, tight, strapless and that stops a bit lower than my ass. This dress makes me look pretty good to be honest, but I just felt not good enough for it this time. I felt low on confidence and this dress wasn't gonna help me that's for sure. Seeing my reaction, she frowned at me.
-Cassandra, what's going on, you don't like it?
-It's not that it's just that...I won't feel really comfortable dressed like that tonight.
-Why not sweetie? This dress is kickass! You'd make everyone drool!
-Meeeh I don't think so...
Lea looked over at me and sat beside me on the bed, hanging her arm around me.
-What's wrong honey? I've never seen you this low, you seem so low all the time and now, you're refusing to wear this sexy dress. You used to look so happy and now you just..seem so sad. What's wrong? Do you wanna talk about it?
-I euuh, I ugh I can't...
-Why not? I won't judge you I promise.
I start crying, convinced she will hate me forever if she knew my secret. She would be disgusted and never want to talk to me ever again.
-You'll hate me if I tell you...
-No I won't, I promise! Don't you trust me kiddo?
-I do, I do more than you can imagine it's just..this isn't just something small, it's a huge thing and I don't know how you'll react..I just, I can't lose you.
She hugged me tight and whispered in my ear.
'Nothing can make me hate you baby girl, you can tell me anything and I'll support you.'
I looked up at her while she wiped my tears away and I moved off the bed. I went to the corner of my room and turned my back to her. I couldn't stand looking into her eyes.
'I think I'm in love with Naya...'
I'm pretty sure a few minutes left and nothing moved, I was sure she was gone, she had left, and was probably freaking out. Until I felt someone hug me from behind.
-I can't believe you thought I would run away from you or be disgusted! It's so cute, I'm so happy for you! But I don't understand why you're so sad? Why don't you tell her?
-I'm sorry I just didn't know how to tell you or anyone. I was bottling it up and imagining that everyone would run away if they found out. And I can't tell Naya, ever.
-Why not?
I sat her back down on the bed and told her everything, from the start to the end. From my first day until the latest event and not once did she interrupt me. She only had a huge shocked look on her face, as well as confusion in her eyes. After my story was done, she abruptly stood up and began pacing back and forth.
'What the hell is her problem? Why is she acting that way towards you? She's normally always so sweet even though she's really sassy. But she's never bitchy like that, she's never mean what the hell has gone into her? She was so excited to meet you, she told me so many times that she was going to make you feel so welcome and be great friends with you after she learned how she was your idol. I don't get it. But you know what? You're gonna stop moping around your bedroom right now and you're gonna wear that sexy dress I just picked for you and I'm gonna dress you up. You're gonna get there and make her drool all over you. You're gonna make her wish she was never a bitch to you. You're gonna kill it tonight, let's go.'
She squealed and began her magic. In 45 minutes, she was dressed and had made me into a gorgeous princess. I didn't even recognize myself anymore. I seemed so powerful yet so strange to myself. But one thing was sure, I felt pretty confident after that. I hugged her tightly and thanked her. She just smiled and hooked her arm into mine, headed to the door. We decided to pass by a shop because Lea still hadn't bought Chris a gift. Once we got to the bar, it was already really dark and the party had already started. It seemed like we were the only ones missing. We made our way to our table and hugged Chris from behind.
'Happy birthdaaaaaaay!'
He turned around and stood up to hug us, he looked really good. After giving him our presents, we went around to greet everyone with hugs. But someone was missing and Lea noticed it too, she looked at me with a raised brow. Naya was nowhere to be found. We were heading to the bar to get a drink and that's went she erupted from the bathroom.
She was wearing a tight red dress, showing enough cleavage to make me go weak in the knees. IT hugged her body perfectly on the right spot, showing off her sexy latina body. Her makeup wasn't too dark, it was just perfect. She was wearing black stilettos with studs. I couldn't take my eyes off her until I looked into her eyes and saw her staring back. I turned back around swiftly and asked for a drink. Lea probably noticed because she just giggled at me. I ordered a sex on the beach and that's when I heard her electric voice that brings shivers down my spine.
'Kinky'
I turned around to see her smirking at me. I blushed and turned back towards the bar to enjoy my drink. I couldn't let her win, I couldn't humiliate myself once more. I saw her give Lea a hug and Lea seemed bothered by it. I hope it wasn't because of what I told her. Naya realized to she just pulled away and headed to the other side of the bar and ordered shots. I twisted my body so I could face Lea, my back turned to Naya. I came closer and yelled in her ear so she could hear me from all that music.
-What the hell was that, why did you give her such an awkward hug?
-I still can't get the image of her bitching at you out of my mind.
-Lea, she's one of your closest friends. You can't do this to her because of me. She's still the same person you used to know. She's still the same person you love to hang out with. Please don't take it out on her, she doesn't deserve it.
-I can't believe you're defending her after everything she did to you.
-It's love..and she's an amazing person, truly, so don't do this to her, please? Promise me?
-Ugh okay fine I promise.
After 2 drinks, I decided to go have some fun and dance around. I felt two arms around my waist and someone coming behind me, I didn't bother looking at who it was. I began grinding on whoever it was and I could tell it was a man because something started poking my lower back. We were still going at it full force until we heard a bunch of people cheering. We looked up to see the Glee cast looking at me with thumbs up. It was priceless until I saw Naya's face, still sitting at the bar with over 20 empty shot cups in front of her. She looked pissed, hurt and lost. I'm guessing the alcohol was already affecting her.
A few dances later, I was tired and went back to the bar for a 3rd drink. At the other end, Naya was still sitting in her same spot, with even more cups and now she seemed extremely drunk. No matter how badly she hurt me I coulnd't let her do this to herself. She was surely going to wake up with a massive hangover and headache as it is, she didn't need to drink more. So I rushed to her side as she was about to fall off the stool and told the bartender to stop serving her. She pushed me away but I came back, holding her closely in case she falls.
She started pitting out venom words at me but I payed no attention to her. I was going to get her home safely right away. As we were making out way out toward the taxi, Lea rushed over to me.
-What are you doing Cass? Where are you going?
-I'm taking Naya home, she's in no condition to drive home or even stay here anymore. She's extremely drunk.
-I don't understand how you could be so nice to her and take care of her the way you do after everything she's done and said to you. I mean look at her, even now, you're dragging her out for her own good and she's spitting words at you. I can't wrap my head around this. I just..ugh I wish she could see what you're doing for her.
-I told you why I do it all Lea...she means the world to me, I don't care what she does to me. I agree, it kills me when she treats me like shit because I have no fucking clue what I might've done for her but in a few weeks, I won't see her anymore. And that's probably gonna hurt more than anything she's ever done to me here. She hates my guts but I can't give up. She was the reason I had a smile on my face most of my days, she was the reason I continued to fight for my dreams, she gave me hope and something to fight for. She might hate me but she's still my hero. She might act horribly towards me but she will always be this big hearted woman who saved me from myself. I see the way she acts with everyone else, I know how sweet and caring she is and that's all I need. So if you'll excuse me Lea, I have to get going before she passes out.
-Wow, I'm speechless. It's insane how much you care about her..I admire you for doing all that and putting up with her shit. Anyways, where are you taking her? You know where she lives?
-It's nothing, I just owe her everything I got. And no I don't that's why I'm taking her over to my place.
-Okay good night Cass, stay safe.
-Thanks you too babe, night.
Hey guys, sorry I made you wait this long, anyways this is just a part of the chapter 7, the other part is going to be up by tomorrow morning if not tonight. It's gonna be Naya's POV on the party and well after they get to Cassandra's house. I really hope you're enjoying the story, love you guys xo Don't forget to vote and comment, letting me know what you think of the events and if you want me to add anything in it, love youus
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-L xo
